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i once saw a psychologist.
he was completely shocked.
i think my life was just too complicated for him.
[ "this boy kicked out at the world... and the world kicked back...alot fucking harder..." ]
hi...
my name is Michael...
im 17...
and THIS is my-space.
theres not all that much to say. im [just] a *teenage dirtbag*. not great at much but like doing lots...
i go to Bishop Stopford's school...
but not for much longer[thank god]....
im o-n-l-i-n-e at [email protected] so if i intrigue./interest./ you then add me...
one day ill be a [*] and youll ALL remember my name...
but for now you can just forget about me.....
thanks for your time....
♥
I am michael's Gallbladder.
I am michael's Raging Bile Duct.
I am michael's Grinding Teeth.
I am michael's Inflamed Flaring Nostrils.
I am michael's White Knuckles.
I am michael's Enraged, Inflamed Sense of Rejection .
I am michael's Clenching Bowels.
I am michael's Boiling Point.
I am michael's Blood Boiling Rage .
I am michael's Smirking R e v e n g e.
I am michael's Broken Heart.
I am michael's Cold Sweat.
I am the Pit of michael's Stomach.
♥
There is an idea of a Michael Boggia.some kind of abstraction .but there is no real me.only an entity .something illusory .and though I can hide my cold gaze . and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable.I simply am not there. I have all the characteristics of a human being. blood. flesh. skin. hair. but not a single.clear.identifiable emotion.except for greed and disgust .something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why.I need to engage in homicidal behaviour on a massive scale.it can not be corrected but I have no other way to fulfil my needs.my nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days.i feel lethal .on the verge of frenzy .There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane .the vicious and the evil .all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. my pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone.in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others.i want no one to escape.but even after admitting this there is no catharsis.my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling.this confession has meant nothing. i think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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soundtrack to my life...
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Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

♥
Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the skies
The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet
Don't look away.. don't run away
Baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith.. don't run away
It's only life.
You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard
You can't win.. if you never give in
To that voice within.. saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it.. yeah
Don't look away.. don't run away
Baby.. it's only life
Don't lose your faith.. don't run away
Baby it's only life
Take your hesitance.. and your self defence
Leave them behind.. it's only life
Don't be so afraid of facing every day
Just take your time.. it's only life
i'll be your stepping stone.. don't be so alone
Just hold on tight.. it's only life
Oh.. don't look away.. don't run away
Baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith.. don't run away.. baby.. it's only Life
It's only life.. it's only life
Don't look away...

♥
So quiet
Another wasted night
The television steals the conversation
Exhale
Another wasted breath
Again it goes unnoticed
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
Cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
Out of touch.. out of time
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
Cause I can't read your rolling eyes
Out of touch.. are we out of time?
Close lipped
Another goodnight kiss
Is robbed of all it's passion
Your grip
Another time.. is slack
It leaves me feeling empty
I'll wait until tomorrow
Maybe you'll feel better then
Maybe we'll be better then
So what's another day
When I can't bear these nights of thoughts
Of going on without you
This mood of yours is temporary
It seems worth the wait
To see your smile again
Out of the corner of my eye
Won't be the only way you're looking at me then.
♥
I heard about your trip
I heard about your souvenirs
I heard about the cool breeze.. in the cool nights
And the cool guys that you spent them with
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you
I guess I should have heard of them from you
Don't you see.. don't you see.. that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story"
Awards go to you
So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let
You
You will be back someday and this awkward kiss that tells of
Other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets
I heard that you were feeling sorry
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things
Right between us
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you
I guess I should have heard of that from you
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.. Ignoring the
phone
I'd rather say nothing.. I'd rather you'd never heard my
Voice
You're calling too late too late to be gracious you do not
Warrant long goodbyes.

♥
When I am down and.. oh my soul.. so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then.. I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me
You raise me up.. so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up.. to walk on stormy seas
I am strong.. when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up.. To more than I can be
You raise me up.. so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up.. to walk on stormy seas
I am strong.. when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up.. To more than I can be
You raise me up.. To more than I can be.
♥
Walking off that stage tonight
I know what you're thinking
"He stands alone because he's high on himself"
But if you only knew..
I was terrified and would you mind if I
Sat next to you and watched you smile?
So many kids but I only see you
And I don't think you notice me
Well I've seen your boyfriend
And I don't think he treats you right
But that's none of my business is it?
I'm not the way you think I am.. no
I'm not the way you think I am.. no
The only girl who ever gave me the time
Was the one who only wanted five minutes of mine
Knocking boots in the back..
How degrading is that?
I decline
I'm too terrified and would you mind if I
Sat next to you and watched you smile
So many kids but I only see you
And I don't think you notice me
Well I've seen your boyfriend
And I don't think he treats you right
But that's none of my business is it?
I'm not the way you think I am.. no
I'm not the way you think I am.. no
I'm not the way you think I am.. no.. no
♥

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DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL. Lyfe Jennings. Arctic Monkeys. The Strokes. Babyshambles. Kaiser Chiefs. three days grace. TheKillers. Libertines. Maximo Park. The Fratellis. System of a down. METALLICA. the Kooks. dirty pretty things. mumm-ra kasabian. Paolo Nutini. RED hot chili peppersss. razorlight. R.E.M. Kanye west. Gift of Gab. FooFighters. artbox. azureray. brokendolls. boykillboy. chin up chin up. the comas. the dandy warhols. theexplosions. explosions in the sky. the faint. the frames. the frauds. the futureheads. helium. hot hot heat. idol pilot. the jettys. the kill. the little flames. the little killers. the long blondes. mystery jets. nova social. the others. the primitives. pussy galore. EMO SIDE. primal scream. the rapture. ringside. shitdisco. the softies. the white stripes. HAWTHORNEHEIGHTS. zoobombs. FranzFerdinand. Trivium. the raveonettes. WeAreScientists. GymClassHeroes. KingsOfLeon. The Roots. DAngelo.Bloc Party. Fall out boy. PLAIN WHITE T'S. 2pac. Yellow card. Black eyed peas. alexisonfire. ArcticMonkeys. BasementJaxx. Blink182. BlocParty. BulletForMyValentine. TAKINGBACKSUNDAY. All American rejects. people of santiago. Massive Attack. MyChemicalRomance. SnowPatrol. panic at the disco. fall out boy. angel fish. norma jean. by divine right. butthole surfers. the cure. cursive. the donnas. elastica. from first to last. hot snakes. inner surge. kings of leon. lucky boys confusion. THE STARTING LINE. my bloody valentine. plus-44. porno for pyros. richard rossi. slow drive. sugar ray. tad. TISM. wilco. the yeah yeah yeahs. Maxwell. NaS. TheStokes. James Blunt. megadeath. linkin park. snow patrol. stone sour. breaking benjamin. MUSE. TheAutomatic. TheWho. Beefeater. Embrace. Fire Party. Gray Matter. Ignition. The Hated Moss. Icon. Nation of Ulysses. Rain Rites of Spring. Shudder To Think. American Football. Angel Hair. Antioch Arrow. The Anniversary. Appleseed Cast. At the Drive-In. .baxter. Blownapart Bastards. Braid. BRIGHT EYES. Cap'n Jazz. Clikatat Ikatowi. Christie Front Drive. Commander Venus. Crown Hate Ruin. Cursive. Dahlia Seed. Elliott. Embassy. Focused. Four Hundred Years. Friction. Frodus. Gauge. THE GET UP KIDS. Halfman. Heroin. Hoover. Hot Cross. Indian Summer. Jimmy Eat World. Joan of Arc. Kosjer D. Lifetime. Lincoln. Lync. Maximillian Colby. Merel. Mineral. Mohinder. Native nod. NAVIO FORGE. Nulset. Nuzzle. Owls. 1.6 Band. Policy of Three. PORTRAITS OF PAST. The Promise Ring. Quicksand. Rainer Maria. Rorschach. Saetia. Samiam. SHOTMAKER. Sleepytime Trio. Slint. Stavesacre. Still Life. Struggle. Sunny Day Real Estate. Swing Kids. Texas Is the Reason. Torches to Rome. UNWOUND. Chris Stevenson. Violent Femmes. Yaphett Kotto. LITTLE ILKSENS BIG VOICE. 30 Seconds to Mars. A Static Lullaby. AFI (A Fire Inside). Alexisonfire. Alkaline Trio. Armor For Sleep. boysetsfire. Brand New. Coheed and Cambria. Colour Revolt. Dashboard Confessional. Fall Out Boy. Finch. From Autumn To Ashes. From First To Last. Funeral for a Friend. Hawthorne Heights. Jimmy Eat World. Matchbook Romance. My Chemical Romance. Panic! At The Disco. Senses Fail. Silverstein. Something Corporate. Staind. Taking Back Sunday. The Starting Line. The Used. Thrice. Thursday. Underoath. people of saint diago.all bridges burned.All In Favor.alterEGO.Amined.Anne Lida.Arrowflame.As The Light Dims.A Day in Black and White. A Life In Vain. Amanda Woodward. Ampere. Antioch Arrow. Assfactor 4. Behead the Prophet, No Lord Shall Live. Bread and Circuits. Circle Takes the Square. City of Caterpillar. Combatwoundedveteran. Current.Da?tro. Dizmas. Eleventh He Reaches London. Envy. Faraquet.Heroin. Hiretsukan. Hot Cross. I Hate Myself. Indian Summer. Jenny Piccolo. Jerome's Dream. Joshua Fit For Battle. JR Ewing.The Kodan Armada. Mihai Edrisch. Mohinder. Moss Icon. Nitro Mega Prayer.Off Minor. Orchid. pg. 99. Portraits of Past. Saetia. Subseven. Ten Grand. This Ship Will Sink. Usurp Synapse. You and I. Zegota. Ten and Two. 1905. ///seizethemoment. 1000 Travels Of Jawaharlal.A Fine Boat. Ache/Emelie. After School Knife Fight. Aghast. A Day In Black And White.Beefeater. Embrace. Fire Party. Gray Matter. Ignition. The Hated. Moss Icon. Nation of Ulysses. Rain. Rites of Spring. Shudder To Think.American Football. Angel Hair. Antioch Arrow. The Anniversary. Appleseed Cast. At the Drive-In. .baxter. Blownapart Bastards. Braid. Bright Eyes. Cap'n Jazz. Clikatat Ikatowi. Christie Front Drive. Commander Venus. Crown Hate Ruin. Cursive. Dahlia Seed. Elliott. Embassy. Focused. Four Hundred Years. Friction. Frodus. Gauge. The Get Up Kids. Halfman. Heroin. Hoover. Hot Cross. Indian Summer. Jimmy Eat World. Joan of Arc. Kosjer D. Lifetime. Lincoln. Lync. Maximillian Colby. Merel. Mineral. Mohinder. Native nod. Navio Forge. Nulset. Nuzzle. Owls. 1.6 Band. Policy of Three. Portraits of Past. The Promise Ring. Quicksand. Rorschach. Saetia. Samiam. Shotmaker. Sleepytime Trio. Slint. Stavesacre. Still Life. Struggle. Sunny Day Real Estate. Swing Kids. Texas Is the Reason. Torches to Rome. Unwound. Chris Stevenson. VIOLENT FEMMES. Yaphet Koto.Deep Elm Records. Dischord Records. Ebullition Records. Gravity Records. Gern Blandsten Records. Lovitt Records. Saddle Creek Records. Troubleman Records.A Days Refrain. Alesana. Amanda Woodward. Am I Dead Yet. Amalthea. Ampere. And/Or. Angelica Brown.* Angel Hair. Anemic. Antioch Arrow. A Petal Fallen. Apoplexy Twist Orchestra, The. Archer in Jeopardy. Assistant, The. Atomic Hair Massacre. Bear Garden.* Bear Zen. Belle Epoque. The Birds Are Spies, They Report to the Trees. The Black Ark. The Black Heart Rebellion. The Blue Letter.* Books Lie. Casey Scores A Goal. Cat On Form. Caught in the Fall. Cease Upon the Capitol. Chapter 13. Chicosci. Christa Pike. City of Caterpillar. Clikatat Ikatowi. Cobra Kai. Collin Cramer. Combatwoundedveteran. Cowboys Became Folk Heroes. Current.Da?tro. Danse Macabre. Dear Diary I Seem To Be Dead. Death of Anna Karina, The. Devar-toi. Devices. Dick Chesney. The Discord Of A Forgotten Sketch. Dispensing of False Halos.. Dizzy Papyrus. Dodewaard. Eaves. Escapado. Envy, from Japan. End Of All Theory. Eyes Like Black Stars. Eyes of Verotika. Examination of The... . Faced Moment. Fall on Deaf Years. The Fear OF Him. Flowers in the Attic. The Flying Worker!. Fire In The Eyes of The City. Forcefedglass. Forstella Ford. Four Hundred Years. For This I Have Fallen. Funeral Diner. Gaffer.* Gary Gonzalez. Gay for Johnny Depp. Gillian Carter. Gospel. Grace Will Fall. Grace Gale. Goetz George.Hassan I Sabbah. Her Breath On Glass. Hollow point. Holy Fucking Spirit, The.* Hugs. Horror Cty.* Hot Cross. I4NI.. I Am the Resurrection. I Hate Myself. I Have Dreams. In Loving Memory. I Spoke. I Would Set Myself On Fire For You. I, Robot. I'm Not Regret. Index for a Potential Suicide. Jerome's Dream. Joshua Fit For Battle. JR Ewing.Kaospilot. Khayembii Comminique, The. Kite Flying Society.* Kel Gatward. Knives and Greenwater. The Kodan Armada. Lack. L'Antietam. La Quiete. Leonardo Leonardo. Life At These Speeds. Light the Fuse and Get Away. Light the Fuse and Run. Love Like... Electrocution. Love Lost But Not Forgotten. Majority Rule. Mara'akate. Mayans. Mallory's Last Dance. Mary Reilly. Mihai Edrisch. The Mock Heroic. Mohinder. My Lai. Neil Perry (band). Noisy Sins Of The Insect. The Now. Nepenthe. Nikad.Off Minor. Orchid. Palatka. Piat! Piat!. Pg. 99. Phoenix Bodies. Portrait. Portraits of Past. Racebannon. Raein. Red Scare. Reversal of Man. Robots Don't Cry.Saddest Landscape. Saetia. Science of Yabra. Seven Days of Samsara. She Notes The Chariots. She Spits Macabre. Silhouettes of Soldiers. Sleepytime Trio. Someplace To Hide. Song of Zarathustra. Sophora. Spirit of Versailles. Steeples. St. Alban's Kids. Stop It. Suis la Lune. Swing Kids. Ten Grand. Textbook Traitors. This City Dynamite!!!. This Computer Kills. This Ship Will Sink. Toru Okada. To No Avail. To Dream Of Autumn. Transistor Transistor. Tristan Tzara. Tunes for Bears to Dance to. Tyranny of Shaw. Usurp Synapse. Utarid. Van Johnson. Vida Blue, The. Violence Party. Von Cosel. VSS, The. Vuur. Wow, Owls!. Yage. Yaphet Kotto. You and I. Yossarian Is Drowning. Zegota.

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"my father taught me many things.. keep your friends close.. but your enemies closer"


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"you're right..i am a loser.. i'm a nobody.. i've never won nothing in my life.. but a lotta people come to Vegas to lose.. i didn't"

Books:

umm. theres more. but heres a few...
the godfather - mario puzo
omerta - mario puzo
the family - mario puzo
the last don - mario puzo
to kill a mockingbird - harper lee
the historian - elizabeth kostova
depression for dummies - laura l smith
the freedom from depression workbook - les carter
undoing depression: what therapy doesn't teach you and medication can't - richard o'connor
living with the black dog - caroline carr

Heroes:

my mum is my hero.
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