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They call me RED...Ive eaten soo much bloody pussy, Im immune

About Me

Shit im just another DRUNKEN-JUNKIE stumblin around without a fuckin clue where to go except the liqour store and tha dope spot....I read,write,sleep,drink,smoke,and snort more than your average person or junkie so i consider myself "sucessful and accomplished." My major goals in life are to be a bartender and pharmacist...my family is so proud.In all honesty im joking(i was given a crude and demented sense of humor).My major goal is to get clean and have a family..,the one i was blessed with and one i can create.With one exception,ive had a history of "fucked up"and "meaningless" relationships and i dont expect that to change in the distant future.I am ungodly shy and withdrawn so if i havent known you for more than a couple of months and im talking to you...youre really talking to a bottle of Vodka.Cheers!!!!!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jesus/WU TANG/a PREDATOR/ another BOTTLE/ another DEALER/someone with Meth(na, fuck speed)/ganghis Khan/Shake"tha mic rula"/Bender

My Blog

To Chase a Dream

Ive spent my life chasing a dream. I follow it with unrelenting will, for to capture a dream is to behold heavenly elements.I swim a tide that will never reside, while my dream continues to hide and e...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:02:00 GMT

LOVELY HIGH LULLABY

Shopping in the PROJECTSTo open or close my EYE-LIDSI cant identify what im SEEING...On the street CORNERI place another ORDERJust to feel like an HUMAN-BEING... All this money SPENTTo keep my mind BE...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 21:30:00 GMT

MY thoughts at the end of the bottle

Long time no see huh? My imdiate reaction when my optic spots this notebook in a room full of bottles,ash,trash and straws. It seems like a year since weve spoken and tecnically 1 passed in seconds......
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 07:10:00 GMT

soo much better but so far away

Not one person on this planet has any reason to care or want to know this, and to put it "BLUNTLY'' every letter i type on this screen is for me...this is where i vent the shit that drives me fuckin i...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 07:30:00 GMT

HEY MAN FUCK U

What the fuck am i doing here? For what reason am i on this fuckin planet breathing its air and eating its fruit. At one point in my life i didnt care why  In fact i dint have a care in the world and ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 07:32:00 GMT

I remember being human...i think

Ive been asking myself for a long time now if im even alive. OF course my lungs still seek air and my heart beats in one way or another but that doesnt define living. I still have senses tho they've a...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 20:35:00 GMT