castertroi

i like my room to be spacious. only the necessities around. i don't wanna be contained. i suffocate in an enclosed area. i'm not claustrophobic though. i just like some space. when i die i want my tomb to be in the middle of an area that has low fence. or i want my body to be cremated and the ashes distributed to my family. still undecided. in a relationship i like to keep some space too. i don't like my girl to be clingy. i feel strangled if my girl is so clingy and paranoid. i want my place neat and clean. that's how i keep my surrounding. i always clean up my mess after me. i hate people who leave their mess as if everyone else is their maid. i love the beach. i like adventure. most of the time i am quiet because i do a lot of thinkin but when i get to start talkin you'd be listenin all the while. i try to keep an open mind. Afteral, I've been wrong so many times in the past. If I'm wrong, I'd like to know asap. I don't like judgmental people. it's like they repel my vibe for everythin i could realize. if somethin holds me from doin anythin, i ask this to myself "what would i do if i weren't afraid?" and then i do it. a lil ego trippin... my buddies envy & h8 me for not abusin my looks. they couldn't believe they even had more gfs or sex than i did. there ar times when i get myself into an inevitable sex yet i always manage to get out of it or did it anyway w/o enjoyin it all bcoz i'm not so into the girl. it bothers me a lot when there is halitosis issues or bad choice of perfume. hei, i really think women should deodorize their pubic area especially when they enjoy oral sex!!!