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About Me

Im Sara; And you cant trust anyone.
BAYSIDE IS AN OBSESSION AND I HAVE SPOKEN TO NICK .. 1-18
+im half black, half white
+im not afraid to be me, but i am afraid to show you who i am
+i have a very strong opinion and people are intimidated by me, so they try to be smarter than me, but fail miserably
+my best friends are a midget, a slut from texas and the muffin man
+mess with my friends (especially jessica) and you'll get owned
+high school is pathetic and i dislike it
+i love school, and i got into college
+im obsessed with shoes and diamonds
+im not high maitanence, but i am a girl
+im not shallow or fake
+im know as stripper, model, blue ninja turtle, carter and black girl
+im afraid of the dark and i hate rain
+friends is the best show on television
+i like boys, not girls
+i play soccer and its fun
+chilis is where its at
+i like to talk to people so talk to me!
+i love stripper shoes, mustangs, music, shopping, and chapstick
+im addicted to coke
+a-cola duh!
+i love people who make me laugh
+cookies comfort me
+if you say fxggxt or the n-word around me, i will scold you
+i hate inconsiderate people. if you dont care about people's feeling, go die!
+michi is asian
+just cuz i smile doesnt mean im happy. this applies 99% of the time.
+SAVE DARFUR AND THE WORLD.

My Interests

i have come to learn that you cant trust anyone. not even the people you want to trust the most. not even the people you think will never betray you. i hate to have this outlook, but from what ive been through, i have no choice. the things i have experienced arent the worst things in the world, but for me, they hurt. ive hurt a lot and ive learned a lot. i cannot wait to leave high school and go to long beach. maybe there i can come into myself, i need a new scene, because this one is not working out for me so well. i dont understand why i try to hold on to people that let me go. people that i constantly get angry over. i dont know who i am, but i know who i want to be. these experiences have taught me a great deal, and i now know not to let people in so easily. i feel very alone, and no one understands me. im tired of caring about people when they dont give a shit about me.

I'd like to meet:

the one that really cares.

BAYSIDE

they rock my world =D

This girl will pretty much be my best friend no matter what.

myone&only.

Music:

BAYSIDE

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Movies:

cruel intentions
breaveheart
secondhand lions
life as a house
the patriot
disney

Television:

house
friends
one tree hill
mtv shit

Books:

The Bitch Posse
Girl
Cut
Blake Nelson books

Heroes:

VAL.
she is with out a doubt my best friend. she has been through so much shit and shes still an amazing person. i look up to her so much, and she is always there for me. together, we are probably, the hottest sister alive. haha. she is the most beautiful, intelligent person i know. we just wanna have fun and we're real with eachother. shes the only person i trust, and if you wanna fuck with her, then you obviously have a death wish. =]

My Blog

institutionalized?

So apparently I have a very hard time letting things go. Things from way back when are bothering me all the time. I feel as though I'm losing control of myself. Actually, I know I am. I can tell by my...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 04:34:00 PST

bf/gf app.

1.Name: 2.Age: 3.Birthday: 4.Location: 5.Height: 6.Piercings/Tattoos (&where): 7.Drink/Smoke? 8.Fav band(s): 9.Fav thing to do: 10.Do u like to cuddle? 11.Are you the jealous type? 13.Do you ...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:07:00 PST

Im Sorry I Cant Be Perfect

perfect. we say that nothing is perfect, so why do we strive for it? why do i strive for it? am i reaching for something that isnt real? something that can never happen? it will happen. what if i find...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:29:00 PST

stress

stress will be the death of me. i promise. its like not even funny. i have no idea how to manage it and it seems to build up more and more without any sign of it ceasing. i can relax my self, but its ...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 07:57:00 PST

solitary

i hate being alone. i have my friends and they mean the world to me. obviously. they keep me somewhat sane. but its not the same as having someone who thinks the world of you. or just someone to ackn...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 02:27:00 PST

im ok, i promise

"theres a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me. i guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly." get over it. get over it. get over it. i tell myself this all the time but i just cant seem...
Posted by Unspeakable Sin on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:56:00 PST