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About Me

i LOVE Jesus, and i'm living my life for Him + white daisies are my favorite + my little brother is the best boy i know, as well as my best friend + im a sucker for a kiss on the forehead + i'm in love + ((i wish i was shorter)) + you wish you were a cougar, AZUSA, AZUSA + thanks to someone pretty special the clouds can stop me in my tracks + i really want a little longhaired chihuahua-pom puppy + i love swinging in the park + my langostita KRISTEN completes my sprinkle donut + i will, at any moment, without warning or hesitation, sing and dance down any aisle in any supermarket, ANYWHERE in the world + Disneyland is the place + i can say a whole lot without saying a word ...right courtney + i love football + miss iris sanchez and i have a thing goin on + i believe italian can be the most romantic language in the world + all i need to brighten my day is a big hug from someone i love + one (long) word, choco-nilla-heaven-cups + my favorite season is winter, and summer, and spring, and fall + rae understands me like no one else + i believe haircuts can rejuvinate the soul + laughter with my friends is the only thing keeping me sane ...although i look crazy doing it + i am someone's hero, though i dont know why + my family is my world + our love will make a movie one day, the likes of which you've never seen + i am a betty crocker stealth spy + i HAVE dyed my hair blue + yes, despite the appearance, i really am mexican + i love the rain + i am a good girl + penguins = passion + my goal in life: to cook chris his banana pancakes = mission accomplished + i am nostalgic + i wish i was hardcore enough to be emo + i am GOING to marry John Cusak...i dont care how old he is + i really want light-up sneakers, you know-- the kind you had when you were six + ♥= + acting is a safehaven + AMANDA is my God-sent...i would die without her + i make wishes on shooting airplanes + fa-poons and minutes, they're a bestie thingnot only do we look cool.... we are cool. yay for best friends who can talk about everything (( and nothing )) giggle about the best boys ever and know that theyre oursmake cupcakes and not frost them and love each other like no one else can.i love you baby!Besties isnt just a word, its not a thought or whim, or something that just rolls off the tip of your tongue. Besties is so much more than that. more than a feeling, more than a nickname , more than anything you could ever imagine. If you havent experienced it, you couldnt possibly know. And if you arent a bestie youll never get the chance . Besties are forever. ((and after ))i LOVE Jesus, and i'm living my life for Him + white daisies are my favorite + my little brother is the best boy i know, as well as my best friend + im a sucker for a kiss on the forehead + i'm in love + ((i wish i was shorter)) + you wish you were a cougar, AZUSA, AZUSA + thanks to someone pretty special the clouds can stop me in my tracks + i really want a little longhaired chihuahua-pom puppy + i love swinging in the park + my langostita KRISTEN completes my sprinkle donut + i will, at any moment, without warning or hesitation, sing and dance down any aisle in any supermarket, ANYWHERE in the world + Disneyland is the place + i can say a whole lot without saying a word ...right courtney + i love football + miss iris sanchez and i have a thing goin on + i believe italian can be the most romantic language in the world + all i need to brighten my day is a big hug from someone i love + one (long) word, choco-nilla-heaven-cups + my favorite season is winter, and summer, and spring, and fall + rae understands me like no one else + i believe haircuts can rejuvinate the soul + laughter with my friends is the only thing keeping me sane ...although i look crazy doing it + i am someone's hero, though i dont know why + my family is my world + our love will make a movie one day, the likes of which you've never seen + i am a betty crocker stealth spy + i HAVE dyed my hair blue + yes, despite the appearance, i really am mexican + i love the rain + i am a good girl + penguins = passion + my goal in life: to cook chris his banana pancakes = mission accomplished + i am nostalgic + i wish i was hardcore enough to be emo + i am GOING to marry John Cusak...i dont care how old he is + i really want light-up sneakers, you know-- the kind you had when you were six + ♥= + acting is a safehaven + AMANDA is my God-sent...i would die without her + i make wishes on shooting airplanes + fa-poons and minutes, they're a bestie thingnot only do we look cool.... we are cool. yay for best friends who can talk about everything (( and nothing )) giggle about the best boys ever and know that theyre oursmake cupcakes and not frost them and love each other like no one else can.i love you baby!Besties isnt just a word, its not a thought or whim, or something that just rolls off the tip of your tongue. Besties is so much more than that. more than a feeling, more than a nickname , more than anything you could ever imagine. If you havent experienced it, you couldnt possibly know. And if you arent a bestie youll never get the chance . Besties are forever. ((and after ))

My Interests

"The voice of the sea is seductive; never seacing, whispering, clamoring, murmuring inviting the soul to wander for a spell in the abysses of solitude; to lose itself in mazes of inward contemplation. The voice of the sea speaks to the soul. The touch of the sea is sensuous, enfolding the body in its soft, close embrace." -The Awakening by Kate Chopin

I'd like to meet:

"His heart beat faster and faster as Daisy's white face came up to his own. He knew that when he kissed this girl, and forever wed his unutterable visions to her perishable breath, his mind would never romp again like the mind of God. So he waited... Then he kissed her.. and the incarnation was complete." - The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald((it is love))

Music:

querido now that you're in my life, you are my brightest day when you came you chased my blues away and you know youre all that i been waiting on and all the stars i wish upon and so i said thank you for being there because you and me are gonna be alright so thank you for lovin me long because you and me are gonna be alright

Movies:

umm, gone with the wind, THE BREAKFAST CLUB!!! sixteen candles, pretty in pink, weird science, say anything and better off dead (i swear that john cusak was so effing hot in the early eighties!!!!!!!!!!) friday night lights, mean girls, mystic river, the little mermaid, cinderella story, cinderella, finding nemo, monsters inc, charlottes web, james and the giant peach, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, narnia, charlie brown christmas, star wars, and alot more...i told you that this is hard

Television:

ONE TREE HILL AND GILMORE GIRLS...thats all i have to say

Books:

You are the bread and the knife,
the crystal goblet and the wine.
You are the dew on the morning grass
and the burning wheel of the sun.
You are the white apron of the baker
and the marsh birds suddenly in flight.
However, you are not the wind in the orchard,
the plums on the counter,
or the house of cards.
And you are certainly not the pine-scented air.
There is just no way you are the pine-scented air.
It is possible that you are the fish under the bridge,
maybe even the pigeon on the general's head,
but you are not even close
to being the field of cornflowers at dusk.
And a quick look in the mirror will show
that you are neither the boots in the corner
nor the boat asleep in its boathouse.
It might interest you to know,
speaking of the plentiful imagery of the world,
that I am the sound of rain on the roof.
I also happen to be the shooting star,
the evening paper blowing down an alley,
and the basket of chestnuts on the kitchen table.
I am also the moon in the trees
and the blind woman's tea cup.
But don't worry, I am not the bread and the knife.
You are still the bread and the knife.
You will always be the bread and the knife,
not to mention the crystal goblet and-- somehow -- the wine.
-billy collins

Heroes:

JESUS, christopher, amanda, my gramma, my mom, my little brother Eric, rae, my langostita kristen, my big sister, rodge, mrs valencia, ...a few more people!

My Blog

here

here it is. a late night of studying and worrying. of being on my own. of living with a girl who was once a complete stranger and who has now become my dear friend. how'd it get here. i just reread br...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:23:00 PST

back

Look back. back to the painted face, the not-so-pretty girl who barely made the cut. The one who hid it all so well the life of all the parties, everyone's best friend.   Run back. Trip over the...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 06:40:00 PST

lucy van pelt

Lucy Van Pelt: Are you afraid of responsibility? If you are, then you have hypengyophobia.  Charlie Brown: I don't think that's quite it. Lucy Van Pelt: How about cats? If you're afrai...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:41:00 PST

alice

i just felt a need to write. not a poem, not a story. not a comment or an email or even a journal really. but i guess this is what thatll end up becoming. i dont know. i just feel like so...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 02:21:00 PST

joy

have you ever had a night that just embodied joy? i hadnt either. not till tonight......
Posted by my suitcase heart on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:22:00 PST

Two halves of gorgeous..

Is it safe to come out and play? The sun's just set, and here you are Knocking on my door, asking for my heart. Dusk has settled. Purple and orange layering the sky, two halves of gorgeous. Half a moo...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:15:00 PST

la cara triste

Great depressions in a surface so joyful. I'm left with pangs of guilt, yet unrepentance, Your coarse and jealous disregard Taking form in deep and bottomless sorrowful dismissal- The cruelest of aban...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:00:00 PST

oh the pressure...

A Pressured Performance   Motivation, Ambition, Cause, and Reason along with Failure, Mistake, and Fumble are all brothers. They are born of the same parents, A mother, Pressure, who expects too ...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Sun, 14 May 2006 08:31:00 PST

heres looking at you...

Corey Crowder - Here's Looking at You KidIll keep on driving so we can talk a whileI know I could drive all night just to stay here with youAt the end the night well embrace and stare at the star fill...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Tue, 09 May 2006 10:10:00 PST

survey thingy...you suck courtney

1. Who are you?   2. Are we friends?   3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do ...
Posted by my suitcase heart on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:00:00 PST