bEFORE i wAS a MOM i nEVER tRIP'd oVER tOYs oR fORGOT wORDs tO a lULLABY. i dIDN'T wORRY wHEATHER oR nOT mY pLANTs wERE pOISONOUS. i nEVER tHOUGHT aBOUT iMMUNIZTIONs. bEFORE i wAS a MOM - i hAVE nEVER bEEN pUKEd oN. sHIT'd oN. nAW'd oN. pEE'd oN i hAD cOMPLETE cONTROL oF mY mIND aND mY tHOUGHTs. i sLEPT aLL nIGHT && dAY iF tHATs wHAT i cHOSE tO hAVE dONE. bEFORE i wAS a MOM - i nEVER hELD dOWN a sCREAMING cHILD sO dOCTORs cOULD gIVE sHOTs oR dO tESTs. i nEVER lOOK'D iNTO tEARY eYEs aND cRY'd. i hAD nEVER gOT sO gLORIOUSLY hAPPY oVER a sIMPLE gRIN sMERK oR sMILE. i hAD nEVER sTAY'd uP hOURs aT nIGHT jUST tO wATCH a bABY sLEEP && mAKE fACEs. bEFORE i wAS a MOM i nEVER hELD a sLEEP'n bABY jUST bECAUSE i dIDN'T wANNA pUT 'eM dOWN. i hAD nEVER fELT mY hEART bREAK iNTO a tRILLION pIECEs wHEN i cOULDN'T sTOP tHE hURT oR pAIN. i nEVER kNEW tHAT sUMtHING sO sMALL cOULD aFFECT mY LIFE IN SO sUCH a wAY tHAT iS uNEXPLAINABLE. i nEVER tHOUGHT iT wAS pOSSIBLE tO lOVE sOMEONE sO mUCH. bEFORE i wAS a MOM - i dIDNT kNOW iT wAS pOSSIBLE tO wEAR mY hEART oUTSIDE mY bODY. i dIDNT kNOW hOW sPECIAL iT wOULD fEEL tO fEED a hUNGRY bABY. i dIDNT kNOW tHAT..bOND bETWEEN a mOTHER aND hER cHILD. i dIDNT kNOW tHAT sOMETHING sO sMALL cOULD mAKE mE fEEL sO iMPORTANT aND hAPPY. bEFORE i wAS a MOM - i hAD nEVER gOT uP iN tHE mIDDLE oF tHE nIGHT eVERY hOUR tO mAKE sURE eVERYTHING wAS oKAY. i hAD nEVER kNOWN tHE wARMTH, tHE jOY, tHE lOVE, tHE hEARTACHE, tHE wONDERMENT oR sATISFATION oF bEING a MOM. i dIDNT kNOW i wAS cAPABLE oF fEELING sO mUCH bEFORE i wAS a MOM. i nEVER kNEW i wOULD hAVE fOUND aLL tHIS iN aSHLEY cHELSEY mARIAH && mALAYA...aLL iN tHE sAME LIFETIME... i lOVE yOU aLL~ mOmmYs hEART ~ "yOU LITTLE oNEs aRE mOmmYs hEART...i kNEW iT rITE fROM tHE sTART... tHE wAY yOU hELD mY fINGER tIGHT... wHEN yOU wERE aLONE aT nIGHT... wHEN i'D cRADLE yOU iN mY aRMs... yOU'd sMILE aND sHOW mE aLL yOUr cHARMs... tHEN yOU dRIFT oFF tO sLEEP...i cAN'T hELP bUT wONDER... hOW lUCKY i fEEL tO aCTUALLY bE tHE cHOSEN oNE..tO hAVE aND hOLD a cHILD LIKE yOU... nOW mY lIFE sEEMs tO gOOD tO bE tRUE. sO uP i lOOK aT tHE bIG bLUE sKY...tHANK'N tHE hEAVENs fOR gIVING mE aLL fOUR oF yOU gIRLz!"i bELIEVE tHAT iMAGINATION iS sTRONG'r tHAN kNOWLEDGE... tHAT mYTH iS mORE pOTENT tHAN hISTORY... tHAT dREAMs aRE mORE pOWERFUL tHAN fACTs... tHAT hOPE aLWAYs tRIUPHs oVER eXPERIENCE... tHAT lAUGHTER iS tHE oNLY cURE fOR gRIEF... aND i bELIEVE tHAT lOVE iS sTRONG'r tHAN dEATH. lOVE iS lOST...fRIENDs aRE fOUND...tALK iS cHEEP...sILENCE iS sOUND...tIME iS eXPENSIVE...pROMISEs aRE LIEs...fEELINGs aRE eNDLESS...eVERYONE sOMEDAY dIEs...tRUST iS lOST...fORGIVNESS iS sOLD...pEOPLE aRE eXPENSIVE...cOURAGE iS bOLD...LIFE iS sHORT...dEATH iS lONG...lOVER aRE fOREVER...hEART bEAT sONG...bABYs aRE nEW...eLDERs aRE oLD...gENERATIONS dISAPEAR...sOULs aRE sOLD...LIFE iS oVERRATEd...sOFT vOICEs LIE...LIVE BETWEEN THE LINES...iNNOCENCE wILL dIE...sIGHT iS bLIND...dARKNESS iS dEATH... LIGHT iS oUR LIFE...sUFFICATION iS oUR lAST bREATH!!! nEVER rEGRET aNYTHING...oWN iT...iF yOU dID iT...aND iF iT wAS uR fAULT ....aPPOLIGIZE