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About Me

THIS IS RIGHT WHERE I NEED TO BE!!!!!!!!!Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man. Only the moon ***my loves*** the beach*music*stars*lightening*coloring books*singing really poorly*life*dancing all night long*getting dressed up for no reason*t-shirts*jeans full of holes*flipflops*baking cakes*my $400 pillow*friendly confines*horseback riding*gymnastics*snowflakes*the little mermaid*HATING the florida gators*my friends*my family*saying completely random things*pizza*strawberrys*knowing somebody loves me*making sure every day of my life is better than the last* lindsay --
[noun]:
A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins
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My Interests

writing is my passion!!! i like to do it everywhere ... in the shower, on the bed, upside down, right side up, sideways, frontways, backways, twistyways, on the top, on the bottom, on the floor, in the kitchen, on a park bench ... there are more, but thats all for now. I guess all of that could be takin one of two ways huh??? dirty dirty mind i have

I'd like to meet:

Anyone in general... I'm a people watcher. I love meeting new people... A few celebs ::Brad Pitt ... what girl doesn't? Matt Damon, Jay and Silent Bob, Owen Wilson, Conan O'Brien, Lilia Podkopayeva (Ukrainian gymnast.. my idol/role model), Kurt Vonnegut Jr (my favorite author).::
Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.
You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.
And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.
You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Music:

ABOVE ANY OTHER SOLO, GROUP, TRIO, DUO, TEENY BOPPER, RAP POSSE, HAIR BAND, LIP SYNCER .... pink floyd rocks my socks!!!!!!!!!!deftones, the doors, acdc, led zepplin, def lepard, guns n roses, jimi hendrix, thrice, lynard skynard, ratt, KISS, twisted sister, 14 points, evans blue, +44, boxelder, lola ray, big 10-4, janes addiction, everytime i die, taking back sunday, underoath, lucky boys confusion, matisyahu, mxpx, brand new, afi, nada surf, NIN, slightly stoopid, weeezer, dave matthews band, the almost, the misfits, alkaline trio, the get up kids, kid dynamite, modest mouse, unwritten law, stone temple pilots, sublime, 311, stone sour, jurassic 5, chevelle, tool, korn, from first to last, soundgarden, say anything, head atomatica, rage against the machine... the list could continue forever!!!
You Are 76% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?

Movies:

BOONDOCK SAINTS, clockwork orange, scarface, godfather(all of them), dogma, dazed and confused, mallrats, jay and silent bob strike back, chasing amy, all the harry potters!!...
You Are a Martini
There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.
You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it! What Mixed Drink Are You?

Television:

my tv is always on just for the sound

Books:

harry potter is the jam man!!!! anything by Kurt Vonnegut...Sirens of Titan, Galapagos, Catch 22, Slaughterhouse Five, anything and everything by james patterson... there are times when i stay in on a friday or saturday night so i can read =)

My Blog

why the need to harbor a grudge??

why do people feel the need to harbor a grudge? i don't quite understand the disdain someone could have towards another. i found out recently that someone who i used to be very close friends with has...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 09:36:00 PST

mistakes... and it’s my birthday

why is it that march is always such a terrible month for me?? one of my best friends passed away on march 10 i was broken up with 2 days before my birthday 2 years ago there were issues wi...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:07:00 PST

The Letter

I got a letter in the mail two weeks ago from someone I did not know. At first I figured it was a mistake, although it was addressed to me. This detail puzzled me due to the fact in March I moved from...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

our hearts

so i've pretty much come to the conclusion that i need to find a guy who has no ex-girlfriend drama. for the past year i have been in and out of a few relationships and the one thing i've found that e...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 02:39:00 PST

2am thing

This taste of chaotic embrace I can't let it go Break away from what defines me I can't have it near You make me believe You bring me to life Do you make me? Make me the real me Without you I am not M...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tag you're it!!!!!!!! thanks Meghan..... =)

Okay, here are the rules, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. Then you need to pick 6 other people to tag and list their names. You need to leav...
Posted by *:.L is For Lush.:* on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 12:02:00 PST