Mommy N Daddy's ♥Nov 22 Young luv comes 2 ly

What's up everybody...its me, ya girl J-A-C-O-L to the E...I know my page isn't looking like much right now,but its a start...just give me time. Honestly, i'm just on here because ....well because i don't know :) It just seems like a cool place to waste time.Hmm...what next? Well SO much has changed for me over the past couple of years, up 2 this point.Life is so different for me now, and i'm at a place where i can say that i'm truly happy with myself, and the stage that i'm at in my life... As 4 me and what i'm doing at the moment...Well i'm married now and i'm loving it! I'm still working and maintaining while trying to get this degree...Yea i've had some set backs, but they've only made me stronger.Once i finish its been one!..The computer programming world ain't ready for the kid! :) As far as my spiritual life goes...I am so thankful for all that I have and all that I am. God has blessed me with so much, and in so many ways..4 that alone i'll be 4ever grateful. Over the years i've realized that the older I get, the closer to God I get. I'm so thankful that I'm not just one of those people who just "Talks about it"...I truly be about it! I can honestly say that I'm living my life each day trying to make sure that its evident that this "church thing" is deff real to me. I'm at the point that each day I'm striving to be all that God wants and needs me to be. I feel that it is so important for me to "Dare to be Different". It gets hard sometimes, but I know that my reward in the end will be worth every tear i've shed, and every heartache i've felt. God has blessed me with so many gifts and talents, and I now know that it's time for them to spring forth. I honestly believe that no one, not even myself realizes what God is about to do to me and through me. I don't know what's to come, but I do know that I'm ready. So with that in mind, all I can tell u is watch out! U just never know, cause if ur not careful...God just might use me to pull u in! And thats what I call...Real Talk........................................................ ............................................................ .................................................Ok, normally i'm not the one to put myself on blast like this, but when u find someone, and something thats real...it makes u change the way you view everything... Now for everybody who knows me, they know that as far as me being "soft" and "y", I was just never that type of female. I felt that displayed weakness, and when it came to dudes...U NEVER LET THEM SEE YOU SWEAT! That was my motto...I was quick to blast a female friend for "feeling" and "caring" in a relationship, or just feeling for anybody period! That was SOFT to me, and I wasn't Going! When i look back on my past thoughts, I can't do anything but laugh now...I bet ur wondering y??? Well its because now, I am that Girl... I found the "One" person in this world,who was worth me dropping my gaurd. I can't front that it was hard, and probably the biggest battle i've ever faced...But the reward I recieved when i "stopped fighting" is priceless. Mario, u've shown me what its like to be truly loved, and for that I can't thank you enough. U've given me the fairy tale i've always dreamed of!... With you, i'm the happiest i've ever been in my life, and I just want you to know that you have played such a HUGE role in me feeling that way.Ur my heart boo, and if you know that...then I think the world needs to know too :) I love you Bo Bo Bear!...and i PROMISE you i always will :).......................................................... ..............................
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