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This Beautiful Mess

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About Me


"A wise girl kisses,
but never loves, listens,
but never believes, leaves,
before she is left."


You can judge me all you want because really,
I could give a fuck less what you think about me.
For once in my life everything has become whole.
I'm letting new faces into my life,
and taking everything in for what its worth.
I know what I want out of life,
and I've realized who I am, and what I want to be.

I surround myself with the people most close to me,
because really, It's hard to have trust in someone.
Sooner or later they'll toy with your emotions,
and leave you at the times when you need them the most.
But hey, that's what friends are for, right?
I seriously could count my best friends on one hand.
I don't have the greatest self esteem;
and yes; it aggravates most people,
but I'm building up to one.
I'm mostly irish and a little german, polish and italian.
I have blonde hair and hazel eyes;
I'm 5'3", and I weigh 117lbs.
and really;
I could probably eat more than you, haha.
My life is inspired by Music.
I produce, listen and write it.
I play the drums, guitar and keys.
I also love going to shows.
I listen to a lot of metal,
and other genres when I'm in the mood for it.
If you wanna jam, lemme know.
My newest addiction are tattoos.
I have one on my back left arm, just above my elbow.
I also have four more on my stomach;
and there's plenty more to come.
I also love piercings.
I also love monster energy drinks and ramen noodles.
I believe in Karma.
I also believe that everything happens for a reason,
it makes things a lot easier to handle.
I'll stick up for my own beliefs/morals.
I also have recently let God back into my life,
and yeah; I'm Catholic.
I never think before I speak,
which could be a good thing or bad thing.
I won't listen to your bullshit;
I love chilling with friends,
snowboarding and dirt biking.
If I'm not doing that,
I'm in Chicago or shooting Photography somewhere.
I love black and white photography.
I own a Pentex K 1000.
I'm a really mellow person,
and I'm always laughing/smiling.
I love to party.
I hate sitting around and wasteing my time on the computer and other pointless things.
Secret: I've never had a taco or burrito.
As for the boys;
I have my boyfriend Larry. He is the most amazing person i've ever met. He has my whole heart, and i never want to lose him. ♥
There's plenty more to say;
but then you'd be here for quite awhile.
so you know what to do.
= Knee xx cole x

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Three poems I wrote.

A New BeginningFor once you were the oneto throw away the key.and lock yourself up&& put behind our future.you were always the one I turned to,seeking for your guidance.the one who protected m...
Posted by This Beautiful Mess on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 05:41:00 PST