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i feel like i'm trapped in a toilet while being flushed in argentina. everything is shit, it feels like im spinning in the opposite direction, and i dont know what to do. i want to cry, i want to laugh, i want to run until my lungs collapse, i want to sleep forever, i want to just let go. but i cant. i have to be stable and i cant do that. everything is moving so fast and i want it to stop so that i can see the trees. everything is a blur, and the day moves so slow but it's already almost gone. i want it all to be right, i want it all to feel good, and just, and warm, and happy. i want to see you smile--for real. not because of what should be. i want to help you, i wish you would let me in. but your past is hard and painful. but i know this will never do, you might say i'm pushing you too much. but if you never get pushed, how will you get going? you can't go anywhere unless someone pushes you. maybe that's why you're scared. you don't want to make a mistake, be seen as less then you are. but i know you're beautiful, and lovely, and caring and I respect you because you've lived through your life. life hurts, beleive me i know. and you know, too. but if we can't get hurt once and a while then how can we ever know we've loved? you can't live life trying to hide from hurt or getting less then you deserve. and you deserve so much more then what you've given yourself. you could die without those drugs... and it hurts for me to write that, let alone think it. you are full of worth, you are worth more then any person can say you are worth more then any person can wish you are worth more then any person can want you are worth more then any person can dream you are worth more then any person can think you are worth more then any person can act you are worth more then any person can do. i just wanted you to know, for future reference: I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER never forget that because that is the truth. no matter what you do, i will love you. no matter what you say to me or about me, i will love you. no matter what you think, i will love you. i don't care if this makes you angry, or sad, or happy, or confused as long as you feel and know that i'll love you through that. i wish you were happy, and i wish things were right. and i can wish all the fuck i want, but it wont get anywhere until i try to do something. and i try, but it never seems enough because i can't get anywhere near you. and i'm shaking as i write this, hoping you'll read this til the end. there's a knot in my throat from anicipation. i respect you ashley, because of who you are. i respect you, whatever, whichever person you showed me. and whatever, whichever person you didn't show me. you are amazing, and beautiful, and caring, and loving. and you show it in an untypical way, but it's still the same, even if you won't admit it. please stay ashley.from this heavy heart to yours, i love you.yours truely, stephanie michelle taladoc davis

My Interests

..bold Soccer ... Volleyball ... football ... wrestling ... swimming ... reading ... and all that school stuff ... ... Politics ( Go Kerry ) ... and intelectual converstations ... ... ... ... and the occasional party here and there ...
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Your Life Path Number is 3
Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.

You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.
Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.
A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.

In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire.

While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play.
And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.
Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them What Is Your Life Path Number?
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

I'd like to meet:

Julia Roberts ... George Bush ... Thomas Jefferson ... Abraham Lincoln ... J.K. Rowling ... Steven Spielberg ... Jesus ... and YOU!!!!

Music:

anything and EVERYTHING ... ... as long as You can dance to it!!!!
You Should Be An Aquarius
What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker

What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you

In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered

In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends

Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer

Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads

You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices What Sign Should You Be?

Movies:

shoot it up... scarface ... all disney classics... training day... dangerous minds ... erin brokoviche ... pretty woman ... ... ...half baked.....how high......cheech & chong up in smoke......blood in blood out......belly......and last but not least.....love and basketball.. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --
Which Half-Baked Character are you?
You're Scarface!
You're the ultimate conspiracy theorist...ON WEED!! You've always felt oppressed in your no-good white-collar Mexican-hating job, but there's always the robber-mime in you that needs to escape.

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Television:

anything ... as long as its interesting ...

Books:

mystery...fantasy ... and biographies ... and foreign

Heroes:

my mammy ... ... .... ... ... and of course ... Jesus

My Blog

Bootcamp

Hey - So I leave for bootcamp on Sunday  and I am so scared and excited. Its a weird feeling to be completely honest. But anyways I just want everyone to know how much I will miss you and think ...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 05:13:00 PST

Just Stuff

Hey- Have u ever sat alone in ur room and wondered...What if??? What if u never would have said what u said or done what u did or this would've happened instead of that??? I have made so many mistakes...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 02:49:00 PST

If u have been tagged

i got tagged by erika So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with "6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself." In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 04:08:00 PST

Lil Things...But True Things

You Are a Hunter Soul You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with stron...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 09:59:00 PST

Some Of My Poetry!!!

Devotion Prayer   As I lay me down to rest, I pray the Lord my soul to test,   If I am to meet death before I am done, I pray the Lord forgive my soul for life lived in wrong,   In the ...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 08:30:00 PST

Labyrinths

The Maze of Every Life        When I open my eyes first thing in the morning I feel&perfect. No troubles or feelings of desperation, just me & pure beauty, waking up to sh...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 08:09:00 PST

A Day In The Life Of Me

Hey- For the past 3 months now I've lives in two states and 3 homes....Not that I'm complainin, I've learned sooooooo many things, I appreciate sooooooo many things, I got to see a very close friend w...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 06:21:00 PST

Virginity

Life is so weird sometimes.........things just go so shity at one point and the next ur in heaven.........i'm not complainin i'm just sayin it really sux sometimes........now everyone knows when a gur...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 07:29:00 PST

I Want To Live

Hey-I was doing my homework and something outta no where just popped into my head...I want to live.Now i don't see it as i was thinking of dying...i look at it as that haven't lived at all. What ...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:07:00 PST

What Suxs In This World

Hey- U know when i sit an dthink about life u know what i come up with....what people r doin to hurt me....what i do wrong....but really t should be...what i do to other people...and what everyone in...
Posted by Just...LIVE!!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST