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About Me

And that in the end it is not the big lie that turns us into mortal enemies, But the little white lies that drive the wedges between us. Poison our loyalty and blind our trust.

I believe in fate. I trust that if I want something badly enough it will materialize. The rain is orgasmic, the sun hurts my eyes. I believe that decisions made that lead to regret were decisions backed by fear.I love my children and am truly amazed at what a miracle they are. I love wine - cheap wine - and if given the chance will spend my money (and abuse my credit) like a fool. I cherish my friends and only wish that I had more time to spend with them. School is a passion of mine as I love to learn and grow intellectually - if only most others felt the same way - I suppose ignorance is bliss, but knowledge is power. I like power.I am simple and complex at the same time.

My Interests

candles, smelly good shit, tattoos (oh the ecstasy of the ink needle!), piercings, poetry, psychology/philospohy i.e. behavior/brain related science, wine - cheap wine, the fine sport of pool cuz I am that good ~ I love the stars, good conversation, the smell of a cigarette after a day without ~ friends, family, love and laughter.

I'd like to meet:

myself in 20 years - imagine the mistakes that could be avoided?

Music:

Testament, Mr. Bungle, Black Sabbath, Lamb of God, Dillinger, Cannibal Corpse, Faith No More, Tool, Sepultura, Slayer and Opeth are among my favs . . . and ya can't forget the classics like Pat Benitar and Fleetwood Mac ~ADD HE WHO BINDS HIMSELFADD INDUCING TERROR

Movies:

Movies are for the bored and hungover ~ just kiddin. I love old gangsta movies, i.e. Casino, Godfather, etc. but horror films are my thing - you know that feeling you get after watching a truly scary movie like someone is watching you and you hear noises all through the house? I love that shit ~

Television:

dont have much time for tv but Nip/Tuck baby ~ that show is the fuckin sickest shit ever ~ I also like CSI (only the original) and the Friends episodes never get old ;)

Books:

one day I will write my own book - until then I read Mesa Community College textbooks, lol!

Heroes:

my dad - damn did that man had a rough life - and has taught me everything he knows . . . without that man I would be nowhere near who I am today ~

My Blog

regret

detriment lingers. words of hate swallow me whole - leave not a tear in my eye because it hurts too much . . . to cry. innocence lost, purity soiled black, admiration of a loving stare transform...
Posted by Jen on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:31:00 PST

Truth Be Known

I'm failing with you, I'm falling into you, I'm running away from you - truth be known there is no truth in you yet the truth in me has been hidden, masked with a passion of another life, a life withi...
Posted by Jen on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:15:00 PST

Pictures from the Drunken Birthday Bash ~

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Posted by Jen on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 09:17:00 PST

Birthday Bash ~

Ok everybody this Saturday marks 4 occasions that deserve a party: First, second and third are Robin, Starr and I's birthdays all of which fall within 2 days of each other (11th and 13th) an...
Posted by Jen on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 09:47:00 PST

How do you measure up?

I fucking hate liars. Please never insult my intelligence and lie to me. Im fuckin annoyed. Hypocrisy fuckin sucks. Promises are fake and only intended to buy time and temporarily mend...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 10:33:00 PST

fallacy of righteousness

I felt you only for a moment, murderous intentions befell nameless and the product of disguise I subject you to my hellish demise nightmarish reality sets in as you slip through my fingers - tears fol...
Posted by Jen on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 10:09:00 PST