Even blood that pours down from the slash wound to the chest needs a reason, right? Don't Humans feel at ease by hurting other people? Why do you look so disgusted? Deep inside, you deceive yourself with things you don't know, right? Will we ever understand each other? Is it you not wanting to? This is the garden of suicide. Are you having fun? Will my dreams come true at that garden? You don't have a reason to live in front of you? In front of you is a box garden full of all you people's lies and deceits.Here is the deal, you must find guesses in this room. Cut around the block, shake in the boots we stocked, I'll turn your onset to off. Cuz with patience and much practice of keeping all this clean. Wipe the floor with rust, abigail's lost touch and it makes for scattered debris. For nine years and square stars, tonight we have it all made. For nine months, lets make much All the bells were out of unison. I knew not why the latitude carried on and all of our signs were made to pray to synagogues. I was built on binds of paperback, I knew not if the stories were told or tought. If all of our knees were carved in sand from Leningrad.Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If i do we both may disappear I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you're Pushing and shoving me. You still love me and you push it on me. Rest your trigger on my finger bang my head upon the fault line. Take care not to make me enter. 'cause if I do we both may disappear. But you're pushing me Shoving me. push it on me. Slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, Alive when you're shoving me down. But i'd trade it all For just a little bit of peace of mind. Put me somewhere I don't wanna be. Seeing someplace I don't wanna see. Never wanna see that place again. Saw that gap again today As you were begging me to stay. Managed to push myself away, And you, as well. If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay, You minimize my movement anyway, I must persuade you another way. There's no love in fear. Staring down the hole again. Hands upon my back again. Survival is my only friend. Terrified of what may come. Just remember I will always love you, Even as I tear your fucking throat away. But it will end no other way.