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Fuck You. I have No Friends.

About Me


Free MySpace Layouts RUNNING OUT OF PLACES TO RUN- I CANT SEE- I CANT BE- OVER AND OVER AND UNDER MY SKIN- ALL THIS MOMENTUM IS DOING ME IN! What’s up? I’m Denise and I’m 23. My life is quite interesting if I do say so myself, but not in the way you’d think. Trauma, disharmony, regret, stifling silence and the abnormalities that exist inside me make my life the fucking funhouse it is. Due to my “psychosis” as they like to call it, It’s hard to make friends in the real world, and it seems even harder to make friends here in this fake world called MySpace where people can be whatever they want. So why don’t we pretend that we’re BOTH normal and see what happens from there. If you love all things METAL, or you’re the bipolar opposite of such and love DANCEHALL and REGGAE, hit me up. Remember: All you want is what you will never have. "I took a life worth living and made it worth a mockery." Yup. That about sums it all up.Get 10G Free Image & Video HostingMySpace Layouts MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes MySpace Backgrounds

My Interests

Artwork, horror films, meditation, reading, religious studies, oh.... and weeeeed man.

I'd like to meet:


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Living: Dedasy (again), MSI (again) Bascom X, Sizzla, Twin of Twins, Capleton, Lexxus, Mr. Vegas, Bounty Killer, Mudvayne(again), Slipknot(again), KoRn, Relative Ash(again) Cobra, Eastcide, GlassJaw, Violent J, TapRoot, Mc Caulay Culkin, 311, Elijah Wood, Jared Leto, Tyrese, Stephen Marley, Vybz Kartel, Busy Signal. Bob Marley, Bogle, Ed Gein, Bruce Lee, Malcolm X, Bradley Nowell, Freddie Mercury, Dennis Brown, and Eazy muthafuckin' E. Jaleel White (Urkel.)Maybe even You! I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

Music:

MudVayne, GlassJaw, TapRoot, KoRn, Dir En Grey, Deftones, Twins of Twins, Assassin, Bounty Killa, Buju Banton, Beenie Man, Meshugga, Flyleaf, Vybz Kartel, Wumpscut, Sizzla, Capleton, Father Elephant Man, Cash Money, DJ Swatch, Cobra, Lexxus, Vegas, richie Spice, Busy Signal, Elephat Man, Kiprich, 2k6, Aidonia, MOVADO, Consciousness, Dub, Roots, Common, P. Roach, Queens of the Stone Age, System of a Down, Relative Ash, Manson, Fear Factory, MSI, Amen, Zao, Insane Clown Possee, Twiztid, Slipknot.

Movies:

The Shining, Carrie, The Omen, I and IV, Hellraiser, WishMaster, Warlock,Menace to Society, Ed, Lord of the Rings, Requiem for a Dream, Halloween II and H2O, Speck, Bundy, The Hillside Strangler, Party Monster, Butterfly Effect, Demystifying the Devil, Mudvayne LD50 live in Peoria, Rockers, Top Shotter, Cabin Fever, Devils Rejects, etc.
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Television:

Sometimes I watch Hartford Public Access channel .There is a rastafarian show on sometimes and Conscious Conversations. Well, Most of the crap on Adult Swim is 'aight. Sci Fi channel is decent. Sometimes I like Amazing Stories, Inked, Made, Laguna beach- when it was still on, FullMetal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, that crazy travel channel show with the tribal people, and NOVA cuz I'm a nerd. Discovery channel is awesome.

Books:

Rastafari: An Open Challenge to the Church, Edgar Allen Poe, Anything by Stephen King, A Wrinkle in Time, the AA Handbook, etc. Black History, Astrology, Spellcraft. Judy Blume was cool. Dr Seuss was a madman.

Heroes:

The only one true God...And sine I am made in his image- that includes I and I! No one in this life is worth looking up to. Man will fail you. Look up to the Almighty.

My Blog

i dont give a fuck

so im in windsor with my family when my boyfriend shows up. i beat him up cuz of some girl that calls him every friday night, making my life a living hell. i saw her a couple times. i guess thats wher...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:21:00 PST

blah...

i feel like shit. mad problems. so sick on the inside. need love and happiness. need money. cant work. too sick. cant drive. blind at night. cant talk to people. too anxious. cant love. too much hate....
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:04:00 PST

Filthy Ass Child Molesters

to the dude in the silver pontiac i saw on the news this morning:, showing his filty degenerate balls to kids: Leave my cousin alone. find a big grown up snatch to screw! Leave them damned kids alone....
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 05:18:00 PST

Yeah, Tony- U suck balls

Frog Prince   I'm frightened by what I see in you Once a caring being, now Caroused into hatred. Of course, I was too trusting to mistrust one like you. I see who you really are and I hate it. ...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:28:00 PST

fuck acceptance. i pray for peace

Pray for Peace   A lonely soul can appear to be quite sickly. Her sweaty palms signal the lack of freedom, but it comes with a hefty price.  Although she seems cold, her internal struggle o...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:27:00 PST

In Love Again (with the wrong dude)

Echoic Inflation   How can I love someone I don't recognize? I've waited an eternity for so kind as you To pass me a word A literal lifeline floating through air Echoic and sad& I saw you and fel...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:33:00 PST

Secret Affair

Secrets with a Prince   The other body bears no reasoning mind To understand his playing with fire. The kindling is hot Burning the remaining embers of out lost love- Now it burns for only you- ...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:34:00 PST

denied like the christ

My swimming journey to the heart of my world is tiring- I'm sighted, but there is no life beyond what I can see The void has replaced the drowned heart I once wore on my sleeve. This deep Aquarian s...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:45:00 PST

*sigh* it's starting again...

For ALL oF You   Who am I to these people; Staring blindly as I passed but moments before? On the other side of their meaningless expressions, their nondescript faces showed me torment mingling w...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:41:00 PST

Me Inside

The weirdest thing just happened to me on my way back to school today. i saw what the dude i just broke up with 2 days ago will look like in 5 years- gross, ashy, ugly and O-L-D as hell. Good riddance...
Posted by ((Life and Death Are One)) on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:27:00 PST