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plain layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsThe nations have sunk in the pit that they made; in the net that they hid has their own foot been caught. -Psalm 9:15 Put them in fear, O LORD; let the nations know that they are only human. -Psalm 9:20A Prime Example of the Beasts we let govern us- "Douche Bag Bush"
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About Me Signs♥ ♥ I'm Laura Renae, 25 years young, capricorn- with a hint of a stubborn side. First things first:: I have THREE amazing, beautiful children. My first born, my son Jayden Anthony is 6 1/2 and in 1st grade. He is the first man to truly capture my heart. He is an awesome big brother to all of his sister's and honestly is a big help to me. I'm very blessed to have such an amazing man in my life. My first born daughter Lilei Ann is 2 1/2 yrs old and came into life a little early, at 3.8lbs. You'd never be able to tell she was premature. She is brilliant and definately a fighter in life. Her personality is a wild mix of attitude, smarts, and temptation.. Humm wonder where she gets it from... No complaints thought, she's perfect. Madeilynn Recey is my youngest at 1 yr. She is my sensitive one. Her and I like to chill together and play, it's kinda our daily routine, and the day is jus not right without my dose of patty-cake. :) I think I want 2 more kids, jus definately not right now. I have definately come a long way and overcome a lot in my lifetime, and yet it all seems so trivial at times... I have no regrets, not saying I wouldn't have done things differently, it's just simply what it is. I have this gift of life, so I am determind to figure out exactly what it is that's gonna make me truly happy, 'cause honestly I have no more room for error, and I deserve to shine. I have been hurt, and unfortunately hurt other people, but I won't allow my life to be consumed with hatred. Life goes by too quickly and hatred takes a lot of effort. I am a people pleaser, ha, ironic how I'm co-dependent, but yet I am trying to find what brings me happiness. I am compassionate towards others, and sometimes carry too much empathy... I am very opinionated, and pretty forward with how I feel. I just don't see how lying to "save feelings" is profitable.-- I mean, yeah it's hard for people to be honest because conscience kicks into play, and the awful- painful truth takes over... So why not avoid the tension and jus be real... I mean a lil tact is nice, but this whole sugar coatin' is jus plain chicken shit. I am pretty goofy, and it's usually because I can't stand to see people down. I work a a lot, and play often. My friends are my lifelines, they may not know it, but they sure are.. Anywho I think I'm just kinda taken all this, -LIFE-, that is, in with an open-mind and an open heart. For me living is feeling raw emotion and carrying on when life seems to have failed you. I am far from perfect, and I don't expect to be understood... I mean after all I didn't come with instructions, AND definately not directions... That's me. ♥ ♥
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-----------------------------K.A.Orth- RIP August 20th, 2005-----------------------------------------------------Joe y Tisch July, 2007 I love you Joey----------------------------------------------Mike Davis- RIP you will be missed by so many-------------------------------Marty Ray McCowan- RIP November 4th, 2008----- MISS YOU TEX---------- ... i remember the day you entered my life, with out question you made me part of your family... you gave me a home when i felt like my world was being torn in half... there is simply no easy way of dealing with you exiting my life, but instead of mourning your loss i will always remember the day you entered my life ...I'd love to meet Lindsay Lohan, I know I get a lot of shit for this, but I think she is jus stunning. haha cheesy yah baybee yah!! Seriously though, I think she's great, but mainly because I think she's gorgeous... anywho 'nuff 'bout that.Bradley Nowell R.I.P---Dimebag Darrell Abbott RIP--

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My greatest friends- Each of you are so different from one another, and for that I love the most.My friend Kristen,My friend, Tony.Good times!! Momma Jadwyn says, "Twat Little Horsey!"My Sarah and her son Austin, LOVE YOU HUSSY!My great, and compassionate Marissa, L:o:v:e you girl!My good friend Dana!! Woot Woot!there are more to put up, but it's hard to find the time to update myspace..

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My birthday17 January 1984Your date of conception was on or about 26 April 1983 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesdayunder the astrological sign Capricorn.Your Life path number is 4.Your for...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 21:08:00 GMT

joy of being a mommy

Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby.I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.Pooped on.Drooled on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete contr...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 02:49:00 GMT

trying to see it differently....

i've been having a hard time lately... seems that nothing is going even close to what i have envisioned for my girls, nor myself... i wanted a life for them to be better, and more "together" if you wi...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 03:02:00 GMT

R.I.P- TEX Marty Ray McCowan FOREVER LIVES ON

Have I told you lately that I love you? -- Not enough..... TEX Marty R. McCowan AGE: 45 November 13th, 1963 to November, 04th 2008 The first day I met Marty, was the first day he took me in.  H...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 21:15:00 GMT

IN A THOUSAND PIECES

shattered into a thousand pieces.  a piece of me died inside, and i'm spinning so fast.  my dignity and respect is betrayed in an instance. i am confronted with life altering circumstances.&...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 21:39:00 GMT

VENTING

i'm so tired and frustrated right now. lilei hasn't been sleeping well, and well, neither have i. i think in the past 3 days i've had about 4 hours of sleep. i am working, and that shits another story...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 16:51:00 GMT

JUST JABBING

man, talk about a crazy ass past week. first off, i get off work wednesday, and cory tells me his i & i duty is up, and he has to back at pendleton by thursday morning.  well, needless to say...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 23:20:00 GMT

SILLY IRONY

..You may feel pressure to do something with a group of people, even if you would rather be by yourself today. It's crucial that you don't turn this into a major conflict, or you'll just end up exhaus...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 23:24:00 GMT

BULLSHIT OF THE SHITTIEST

I am so frustrated right now.   Hell, and I don't even know what to think half the time.  This shit is so 'effin stupid, and played out.  No one is on their A game. Ro...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:14:00 GMT

LEAVE ME ALONE

what do you want from me?  haven't i played the victim in your game long enough? i am fragile to your power. it's not fair to me, for you to still torment me. i run, and you are there. i erase ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 01:50:00 GMT