I'm Amanda. I have a 5 year old daughter, Jordan. She is smart and awesome and is attending Pre-K. I have a new little person Aiden. He is 4 months already. Time goes fast. I have almost been together with Bobby a year. I don't know what I would do without him. He makes me ^_^ I am glad I found him. It is strange how sometimes the person you end up with is right there the whole time and you just don't know it. Not that we would have been very compatable 7 years ago. We probably would have hated each other. Funny how things end up. I love my family very much.
My life seems like there are bits and pieces missing and I can't fill them in. I had perinatal cardiomyopathy in December when I had my son. About a week of my life is gone. I was in a medically induced coma for that time and I woke up scared not knowing why I was on a table with a breathing tube down my throat. As hard as I try, I can't remember his birth and that saddens me. I just wish I could get those memories back. Bobby was there everyday, even when I was in a coma. He probably liked that I couldn't talk back. Gave his ears a rest. It meant the world to me that my family and friends were there. Even if I didn't know it at the time. I wish I knew who all showed up and I would thank you personally. When they let me go home they implanted a difibulator (ICD) to help regulate my heartrate and keep it steady. It has gone off once, but that was a sensitivity issue. We won't go into how it got set off. I have been feeling lethargic and dizzy and they have adjusted my medication. That has helped. Now my goal is to lose some weight. About 60 lbs. I will be happy with 10... Well I will just have to try harder and keep everyone updated.
I play WoW, Dragonblight is where I am. Alliance FTW! Shiney is my baby ^_^ Now I just need to get money and turn my account back on. >.>
I hate most people. I am an odd person. I don't talk much unless I am comfortable with you. I am shy. I am anti-social. I hate relying on others but do it anyway. I don't say what I think b/c I don't want to piss people off and I assume they don't care anyway. I hate confrontation. I assume people's stupidity until proven wrong. I have a lot of thoughts and opinions but rarely share them. I am easy to get along with. I accept people as they are, faults and all (except myself). Music makes me happy. I am an indecisive person. I am a pushover and a people pleaser. I am stubborn and determined. I tend to be slightly annoying. I am OCD. I have been told that I am amusing. I tend to take things to heart. I have an ability (or curse) to take everything said and make it personal. I have very poor self-esteem. have trouble when I can't understand something. I tend to allow my emotions to control me. I am very simple-minded. I tend to repeat myself a lot. I love manga and WoW and my family. I am odd. I have a strange sense of humor and tend to laugh at things most people don't find amusing. I am easily distracted and easily amused. I am lazy. I am Irrational. I am jealous.
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