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Bellatrix Lugosi

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About Me

I am very moody, I am very tolerate, and most of all Im very very passionate. I have extreme amounts of empathy for people, even those that are the meanest ones.I am a Romantic and I am also a Doormat. I have been used and spit out numerous times and I still think theres some measure of decencey in humanity. I am also mental, I have a disorder that makes it very hard for me to communicate with people or have even a wonderfull concept of reality. I still somehow manage to make friends somehow.Finally, Im goth, probably more goth then the people that claim they are goth, maybe thats because instead of being the brutal pissy Neo-goths you see today im actually one of those ones that adheres to the orginal's I listen to GOTH and only REAL GOTH!!! That means, Peter, Siouxsie, Robert, and Rozz the four cornerstones of the genre!!! Anyone that says manson to me, or cradle of flith I really am just going to look at you as a subculture idiot.I have alot of ambition but no idea how to squeeze myself in the society structure, I think it just needs to be adjusted. I Wish to some day contribute to society but either studying the things we step on every day known as rocks, or being a archeologist so maybe I might be able to fulfill a slight tomb raider fantasy for myself.By the Way Im actually a very nice person just confused about how to achieve life direction, dont even bother to try to hit on me if you a guy it says lesbian for a reason. Oh Ya to even go on further im transgendered, so thats another reason why I DONT WANT YOU GUYS OUT THERE TO HIT ON ME!!!!Im a very musical person, I like Goth, Shoegaze, Darkwave, and post punk the most, I really dont think that goth music is "THE BEST SHIT EVER!" I just I like it the best because its the only thing I get a certain feeling out of, mostly relation and centering feelings. More to come later when I feel like typing
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Stability |||||||||| 38%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 54%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 54%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Family drive |||||| 30%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Honor |||||||||||| 50%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality test by similarminds.comopen, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Audrey Marie Waters (probably will change to something more androgynus)
Birthday: October the 24th of 1985
Birthplace: Willmington, Delaware
Current Location: Denton, Texas
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Naturally Dirty Blonde, Currently Black
Height: 5 feet and 9 Inches Approx
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: Mostly Irish and Dutch with some German and French
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black running shoes of some sort
Your Weakness: Letting others control me
Your Fears: Being alone for the rest of my life
Your Perfect Pizza: Sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be more self sufficent
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Chillax
Thoughts First Waking Up: I wonder where my first cigarette is going to be at
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: Varies, sometimes 9pm sometimes 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: June 27th, when I saw the perfect me
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: I wish
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: who knows
Do you belive in yourself: If I did I wouldnt be in this situation in life would I
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes veritgo
Do you think you are Attractive: Short hair no glasses no, long hair and glasses yes
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: Now Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Oh yes
Do you play an Instrument: used to play bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: um ya
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: by guys
Ever been Beaten up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: crashing a plane into on of my ex's appartment :)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Just a geologist
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Long Hair
Height: 5'8 to 6'2
Weight: Skinny 115 to slightly overweight 155
Best Clothing Style: Goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: 45
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Meeting Anne
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are benevolent, tend to have a easy going nature, and are rather interesting, rather then being drollI rather do not like people that are permiscuious, or kinda really like to front "I treat you like shit" because im depressed behavior. Treat yourself like shit if your depressed, its what I do (middle finger)

are you emo, scene, rocker, punk, skater, raver or goth?
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You scored as goth

bless you. you are a goth. you are very creative and you like the dark as bright colours hurt your eyes. you want revenge on the world for screwing with your life.


goth


75%

punk


56%

emo


25%

scenekid


19%

rocker


13%

skater (you sexy bitch)


0%

raver =]


0%

What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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You scored as Romantic Goth

You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.


Romantic Goth


100%

Old-school Goth


100%

Death Rocker


100%

Ethereal Goth


92%

Anything-Goes Goth


88%

Fantasy Goth


67%

Perky Goff


67%

Industrial/Rivet-Head


38%

Cyber-goth


38%

Confused Outsider


33%

Understanding Outsider


21%

My Blog

When nostalgia attacks

Its 3:00 and it hits, then once again the memories of betrayal and turncoat just flash up again.  I dont like things to change within a week, and I really dont like how I have been having the most err...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 00:58:00 GMT

Dark Knight 60's Style

lol cute
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:32:00 GMT

Just love it

This might not work because youtube likes their users to be over 18 for this video but im going to embed it anyway.  Its a wonderfull song from Peter Jacksons "meet the feebles"
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 15:10:00 GMT

A Subspace annomally ate a philly cheese steak

Its July the 4th, my hair was offically cut one year ago to a buzz cut, its now a whopping 8 inches longer yay.  For this weekend depending on how angry I feel I might either just sit back and watch m...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 13:51:00 GMT

The way of the Thessaly

Ok new rules here.Allright, I now live by the rule that I will appease......no one who screwed me over in the past, so if it bothers you that I go to a coffee shop now and then........TO FUCKING bad, ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:22:00 GMT

The Audy Booklist for the week

I'll try to tackle two in the next four days.  Dune:House Corrino, and then Memoir's of Sherlock Holmes
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 10:36:00 GMT

HAHAHAHAAHAH!!!

My ex thinks she's god.........ok
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 10:35:00 GMT

Oh one more thing for Today

This even gave me a shock.....
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:14:00 GMT

when you need a break

You need one!  I managed to gain 12 pounds!!! I went from 110 to 122!!!  Getting out of denton really does feel great when you get the chance!
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:30:00 GMT

No holding back

I kept something to myself, way to long, so today I let it spillIve noticed for a very long time that no one, actually literally follows morals or ethics....just their interpertations of it.  Well thi...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 15:22:00 GMT