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~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~

Let not your heart be troubled.

About Me

"Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you, I have a love for you that nothing hides. Whatever it is I do, I'm always thinking of you. I hope you look at me through patient eyes. I've become amused. I've become blind. I've become what I know not breathes. You seem illiterate to all my emotions. I stand corrected, how well you read. You speak the truth, you speak the me. You feel the love I have yet to find. I know it's there, I know it's there. But I let the sandcastles kill my mind. Pathetic me, I long to be you. I think I'm close but I stand so far. The turbulent one sheds a turbulent tear. I'm Mr. Love only 'cause they starve. Oil and water, lust and sympathy. I'll life and death my way through the sun Where originates all the pain that leaves My memory a traumatic sponge and sings to you. Well define my love and attitude. Open up your mind and it will sing to you. You can always tell. But I know remorse so well. I left reality early due to the lack of love... reason.Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you. I have a love for you that nothing hides. Whatever it is I Do, I'm always thinking of you. I hope you look at me through patient eyes. The channel, a professional liar. How I long to contradict those vibes. Joni help me, I think I'm falling. It's not the love and I quest the why. I don't know, If I'm right, I'm right. But if I'm wrong then show me I'm wrong. The fear of pity is always awake. But infinite sympathy completely gone. It's the windows, the doors, the passageways to the truth. Oh my god, it echoes the mind. In total recall as wild as the deuce. It's so deceiving is the clouded heart, So superficial is the open wound. I caress the infinite light That even at night. Overshadows the moon and sings to you. Well, define my love, that lives with you. Even when I die, it will still sing to you. You can always tell if remorse has done you well... The misconstrued my answers due to the lack of love... reason.Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you. I seek the sympathy and I can't lie. Whatever it is I do, I'm always thinking of you. I hope you look at me through patient eyes."

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

crispen glover, you gotta love his acid trippin ass! he is so fucked up in this clip!!! man...*reminiscent* i love acid...MySpace Codes
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Music:

I like all kinds of music. I mostly like metal, techno, and stuff I can sing to. I have a ~very~ eclectic music collection which includes Tori Amos, Tool, Anabolic Frolic, Sarah Mclachlan, old school Nelly Furtado, NIN, Marilyn Manson, Korn, Pearl Jam, Peter Gabriel, Esthero, Fiona Apple, remember the Squirrel Nut Zippers? I loved those guys, umm, Enya, Flyleaf, The Turtles, Rob (White) Zombie, The Cranberries, Cypress Hill, Kotton Mouth Kings, Black Eyed Peas, Belly, Evanescense, Garbage, Jewel, Live, Lords of Acid!!!, PM Dawn, A Perfect Circle, The Sneaker Pimps, Stone Temple Pilots, Eminem, ~Sublime~, Underworld, umm... . ..
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Movies:

THEY WANT YOUR SOUL
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Television:

School for Scoundrels, Blade Runner, THX1138, Planet of the Apes, Scary Movie(s) 1,2,3 but 4 wasn't that funny, the Evil Dead trilogy, most of the Nightmare On Elm Street movies, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Roman Holiday, Lolita, Xmen 1 2 and 3, Harold and Maude, the Austin Powers movies, Super Troopers, Half Baked, How High, the Jason movies, A Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hollow, Splash, Uncle Buck, Caddyshack 1 and 2, The National Lampoons Movies especially the ones with the Griswolds!!, The Ring 1 and 2, Terminator, Robocop, The Wizard of Oz, Spirited Away, The Jerk, The Amityville Horror, Rushmore, The House of Yes, Dune, Ghostbusters 1 and 2, Gremlins 1 and 2, Lost Highway, Event Horizon, Open Water, Raising Arizona, Kingpin, Resident Evil 1 and 2, Time Bandits, E.T., Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, The Goonies, Superman 1, 2, 3, and 4, Spiderman, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, The Fantastic Four, The Color Purple, The Game, the Airplaine movies, Twelve Monkeys, Seven, The Fifth Element, Idle Hands, Kill Bill 1 and 2, Stand By Me, The Beverly Hills Cop movies, Harlem Nights, Shrek 1 and 2, the Hellraiser movies, Dazed and Confused, Coming to America, The Golden Child, Saw 1 and 2, Silent Hill, Constantine, Lawrence of Arabia, Requiem for a Dream, Hoodwinked, The Cube, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, V for Vendetta, The Wedding Crashers, Fight club, Old School, Dodgeball, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Trainspotting, The Chronicles of Narnia, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, The Breakfast Club, Romey and Michelle's High School Reunion, Big Fish, Magnolia, The Shawshank Redemption, Labrynth, ...I mostly watch Animal Planet Heros, Animal Planet's Most Extreme, the Life in the ER shows on TLC, Cops, and CSI. I like Drawn Together, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, Futurama, The Simpsons, Undergrads, Aeon Flux, Liquid Television from the oldskool MTV, I also like Mystery Science Theater 3000 cos they are funny as hell....

Books:

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Heroes:

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Aqua Teen Hunger Force

My Blog

THIS IS FOR DEVIN DEEMER

i really DONT want to be your friend.  ima remove myself from your friends list...because no matter what kind of DELUSIONAL world you live in...i do not belong next to your slutt of a girlfriend,...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:36:00 PST

bitchass coworkers.

alright, so for almost the past  two years, ive been a slave to the donut store that i work at.  i have done every single thing the owners or my supervisors have asked me to do...  with...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST

tonsillectomy

alright, so at the time the doctor told me that i needed to have my tonsils taken out, i was pretty sure it would be a good idea.  right now, i wish i hadnt done it.  call me a wimp, call me...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 12:13:00 PST

boyfriends or the lack there of...

im just curious, i just want to know what the fuck gives boys the impression that just because you fuck them that you are theirs to treat however they want???  i recently had a throat surgery, an...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:05:00 PST

LOSS

until now, i have walked with my hands bound...i have turned each corner with blinded eyes.until now, i have held my tongue.i have quietly stepped aside, my voice resounding only in my mind.i will con...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:52:00 PST

the world i know...is a world too slow...

in my life ive been stepped on 'a few' times...ive certianly been stepped ~over~ enough.  it seems an ongoing, lifelong sort of torment that i will, unfortunately, have to learn to endure.  ...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:54:00 PST

yet another publication under my belt....hahaha!

..> Member Association of American Publishers 600 Reisterstown Road, Suite 200G, Baltimore, MD 21208Phone: 410-602-0384 Fax: 410-764-7471Email: [email protected].....
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 09:58:00 PST

.....:::::::dissappointment:::::::.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i threw you the obvious, and you flew with it on your back.  im just a name in your recollection, down among a million same.  difficult not to...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:36:00 PST

ok, so i wrote this a long time ago. but it won a poetry contest...so i think its blogworthy.

if you want to know what's on my mind just look into my eyes im sure you'll find... a bitter heart and a love that has died. you used me up and made me believe that i was worthless, i was naive. now ...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:32:00 PST

The treacherousness of people

I am so tired of people. MY BICYCLE WAS STOLEN TODAY FROM RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FRONT DOOR!!! The audacity of people!!! I guess it wouldn't be so bad if that bicycle weren't my only means of transporta...
Posted by ~SeNaToR*NiCoLoPoLoUs~ on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 06:27:00 PST