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Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares

I'm Not Evil... I'm Angelically Challenged

About Me



I am the dreamer of a better dream.
I am the closet poet and songwriter that you don't know exists.
I am the one who stands in the corner and laughs at how stupid all of you really are.
I am the withered lover.
I am the scared inner child.
I am the hopeful.
I am the strong.
I am the one you hope to never meet.
I am the sweetest thing.
I am a huge bitch.
I am the one who doesn't care.
I am the one who wants for more.
I am the one who loves undoubtibly.

I am Jack's wasted life.
I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection.
I am Jack's broken heart.

I am Meagan Luv



Let's See How Much You Know..

My Interests

Evanescence, Amy Lee, The Spill Canvas, Nick Thomas, Music, Writing, Painting, DEEEEETROIT BASKETBALL!!, Red Wings Hockey!!, San Fran Football!, and my friends and family.

I'd like to meet:

Fellow artists of the world that are into anything musical, written, painted, and tattooed.

Music:

Evanescence, The Spill Canvas, Slipknot, MuDvAyNe, Hatebreed, Black Label Society, Marilyn Manson, AFI, Taking Back Sunday, Straylight Run, HIM, Senses Fail, A Static Lullaby, Finch, Blindside, Atreyu, Greenwheel, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Staind, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Kelly Clarkson, Crossfade, The Rasmus, Nirvana, From Autumn To Ashes, Bleeding Through, My Brothers Blood Machine, Brandston, Sunny Day Real Estate, Coheed and Cambria, Braid, Hawthorne Heights, Korn, 10 Years, Thousand Foot Krutch, Taproot, Number 12 Looks Like You, The Used, My Chemical Romance, Ra, Nine Inch Nails (old stuff), Non Point, Underoath, Funeral For A Friend, From First To Last, Nickelback, Theory of a Deadman, The Doors, Janis Joplin, Fall Out Boy, Dark New Day, Bob Marley, Everytime I Die, Armor For Sleep, Matchbook Romance, Bayside, NOFX, MxPx, As I Lay Dying, Brand New, Avenged Sevenfold, Chevelle, Hidden in Plain Veiw, Kittie, Ill Nino, Killswitch Enguage, Lacuna Coil, System of a Down, The Postal Service, Flyleaf, Default, Mae, Death Cab For Cutie, At The Drive-In, Aiden, Thrice, Bile, Alkaline Trio, Cold, Dope, Flaw, Hinder, and so so many more!!

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Labrynth, The Crow, Napoleon Dynamite, Evanescence's Anywhere But Home, Queen of the Damned, Underworld

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, CSI, the news cuz im a dork

Books:

Anything by Anne Rice, The DaVinci Code, Angels & Demons, Musician Biographies, The Times, Rolling Stone, Alternative Press, Circus, Hit Parader

Heroes:

My Autumn

and anyone who can fall in love and keep it.. forever..

My Blog

Update in the life of the former Veegan

so in the past three weeks this is what has happened for those of you who care: -Candi went psycho (big surprise) and kicked Will and I out... whatever I'm over it -Will and i moved back in with his p...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Mon, 14 May 2007 10:29:00 PST

Well So Much For Friendship

I'm sorry i held you every time you criedI'm sorry i listened to your shit every dayI'm sorry i attempted to make your life betterI'm sorry i tired so hard to keep our friendshipI'm sorry i gave you w...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:35:00 PST

Destiny?

do you ever think that you have to re-evaluate your life every five fuckin seconds? like no matter what your destiny isnt ever what you think it might be. i sure as fuck do, for the past 3 1/2 years i...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:39:00 PST

here we go again.... :'(

so here we are again... April Third... this day is the bane of my existance...for those of you who might not know... someone very important to me was taken away on this day. Murdered really. by a man ...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:10:00 PST

A Bitch Rant About American Soceity Done By A True Hippie!

so americans are all about saving the world right? thats our idiot of a presedent's excuse for sending all of our friends and family to a sand box halfway across the world to die. so we like saving pp...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:19:00 PST

mini skirts, sangria, and smokin on the barby! lol

today is a good dayits absoloutly gorgeous outsidei like it when its nice, reminds me of walking everywhere back in the day "how do they expect me to work on a day like today?" lol lucky enuff, monday...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 04:24:00 PST

Way to sum me up right now...

god why do i always find a sad screaming song that says exactly how i feel... Red Jumpsuit Apperatus"Misery Loves Company" Listen close as we wait for a sound to go It's true, we are we are des...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 04:50:00 PST

The Conundrum

I wanna be the girl that everyones jealous of. for people to walk by and say "Wow! Look at her. Shes happy, in love, has great friends, and shes doing well for herself." yeah i wanna be that girl. som...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:51:00 PST

Headache

Its cold.There's a breeze coming through that wasn't there before.Its wet.The back of my shirt. my hair, everything.The wet parts are warm at least.There's a heaviness to my skull.Pulling my eyes unwi...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:06:00 PST

I am Jack's wasted life; I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection; I am Jack's broken heart.

why does everyone have to turn out exactly how i thought they would? the people who i thought i would never fight with, im so pissed at right now... what did i ever do to deserve people who walk all o...
Posted by Macabre Dreams, Candy Filled Nightmares on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 09:21:00 PST