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About Me

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” - Marilyn Monroe.
I'm a mess sometimes. I screw up and don't think before I speak, I argue with people unecessarily and let things get to me too easily. I've fucked up a lot recently, but I learnt from it, and I'm becoming a better person for it. So bare with me...
I love my friends so much, and I wouldn't change them for the world. I have a specific trusted few and I love them more than anybody else. <33. They should know who they are. I wouldn't be here without you. ♥
Just your average 17 year old really. Working hard on A-Levels. Relaxing on the weekends. Excited about Uni :) Less than a year til I'm off! Can't fucking wait! x

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who can handle me when I'm not doing so well and won't give up on me.

My Blog

10 people... [again.]

Rules:1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.2. Don't say who they are. 1. Just give me a chance and things will be sorted. You've pissed me off recently but end of the d...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 08:05:00 GMT

marisa wrote this ages ago...

"For all the times we bitched and raved,this is the friendship we managed to save.It may have been bumpy, it may have been sad,but we'll always be friends so that ain't so bad!I'll love you forever, I...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 03:32:00 GMT

perspectives

I put quite a lot of stuff into perspective over the past few days...The things I stress about, the things which upset and worry me, they're so unimportant, so pointless.. The fact that when I have a ...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:59:00 GMT

r.i.p i love you

My grandma's dead.She had a stroke 22 years ago.She's been in a nursing home for 8 years.She's had mini strokes since.She's been so ill......and she's gone.Some breathing problems.Something.. somethin...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 16:15:00 GMT

this can be seen as bitchy or theraputic..

Rules:1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.2. Don't say who they are. 1) Get over yourself. You don't know everything. You never will know everything. You cannot judge ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 16:22:00 GMT

mixed up mess

To be honest, all of my blogs tend to have a purpose. I'm either pissed off, or in need of a rant, or I just feel like theres something people need to know.Today I'm just plain confused. So I'm going ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:37:00 GMT

karma.. or not

If you know me particularly well, you'll probably understand where this has come from. I'm getting sick of things happening. I'm actually WAITING for karma to come around the corner and sort things o...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:02:00 GMT

pretty cute really

"I believe -- .... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other.  And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- ....that we don't have...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 13:32:00 GMT

honestly a bit of a rant

1) I don't like being ignored.2) If you say you're there for me, actually be there? Not constantly, just at some point MAYBE?3) If you say you're trying to help, actually help? Stop trying t...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 08:54:00 GMT

please read, it's really important to me X

I can't really explain how this has come about, because I'm not really sure. On the way home from Scotland yesterday I was in the car for just under 12 hours, and it was a nightmare journey. It w...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 16:55:00 GMT