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Reach for your destiny. Attain your demise. Moving forward with each breath. Forward to the beginning. Oblivious of the life that embraces you. It sinks deep into your soul. Plunging deeper. Penetrating harder. Yet you keep progressing. Too observant to see. Too unaware to even feel. The blade of life searing at your very essence. Numbness. All that's left is the pain. Yet you embrace. Walking right into the hands of your own annihilation.~*Krystal*~
An overwhelming sense of loneliness travels through my heart. Nothing can be explained. Nothing can be erased. Trying to save something I never had, that was never really mine. Taken away by non existent essence. Purity smudged by lingering tears of undeserving eyes. Searching for some type of meaning in this world of deceit. Even though all the while I feel as though I'm being stabbed. Stabbed by the remnants of your being that are trying to hold onto me, but can't. Too entrapped by your own hatred and misery you can't see what's right in front of you. Silent screams escape my mouth and tears join in with the surfaced blood pouring out of my aching heart. Too long gone, and yet so close. The world spins around my eyes. Feeling nothing but a cold chill running through my veins. Like a drug I pull you tighter. Holding on to your fading essence even closer. Only to realize once more I never had you.~*Krystal*~
I can listen to just about anything other than country but my absolute favorite is heavy metal. I love In Flames... they are my heroes. I also enjoy listening Machinemade God, N-jected, Lapsus, Inhale Exhale, Parkway Drive, Soil Work, Darkest Hour, As I Lay Dying, Unearth, Ill Nino, Dark Tranquility, Lamb of God, Caliban, Killswitch Engage, Underoath, Atreyu, Bleeding Through, All That Remains, Threat Signal, Lilitu, Misery Signals, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park and a whole lot of others. I'll listen to anything, but metal is the way to go. Some non-metal bands I have come to enjoy are VAS and Angels & Airwaves Above all else, that is non-metal, I love NINE INCH NAILS <3 and now I must sadly admit I own a Britney Spears CD (Jayme-Lyn made me!)
My favorite movies are dramas and horror movies, and I am a huge movie buff. I love Shawshank Redemption, Gladiator, House of 1000 Corpses, Dream a Little Dream (oldie but a goodie), and many others...
Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Smallville, Boomtown, Carnivale, America's Next Top Model, and Curious George
Currently reading Richard Baer's "Switching Time: Treating a Woman with 17 Personalities". It's awesome.
My grandmother. She is my heart and soul.