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Trev

This life

About Me

It's when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you did not know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones you'll ever meet. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and they aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you are.You look at your job and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger.You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. One-night-stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about money, the future and making a life for yourself... What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. "Take the time to understand what's behind your success. It's the best way to ensure it will continue." -Trevor Michael

My Interests

Some things about me: I am a attending Keyano College in Fort McMurray Ab, I am currently studying VIsual Art & Design.

I'd like to meet:

Creative people who have a zest for LIFE and a passion for ART

Television:

Im not into sitcoms lately, mindless entartainment with no real sense of duty except occupy lost hours. Im leaning towards documentaries, News & Current Events. If you don't know what's going on in the world around you, your opinion not appreciated.

Books:

A Seperate Peace- John Knowles Anything by Dean Koontz Anything by Terry Brooks

My Blog

Quan Yin

.all this comes in my life to shift my point of view.you're so far away, but in my own mind, you're just over the next mountaini can hear you crying in the night for memy very being aches because i ca...
Posted by Trev on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:38:00 PST

The Reformation

[ the reformation ]a stark realizationi am not myselfsoon to bebut not am.(that's for you, shai)my peoplemy peoplei search within to findsomethingsomething of validityof virtueof worthmore than just a...
Posted by Trev on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:51:00 PST

absence

'm hungry for familiarhunger for a time machinethe comforts of home are goneburned.. they lie in piles of ashesa broken piano with its ivory keys strewn aboutno longer able to produce musicdead to the...
Posted by Trev on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:20:00 PST

Fear and Loathing in Fort McMurray

Omg, last night was a cornucopia of stupidness, I went to diggers on a mental exurstion, walking on lava, surounded by dignity absented drunken bafoon we jumped in a cab to showgirls (where everyone l...
Posted by Trev on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:13:00 PST

philosophy

"This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies. My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness."
Posted by Trev on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:46:00 PST

when good times go forgotten

Man, what a weekend, it's funny how the events that unfold overtime seem so much more funnier when you look back in retrospect. I was on my way to the Peter Pond Shopping Centre (we don't have a mall,...
Posted by Trev on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 05:35:00 PST

college superheroes

Many people say that college kids are invincible. This is, in fact, true. College kids can eat anything, can drink alcohol well past toxic levels and barely need to sleep at all. They can make it acro...
Posted by Trev on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 01:39:00 PST

there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

It's when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will ...
Posted by Trev on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 04:06:00 PST

pee pods

Interesting, to stop drunks urinating in the street. Theyre open air urinals called pee pods lol check them out: "Don't mind us, just taking a piss." I guarantee, though, some woman is going to start ...
Posted by Trev on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:39:00 PST

meh...

I hate sundays, the randomness of it all, preparing for the week ahead... who does that? i hate it especially today, i have all my finals this week "dun dun dah!" well here it goes
Posted by Trev on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 03:51:00 PST