all i want is someone who can actually pay attention to me. someone who gives a fuck about what i have to say and actually take things i tell them into consideration, instead of ignoring things i say and pretending to listen. someone who i can trust with my feelings. someone who i can look like shit in front of without feeling ugly. someone who notices if i changed my hair or switch up my perfume. someone who would call me beautiful instead of fine! just someone who would be a ride or die typa guy. the type who would wipe my tears away and who i would expect to comfort me. the one who would give me their jacket without me asking for it. the type who would introduce me to their friends first not last. just someone who i know would be their for me regardless of anything. a boyfriend who would not look at a female who's almost naked, but just look at me period. i just want someone i can trust and not be confused about. i aint tryna have my heart broken again. cause i been through that before. all i can say is that i've been there and done that. been heartbroken, but still living. looking back, i realized i let my guards down so many times. i always let the person im with get to me. and it made me not wanna trust anyone. im not gonna lie tho, i always give in. but i learned now to never give your all to someone if they're just gonna throw everything you put in a relationship away. i dont wanna be in a relationship where a guy stays puttin me down and makes me feel less than what i am. or, someone who changes up on you just because their boys are around. if your gonna be fake then theres no point in being in a relationship if you cant even show yur girl yur true colors. dont want any playas who think they got game but who cant get any girl.if uur commited to me, it better be only with me! i need someone whos willing to be down for me no matter wut the situation is. someone i can always turn to for anything. and accepts me for who i am and what i am. flaws and all.