DEVIN™

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THESE ARE MY PRIORITIES:
Family. Friends. Music. Macbook.
Bonjour, je m'appelle Devin. To be honest, it is quite difficult to describe myself in just a few paragraphs. But, I shall try my best. One fine day, the man and the woman created a human and gave it a Celtic name meaning 'poet'. Over the years, I have found myself to be a bit quiet when I first meet people. Though, I have learned to just be confident and not let anyone hold me down or take advantage of me. I have been a pushover for a pretty long time, and refuse to live on that way. I enjoy living my life the way I wish, no one can have a say in my future. Basically, everyone has the same damn About Me:, let's be honest here. Everyone says that they want to live their own lives and they are nice if you are nice to them in return.. Yaddi-yaddi-yadda. Spare me. People need to understand that there is more to life than just describing how people 'should' be treating you. I honestly do not care what people think of me, because they can just suck it.
Listen to the mustn’ts, child. Listen to the don’ts.
Listen to the shouldn’ts, the impossibles, the won’ts.
Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me…
Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.
I have come to realize that I am always in a good mood, and that you are quite unfortunate if you have seen me in an unhappy mood. I love making people happy and it is just a daily activity to please people. I expect for nothing in return, because I believe in the act of paying it forward. Sure, there are a bunch of heroes out there in the world, but that is because they believed in themselves. They all did not have heroes whom they looked up to. So, I ask why we all could do the same? Do not look up to others, make it so that others look up to you. My friends mean the world to me, they are my life and soul. If it weren't for them, I would possibly be socially retarded. I enjoy hanging out with them and just being their 'person to tell everything' to. I may not look like I care, but I honestly do. For some odd reason, I care for others far more than I care for my own self. I feel as though I am preaching to you so far.. I am not religious. Please, spare me and don't preach your 'godliness' to me. I couldn't care less. I am accepting of people's religions and beliefs, but to talk on and on and try to convert others is just disgusting to me. I understand that this is a personal topic, but let's be real..
I am a strange bird.
But, I am not even a bird.
And that's the strangest part..
I have to say, that I am weird. There, I said it and confessed it. I am weird and am proud of it. I have fears, things that disgust me to no end, and habits that are far too out of the ordinary. Let us start with my fears: Microphobia, the fear of tiny dots clumped together in one spot. This came about when I was a young child and watched The Nightmare Before Christmas for the first time. Don't get me wrong, it's a brilliant movie; however, the scene where Jack pulls off Oogie Boogie's skin, to reveal his body made of nothing but bugs squirming all around him.. NO, I cannot even begin to describe how disgusting that is to me. The fear of swimming in open water; I cannot swim in an open ocean, knowing there is something(s) swimming underneath me. Once I walk in the sand towards the ocean and the sand level drops down, I have to go back. Deep blue water freaks me out. I have a few habits as well.. I crinkle paper every single minute of every day. If you do not notice me doing this, you are retarded. I crack my knuckles a lot as well. When it comes to eating, I must finish one piece of food at a time. For instance, when eating fried rice, I must eat all of the peas before they are gone, then all of the carrots, then all of the onions and then all of the rice, etc. etc. Let's face it, I am out there..
I don’t care how many fish there are in the sea.
I don’t want a fish..
I want you.
I attend California State University- Fullerton, where I am studying to major in both Advertising and Graphic Design. I love my friends down in Fullerton, they are amazing and fun and we all just get along. Most of us met on Facebook, where I created a Cal State Fullerton Class of 2012 group just to meet new people. And bam, it happened. I cannot wait for the future years to come and hope to experience more than what my eyes may witness. Until then, cheers.