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♥endless hope[love]

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About Me


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♥shalin: she is my sister, but more than that... a friend. She may criticize, judge, and even hurt me(emotionally.. she is to weak to hurt me physically...and she knows it)....but, she is also always there for me, watching my back, and standing up for me when she feels it is crucial. I love her, more than a lot of sisters can say.
♥taylor: she watches out for me, and she is really unbelievable. she has one minor problem, confidence. she fights the fact she is beautiful, and she should embrace that. We have been friends for 8 years and counting.. the years have brought us closer.. and I don't think this friendship has an end.
me
I like:
-praising God
-spending time with my family
-standing, dancing, running..(wishful kissing,) in the rain
-running with no end
-stars
-friendships
-writing
-taking snapshots
-riding horses
-coloring
-smiling
-playing with my dog
-going to church
-getting along with my parents
-staying happy
-eating contest
-movies
-singing [to myself]
-observing people
-music
-learning
-being adventurous(love it)
-long talks
-laying on the beach(day or night)
-chasing butterflies
-building sandcastles
-inventing food
-cuddling
-kisses
-hugs
-laughing
-Goodwill
-prank calling
-swimming
-Fall (jumping in leaf piles)
-big sunglasses
-clothes (shopping)
-animals
-water
....(ok enough)

My Interests

hm.
interest?
well, I love to write.. poetry, songs at times, and just things that come to mind..
I do a variety of pointless things
then, just other, normal things..
taking photos, cooking, sewing..you know?

I'd like to meet:




♥♥♥ ♥♥

Music:


music, inspires me. ...
I write poetry.
but as for the music I listen too..
I love oldies and meaningful music..
meaning.. I don't like rap and country. I think it is useless talk..
but.. as for the rest. I am open.. rock, punk, pop, oldies, .. you get it.

Movies:


I love musicals..
moulin rouge
chicago
phantom
rent
... the list continues...
I also love disney movies..(which also are musicals in some form)
lion king
mulan
little mermaid
beauty and the beast
fox and the hound
and that list too continues...(way to many to say)
I like intense movies...
ones that make you think..
prestige
taking lifes
and more..
Then just funny movies..
any adam sandler movie
Harold and Kumar go to White Castle
South Park movie(musical)

Television:

don't watch too much tv. but when I do.. I like the show:
friends(could I be wearing any more clothes)..
laguna beach
old cartoons
CSI
and...just similar ones

Books:

I read mystery novels most..
I do read the bible.. it is my survival guide.

Heroes:

♥god is simply incredible.
♥Taylor plays one of the biggest parts of my life. she fills the spot of the best friend..indefinitely.
♥Shalin is my sister, who I love. We have arguements, but .. they bring us closer.(and I know what makes her tick)
♥Chance is a good guy... positive outlook on life... and is really good with his music..
♥Ryan Baker...he is lovely, and about the coolest guy I know. He has his dream girl, and he is happy with her. I love that. I love him happy, and when he isn't.. I am here
♥Dylan is cool ...and is there for me (not a blob of "sh*t")
♥Shayna is loveable.. and amazing to laugh with. We share secrets, and gain trust from that. (our lips our sealed)..
♥Jessie(a.k.a. tessie, nigal thornberry, and .. jess) ha, we have tons of insiders. If you want to understand us, you won't. sorry. We.. lost touch last year. But since first grade we have been friends, causing trouble.. being mini-rebels. so don't mess. haha.
♥OH.. and we can't forget the ever so popular..
penishman
love him please.

My Blog

Fear..solitude

  Simple intisapation..waiting just beside you. Elagance beaming from the fractured clouds. Sweet longings. Imagination. What am I yearning for? An abundance of love, a smidge of distraction. A w...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:07:00 PST

You're my lulabye..

A mindless crime, an empty time of day. We lost our chance. Walls blocking us from the world. Curious eyes, shadowing me as I move. Soulful dreams, full of attraction. So, you're my lulabye. Passion, ...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 10:46:00 PST

Newly Found Companion

A newly found companion, a talk in which is real. An ear for listening, and a pair of lips to feel. An authentic feeling, an emotion I wish would stay. A life of confusion, but desire to push it all a...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 10:34:00 PST

The Wall.

Life. Many tumbles along the way. A cloud of regret is what I dare say. A wall blocking me from unleashing this love. A wall which had randomly fell from above. Whispers clog my ears from my own thoug...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 04:49:00 PST

My Future!!!!!!!

Past, Present, Future. All in which I don't know. I have lived in the Past.. I am living in the present.. Now I have yet to learn my future.. Every step, move, and decision I make effects my future. W...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 07:21:00 PST

Lossing my Fairytale

It's just a dream, an unspoken need. Something that is only true in a fairy tale, would never happen to me. Waiting across the stormy river, having only one way to him...through fire. With the wind bl...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 10:37:00 PST

An Endless Moment

An Endless MomentAn endless moment...is what i feel when i'm with him.As i walk away,just realizing we have many more moments left to take.I wonder if the next will be the same as the last..wondering ...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 05:24:00 PST

Knowing vs. Wonder

Knowing vs. WonderA tornado of inzanity.An explosion of expectations.A wall blocking me from showing my true feeling because of the fear of past regret.A problem of a lost cause, a lost freindship, a ...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 02:08:00 PST

End of all my Hopes

I wrote this poem, 4-19-06 End of all my Hopes An urge of total random actions. ones that cause dramatic outcomes. ones where all that comes out of that action is broken hearts and dreams. Silent outp...
Posted by ♥endless hope[love] on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 01:52:00 PST