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About Me

I'm everything... Im all the good and the bad.
Music is my true love. My sanity. My sex.
I'm never the same -Everyone who meets me says that I'm strange - but they love it. I can be very eccentric, but very laid back. I stay in a lot, finding new music, reading, and writing - but I enjoy finding the strange in strangers. Inspiration is so very random and must be documented in a small black notebook in black ink. I'll disapear for days - I need the breathing room sometimes. I definitely have a unique sense of humor that most people will never understand.
I have a unique perception of reality and can find beauty in the ugliest,dirtiest things. I'm fascinated by filth and imperfections.
I have horrible insomnia.
My Brother Clay, the best friend that anyone could ever have and the love of my life, (no two people will ever be closer than he and I) took his life - too precious for this world, but I know he's always with me. My sister is my savior, more of a mother and best friend.
My friends are the best. I don't have many true friends, but I love the ones I have.
I am so proud of my brother Charlie, everything he has ever said he was going to do, he has. I love most of my family so very much, and I hope they know it.
If you ever meet me, I'll leave an imprint on you - you'll either love me or hate me, there is no inbetween. I've done things in my life that I am not proud of and I am working to make amends for my mistakes.
I love horses - always have. I love to race and jump them, and if I dont first kill myself doing those things, I'd love to make a career out of either. I have a male German Sheperd, Whitman. He is my baby - so very spolied.
I've had the best and worst in life and Im thankful

My Blog

Pregnancy/Miscarriage 9/17/08

last nite/early this morning I woke up in severe pain. SEVERE PAIN. I had a doctor's appointment this morning at 9:15, so I was avoiding the ER even though I've never in my life experienced pain anywh...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:12:00 GMT

Shit Just Keeps Getting Weirder - Britney Spears

I't s 4 am, I can't sleep, so I'm dancig around my house like an idiot. My mom comes and gets me and tells me Layne is here... at my house.. at 4am. I peek out the window and see a red motorcycle and ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 04:52:00 GMT

My 21st

Is it weird that I am scared to turn 21, because that is how old Clay was when he died, I'm even more nervous about the two months after my birthday, because that will be exactly how old he was. Seems...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 18:08:00 GMT

Slash My Wrists With a House Cat

"Walking into a studio is like walking into the only church that matters." -Jeff Buckley "The crucifix is a monument to what people really truly want to believe about life - the sick notion that ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 23:45:00 GMT

Soundtrack to My Life

Opening credits: "Rock N' Roll"-The SoundsWaking up: "Those to Come"-The ShinsAverage day: "Country Living"-EstheroLife's okay: "Going Nowhere" -Cut CopyPartying: "Dead of Nite"-Depeche ModeHapp...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 13:41:00 GMT

Musical Divinity

"I don't have any allegiance to an organized religion; I have an allegiance to the gifts that I find for myself in those religions... I'd rather be non-denominational, except for music. I prefer to le...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 19:15:00 GMT

Cunts

Donna and I got pulled over today by two cunt police officers that work for a certain small town police station I strongly dislike (dislike being a euphemism), because Donna had a tail light out. (nev...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 16:09:00 GMT

6 weird/unknown things about me

1. I like the way benadryl tastes 2. I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue 3. I sometimes convince myself I am invisible and get confused whenever I realize I am not 4. I love infomercials 5. I ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 14:32:00 GMT