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hawwa

About Me

i am a warrior. i was born to be one. a warrior of and for life. In the spiritual, mental and physical. However, i need to do a lot of work before i'll be ready. Constantly in preparation for the time when me reason for life will be realised.
hello! hm.. fun loving serious and intense young lady! love music art and sunny daze... poetry, i write, paint, photograph and love. Worst feature is my anger, but friends neva see that.. and although my profile sez i'm capricorn, i'm more of a sagittarian, born on the cusp and with rising sun in saggitarious. :) I'm muslim, and thats a huge part of my life (actually, it is my life). I beleive there is only one God and Muhammad Peace Be Upon Him is His Last Messenger, the Last Messenger, and prophet sent to mankind to free them from idolatry and the misconception that Jesus was God. He was sent to end all fake prophets that tryed to come after him and and to cleanse humanity (for indeed they were skummy, dirty people.. never washed.. lol).

I accept all the Holy Books, scriptures and revelations, the originals that is.. no adaptations.. people like adapting stuff so that it changes, and well people end up getting used for the benfit of few.. hmmm yeah.. i accept all the religions and Prophets thet came before Islam, and i await the return of Mehdi aleihi Assalam, Jesus, for indeed this world must change - there only so long that the worlds population can increase till there's a war. war between humans (yeah thats already happeneing, u just cant see it), or mother nature. God. Allah.

I live for peace and love, but above all humanity, to ultimately reach a connection with The Most High. Islam is about being as Humane as you can. I Am Sufi, well, not quite yet but an aspirant of the spiritual path. I have a sheikh, Sheikh Nazim who is the spiritual master of the Naqshbandi Tariqah (see my photographs). He is the 40th Sheikh In the silsila (chain) which leads back to the Prophet Muhammad Peace be Upon Him. He's like my grandaddy :) guiding me through the hard times, for indeed we all need a guide, Did the Prophet Muhammad not have Angel Jibril, Gabriel guiding Him. it is so a sunnah (practice) to have one.

Now, dont think i'm sum extreme muslim ninja trying to convert you All , lol. I jus invite you to share Islam.. (means Peace) with me.

My Interests

i love art, and paintin, as i've already said, but music is the backbone, love music, do not ask me for names, i'm the educated fool when it comes to these things. But most of all , i loove people, love meeting learning, sharing and giving :)

I'd like to meet:

just about any one, and quite seriously, no one with violent tendencies!

Music:

hmmmm.. ok, so the few names that i do know... india arie.. ok selling mite not b accurate, but u get the gist.. jill Scott, erikah badu, bill withers, stevie wonderful, manu chao, corrine bailey rae, and gentleman, 2pac, outkast, .. ok, this is hurting my head thinking, this may be updated :)

Movies:

hmmm. magnolia.. i need 2 c that film again.. and urm, lets see. trusay, there are not THAT many nang films, i do like the godfather, but ganster shit now only scares me, the reality of it.... and quentin Tarantino's Kill BIll, Amelie, and a classic comedy, cool runnins...also to be updated...

Television:

ok, personally i think tv's a waste of time, but if Jerry springer ws still on regular tv, i wud b watching that just for jokes, used to be hooked onto eastenders and my sis hooked me onto hoolyoaks, but like i said, its all a bloody waste of time.. except for maaybe Planet Earth with david attenburough (Spelling!!) Oh yeah and THE MIGHTY BOOSH!!!!

Books:

I DONT READ :S a bit of a dodgy one really, i prefer talking to peeps than reading books.. shame really i could have been such an intellectual, but no, am stuck with being and artist!

Heroes:

Tracy Chapman for getting me through hard times, Malcolm x for seeing the truth, and my mum for being so fantastically amazing,

My Blog

vagabond woriyor

Call me a vagabond timeless existance here tired and resistant fear all fired and persistant admired and conflictant shyer and comitment peer I want none of your energy thanking you i was h...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 01:09:00 PST

i wish

i wish life would slow downnot groundor halting just found - find memaltingmy feathers.Separate, togethermaybe my minddabbles in whetherweheshetheycouldwouldbegoodinsteaddermy minds feathers flutter f...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 02:36:00 PST

Dear

i'm hereyour notboohoochewfewstewsi drewmewscruiseaccrossi chooseto flossmossand feathersso goodtogetherwhetheryou believeor deceivei conceive a conceptionmass diseaseand deceptiondont freeze on detec...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 02:00:00 PST

the internet

your technological wizardry, blind my back is twisted backwards, unbending, lend me some crazy your time my timeless existance disapearing acting into a world of factual fairytails and information lie...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:45:00 PST

tonight

vibrating images of life flutter my hearts' temptations to live this more than the lesser beings, and be seeing feelings create themselves selflessly. Beauty is something we all see timelessly yet is ...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 03:49:00 PST

Be

if your soul could be mine for a dayit would be suffering, stuttering, pluttering words of undieing love with every movement it makes until it became numb and motionless, though not frozen or coldjust...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 03:45:00 PST

interview

somehow the money isnt good enough stuff, rough touch, buff muff and show, how far does this line go? so they didnt like me anyway say hey gay fay say say! more money in thousands than i could ever wa...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:36:00 PST

pavarotti

pavarotti dies, and his resonating, pulpating frustating, ex wife, life lies at the hands of no ties, white lies and bright spies whilst my mind flies away with his resonating frustrating pulpating vi...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 11:57:00 PST

photos

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Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 03:30:00 PST

i dont know why i wrote tthis

If my gift is my wordabsurdities bring me to my knees, dont feel the breeze,accept the cheezy sleeazy freebiesthat make you feel more than teenie weeniefor one more momentcomponents come togetherand l...
Posted by you speak the words my heart wants to say on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 02:23:00 PST