Somewhere between the daily-grinds, the innumberable mistakes and the crushing dissapointments, i got lost and stuck in limbo. Suddenly, everything i've ever believed in appears to be nothing more than one big gigantic dream, where wild and lucid imagination is reality and the commonplace is not.I imagine that most consider me different or even quirky than most my age-group. Outwardly shallow and leery, a dreamer & a die-hard romantic by nature. I suppose its this very juxtaposition in my personality that often takes me from incandescent wonderland to insane wretchedness.. I'm addicted to illusions of grandeur, beauty and might, mesmerised my nature's wonders, bemused by humanity and intrigued by conspiracies, cats, owls, insecurities, magic and feminie mythos. I'm confused. I'm reckless. I'm bold. I'm scared. Yet i share the same lofty ambition as every other girl - to be safe, to be free, to be happy and to live happily every after with that special prince charming....
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey 
Name: Ailin 
Birthday: 24th June 1985 
Birthplace: Singapore 
Current Location: Melbourne 
Eye Color: Brown 
Hair Color: Mahagony 
Height: 169 
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right, naturally. 
Your Heritage: Chinese 
The Shoes You Wore Today: tan leather ballet flats 
Your Weakness: indulgence 
Your Fears: the oppressive 
Your Perfect Pizza: I dislike pizza 
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to become demure although it's highly unlikely i master the art 
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL 
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn its bright  
Your Best Physical Feature: my maintenance-free skin 
Your Bedtime: into the wee hours of the night 
Your Most Missed Memory: spending hours in our garden wearing just a camisole and underpants, frolicking among the floral landscape with a net in hand, trying to catch butterflies and grasshoppers... 
Pepsi or Coke: Coke 
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King 
Single or Group Dates: Single, naturally.  
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither 
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate 
Cappuccino or Coffee: Capuccino 
Do you Smoke: Did i say i was trying to quit? 
Do you Swear: Would it make a difference if i don't like that i swear 
Do you Sing: off-tune 
Do you Shower Daily: but of course 
Have you Been in Love: Yes. And i still cant quite decide if it's a good thing or a bad thing  
Do you want to go to College: I am in college. 
Do you want to get Married: If i met the right person at the right time 
Do you belive in yourself: I try 
Do you get Motion Sickness: Occasionally 
Do you think you are Attractive: why not? 
Are you a Health Freak: Nope!  
Do you get along with your Parents: It really depends. 
Do you like Thunderstorms: I find them tragically romantic. 
Do you play an Instrument: unfortunately not. 
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yep. 
In the past month have you Smoked: Certainly 
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Clandestine. 
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes 
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Who are you kiddin, sweetheart? 
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope 
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes, Japanese-Californian fusion sushi YUM :P 
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope 
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope 
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope  
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope 
Ever been Drunk: Yes 
Ever been called a Tease: Yes 
Ever been Beaten up: Nope 
Ever Shoplifted: Yes 
How do you want to Die: in the arms of a love one, happy... graceful 
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: the high priestess 
What country would you most like to Visit: the entire european continent 
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