Tricia (Fifi)

HI! Those who know me love me, those who hate don't take the time to understand. Either you do or you don't. Go sell crazy somewhere else, we're all full here.Ummm...let's see. I moved to Alabama in April. I love the southern hospitality here, but hate the weather. There's something in the air, it makes me sneezy. I love grilled cheese and pickle sandwiches. I have a serious handbag fetish. Ask anyone. And shoes too, if we're being honest. Nothing makes a girl feel sexier than a fabulous pair of heels. ;) I always get myself into precarious situations. I usually dream about things before they happen. I really need to work on forgiving myself for a lot of things. I have way too many regrets. Drinking X-Rated w/ Rita causes trouble. I start things and don't finish them. I can't stand washing dishes. I cuss WAY too much. I'm not as independent as I'd like to be. I have AMAZING friends. It took me a while to realize that I don't need to keep people in my life that are no good for me. Sometimes my heart feels way too big for my body. Most times that gets me shit on. I love looking at old photos. I just recently started playing around on Photoshop, and have no idea what I'm doing. I love meeting new people, but sometimes I'm not very good at it. I'm the biggest pessimistic optimist. If it can happen, it will happen to me. In the past few years, I've developed an irrational phobia of stairs, and falling down them...sugue to.....I'm super clumsy. I like making people laugh. I miss Michele and Marlee, and hate that I'm missing my girlfriends' lil ones grow. I am a plethora of random knowledge, which doesn't prove to be too useful, but entertaining all the same. I'm way too sensitive, which sometimes turns people off. I love a man named...ironicly enough, things aren't as easy as they used to be. I love driving my car with the sunroof open, preferably with good company, causing trouble and blasting mix CDs. I miss the cage olympics with Rita and Jen. I love cheesy 80's music and miss having someone who appreciates St. Elmo's Fire as much as I do. But, in the end, things change, and that's fucking hard to accept, especially when those things are people.
Hug the people that mean something to you. Try to smile a lot. Catch you in auburn... Tricia
To be despised, To be loved, To be dreamt of, To be sought, I'm the inside of "I don’t care", Right in the middle, I’m right in the middle, To be despised, To be loved, To be dreamt of, To be sought, I'm the inside of "I don’t care", Be my unholy, My one and my lonely.
I wear scarves and hoods cause it's the only poker face that I've got left, And everything I love about you is a mess. Smash the mirror and break the palm readers' hand, I want to be better than I am. -FOB
"You deserve better" is the historical and hysterical line uttered by mothers who can't let go of sons, fathers who can't let go of daughters, and lovers who cant let go of lovers. Its the self-justifying excuse used by all kinds of people who can't face the real truth: No one else is good enough for you, because I want you for myself." --Elle Magazine (via Rita)