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Miss Cancer

FUCK OFF!!

About Me

Each day I dig my own grave in hopes my sanity will be saved after everyone and everything has let me down I sink into the sorrow that holds me a slaveIn a crowded room screaming, "Just help me, please!" they turn a deaf ear as I fall to my kneesthese are years of anger and frustration where I become a victim of my own vindication with lack of trust, i lock my brain away from the outside lying low in my thoughts-that is where I hide while they forget what they have done throughout these torrid years I count their numbered days and I will not forget my tearseveryday i bite my tongue so my wasted words won't hurt no one after everything I've loved has been taken from me the lonliness pulls me into oblivionIn a crowded room screaming, "Just help me, please!" they turn a deaf ear as I fall to my kneesthese are years of anger and frustration where I become a victim of my own vindication with lack of trust, i lock my brain away from the outside lying low in my thoughts-that is where I hide while they forget what they have done throughout these torrid years I count their numbered days and I will not forget my tearsall I have left are memories of my once-happy past I try hard to hold onto them but they keep fading fast and these scars you've given me they will forever lastthese are years of anger and frustration where I become a victim of my own vindication with lack of trust, i lock my brain away from the outside lying low in my thoughts-that is where I hide while they forget what they have done throughout these torrid years I count their numbered days and I will not forget my tears
"I'm a fucking walking question mark, I'm a Walking. Fucking. Time bomb." - World Inferno, One for the Witches
My names Judi Cancer and I'm a fucking piece of shit. I don't have friends, nor do I want any. I'm sick of who I used to be and the fact that it haunts me to this day. I can't stand still or shut up and my mind is an ever-racing conspiracy. Don't try to understand me because even I can't.
I got this boyfriend, and he blows all you fucking boys outta the water. I guarantee he's far more amazing than you. So don't even try, because nothing will ever change my mind. And besides it may be the last thing you do.
Anyways I enjoy music; preferably fast, loud, obnoxious and live. My lifestyle is punk rock. I live for it. I love everything about it. The people, the attitude, the look, and most importantly the music. Sleeping is good...so is smoking pot, and I enjoy good conversations, especially when ideas/opinions/words clash. All in all I am just a girl who wants to live life to her fullest and have a blast while doing it.
Oh yea and I hate everyone. So....
. FUCK OFF!
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My Interests

MY BOYFRIEND, the art of astral projection, TAROT, meditation, astrology, self studying, religion and its disgusting habits, thinking outside the box, revolutions, making other people think out of the box, history, The Bridgewater Astral League, punk rock, OI!, the downfall of human civilization(past and present), Danzig and Riff Randall(RIP) and Billy the Brat(my ratties), silk screening, Helen Love(RIP),trying to change the world, bubblegum, pink, boots, live music, vinyls, pot, coloring books, hot pink, and once again my Joe.

I'd like to meet:

I'm not out to meet people. I don't want friends. Friends are for fucking fags. Myspace Images

Music:

I live for punk rock, OI and silly poppy punk rock....and girl bands. Besides the obvious of those listed above...the following bands are bands that I had a listening obsession with at one point in my lifeHelen Love, World/Inferno Friendship Society, The Ramones, Screeching Weasel, Skrewdriver, The Riverdales, The Queers, The Bobbyteens, The Criminals, Blatz, The Devotchkas, Slayer, The Exploited, Cannibal Corpse, The Donna's first two albums(puuuuuuure gold), The Eyeliners, The Groovie Ghoulies, Sex Pistols, Rudimentary Peni, Joan Jett, Misfits and The Skrotches

Movies:

Mobster and Horror movies kick fucking ass.

Television:

TV is the one of the governments way of keeping we, the people, in they're control. Instead of us controlling them.(Like it was meant to be)

Books:

I'll read anything from New Age Idealism, History, Ancient Civilizations, Religion, newspapers, blogs, crazy conspiracies, Serial Killers, Zine clippings, internet articles. I'm obsessed with self-studying....so right now I'll read anything.

Heroes:

I wouldn't call them heroes, but people who inspire me to extend to my highest horizons...perhaps Edgar Casey, historical figures who caused revolutions, Serial Killers, Sid and Nancy, Dee Dee Ramone, my brothers, my boyfriend, my boyfriends mom, my friends and even my enemies. But in the end, I'm my own hero because I am the one keeping myself alive and driving myself to my future.

My Blog

The Eighteenth Year of My Existance......

So my 18 year is upcoming and all the magnificent responisbilities of being an adult will consume my soul.  I spent my 17th year wasting my life away, achieving none of my goals and desires. ...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Thu, 17 May 2007 09:05:00 PST

My dreams I don't remember....but I'll tell you what I've seen...

I have a dream that I dream of rather frequently. I dream of me riding my bike or walking up on campus....then I'm suddenly inside my old apartment. Sometimes its empty, sometimes it resembles what it...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:14:00 PST

Happy fukin Mothers Day...

Oh yes...its Mothers Day.   I have two woman to call and wish a grand Ol' Mothers Day.  My fucking crazy mom and my fucking witch of a stepmom.  How come I was blessed with psychotic wo...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:11:00 PST

I've made up my mind..

I hate women. I will never have a best friend that has a vagina and a pair of tits again. Hell, I don't want to even be friends with that sickly type of creature anyways.  Woman drive me insane, ...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Tue, 01 May 2007 01:07:00 PST

na-na-na...poker with the devil...

So I came up with this really great idea.  I've always wanted to know how to box people...coz I dunno...I just don't want to fight like a girl...and it would be funny to box girls while they are ...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

Billy the Brat...

is the name of my new rat.  She currently has the interest of sitting upon my head.  She really likes that spot...considering she has been there for 20 minutes or so.  Anyways, anyone w...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 12:41:00 PST

Fuck fuck fuck

My rat died. I hate it when that happens.  Their lives are just so short its actually depressing.  Its almost like what is the point of their existance...But then again. What is the purpose ...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:49:00 PST

Nothing in this world really matters..

A petri dish...my friends...we live in a massive petri dish.  Theres animals, plants and of course us humans.  I like to think of the plants, animals, water and air as the positive bacteria....
Posted by Miss Cancer on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:43:00 PST

I got an itch...

For the revolution...Times they are a'changing my friends...and the pace is just getting quicker. When will the people wake up and stand up and fight against the shit this world is serving us for brea...
Posted by Miss Cancer on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 12:56:00 PST

A Future for The Futureless...

So I think I figured out what I wanna do with my little shitty life.  I stumbled across a pamphlet for a college in Northern Cali(I'm not moving there...fuck California) for Metaphysics and such....
Posted by Miss Cancer on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:21:00 PST