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Who am I? okay... First of all I am a woman. A mighty mighty woman at that. I may seem quiet and standoffish when you first meet me but I don't talk small very well - I prefer to have a conversation about something beyond the frakking weather. I need passion in my life - and it doesn't matter in what form but pretty much anything in my life needs to make me feel alive or at least some emotion. I am passionate about books, music, talking, weather, etc.

I usually seem angry at the world and that I hate many people - but in truth I don't. Usually, I am willing to hear both sides of the issue but will not back down just because you think you made a good argument. I judge pretty much everyone on their actions not how they look or say - I am a firm believer in actions speak louder then words. Because they do, duh. BTW, I also love people but once my opinion of you goes out the door it will not be turned around lightly. I HATE liars and users - I have been hurt by both, and they both suck ass.
I believe EVERYONE should have the same rights... if you have believe that someone does not deserve a basic human right because of how they look, act, feel, love, dress then go away. I also do not like people who use religion to destroy the earth and other people. Religion should make things better not worse and too often its used to hurt.

I try to give everyone a chance to prove they are a decent person, but more often then not I am disappointed - if that sounds callous then sorry it is. Life has taught me some very hard lessons. If I dislike you there is a reason. I may be rude to you from time to time by being bluntly honest about something - but is more of a compliment, at least I was honest with you.
I am also a writer, I podcast, I travel, I live and I voice my opinion pretty well. I spend too much time doing things for free... and live on the stress of overworking myself.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Varza - not my real name
Birthday: 10-23
Birthplace: New Jersey
Current Location: New Mexico
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Dyed a reddish brown
Height: 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish-English-Scottish-French-German (basically I'm always drunk and fighting with myself)
The Shoes You Wore Today: nike's
Your Weakness: dairy foods... men
Your Fears: heights, sharks, everything?
Your Perfect Pizza: new york style pizza with extra cheese, pepporoni and mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: keep losing weight and keep going to school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: sweet
Thoughts First Waking Up: back to sleep please
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: when i fall asleep - I'm a big girl now
Your Most Missed Memory: If I missed it - how can it be a memory?
Pepsi or Coke: ew! dr. pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King: ew! Wendy's or Carl's Jr
Single or Group Dates: single, group dates is just hanging out with your friends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither - green tea made at home
Chocolate or Vanilla: man, get some more choices: orange & cream
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee - caffe latte
Do you Smoke: not any more
Do you Swear: oh f*** yeah!
Do you Sing: yes, but you don't want to hear me...
Do you Shower Daily: yes - unless I know I won't be leaving the house and not seeing anyone, I have to pay for my water
Have you Been in Love: I thought I was once but it wasn't real
Do you want to go to College: I am in college now
Do you want to get Married: yes, but finding a person to marry is harder then you would think
Do you belive in yourself: now... i didn't for a long time
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: yes, don't you?
Are you a Health Freak: kinda...
Do you get along with your Parents: now...
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them!
Do you play an Instrument: nope - the males in my family have that talent
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i wish...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yes... small box but it was a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: unfortunatly no
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: too many times
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: kinda
Ever Shoplifted: a long time ago when I was stupider
How do you want to Die: i don't want to die...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: significant
What country would you most like to Visit: back to Scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: seriously? that picky? I don't really care
Favourite Hair Color: I like them bald or dark, but once again don't really care
Short or Long Hair: just don't look like a girl
Height: over 6' tall is best
Weight: i like them trim and fit...
Best Clothing Style: if they look good in their clothes is usually good. stylish to a point - no metrosexuals please
Number of Drugs I have taken: one
Number of CDs I own: i have no clue
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count
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You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

What Tarot Card are You?

You Are 4: The Individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.
At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.
Your Fixation: Envy
Your Primary Fear: To have no identity
Your Primary Desire: To find yourself
Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice. What Number Are You?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Interesting people with interesting things to say that may interest me beyond a hello. And who knows maybe someday - someone who can love me? I would love to meet Lucas, George Lucas and Jensen Ackles - he is DAMNED fine and I always wondered if his sense of humor is like that on tv?

My Blog

WKouts 7-4 to 7-10 and other stuff

this past weeks workouts: http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/07/11/workouts-7-4-09-to -7-11-09/ oh and some other thoughts as well
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 10:19:00 GMT

Workouts: 6-14 to 6-20

this weeks workouts: http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/20/workouts-6-14-0-9- to-6-20-09/
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:01:00 GMT

I Push and I Push

I am one messed up chick-a-dee: new blog...http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/18/i-push-and- i-push/
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 10:50:00 GMT

The Cusp of Drama and Criticism...

wrote a new blog... its long.  Long ass blog! http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/16/the-cusp-of-drama- and-criticism/ Analysis of my bday week... basically I suck!
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:16:00 GMT

Workouts: 6-7-09 to 6-13-09

nothing more to really say:http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/14/workouts-6-7-0 9-to-6-13-09/
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 16:48:00 GMT

Wells Fargo and Citibanks Racist Deals

I am upset and disgusted... I had to write something after I read an article that made me feel this way...http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/12/wells-fargo- and-citibank-racist-deals/
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 10:16:00 GMT

too much studying leads...

another blog! two in two days! The world is in turmoil! http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/08/too-much-studying- leads/
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 12:34:00 GMT

this is new...

...I changed the layout of my blog and made a new banner to actually make my blogspace more interesting and actually focused like blog... read all about it!http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/08/th...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 22:12:00 GMT

Workouts: 5-031-09 to 6-6-09

this weeks workouts: http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/06/workouts-5-31-09-t o-6-6-09/ I think I am insane... yep thats the ticket!
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 14:26:00 GMT

Workouts: 5-24 to 5-30

Here you go...http://varzaland.wordpress.com/2009/06/01/workouts-5-24 -09-to-5-30-09/
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 10:30:00 GMT