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Zen Master {Dearly Demented}

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Didn’t You Notice?

DisconnectedIndescribable frustrationNothing left to hold on toNothing really keeping me hereI can feel bonds that were once strongSlowly but surely dissolvingAnd it won't be longI hope you remember w...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 21:45:00 GMT

Something Real

None of you see me, though you look straight into my   eyesYou all think you know meSo sure of what's insideTell me then, who am I reallyThere's nothing hereJust a heart broken beyond healin...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 22:41:00 GMT

Lesson Learned

What finally opened my eyes?Can't pinpoint the moment when I actually realizedI had let myself become someone that I utterly  despisedWallowing in pointless misery, while slowly killing  mys...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 05:47:00 GMT

Long, Dark, Quiet Hours

No matter how I may appearBeneath the surface it's constant chaosWarring factions of my heart and mind    endlessly clashThere can be no victory hereThe reflection in my eyes of the wor...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:26:00 GMT

What I'm thinking

Sleepless Too many thoughts Please let there be silence Can I really call this confusion? I know exactly what I want Exactly where I want to be So why am I torturing myself? Everything for ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:07:00 GMT

Nightmare

If it was all just a dream, then let me    wake upToo quickly it became a nightmareA series of false memoriesYou were never really thereLet the rest of this die alongside that foolish &...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 16:03:00 GMT

Cursed

How many times am I going to let myself hope only to have it stripped from me? I'm doing it again. Setting myself up for failure. Trying to deny these things I'm feeling are real, because I know it's ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:36:00 GMT

Wreckage

DamageHow much is too much to recover from?Can we be put back together?Searching blindly over endless oceansThe waves breaking our heartsSo close to complete surrenderFaint sounds of safety in the di...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 17:50:00 GMT

Flaw In The Design

If its really destiny that rules us allWhy was it written that some only live to fail?We only rise to fallIf its all been built according to a designFree will was always an illusionThe only choice tru...
Posted by on Thu, 04 May 2006 12:10:00 GMT