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pillow of kindness

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About Me

Quote from Tyler: "It's like you're taking the big pillow of kindness and smashing me in the face with it. Stop it."I am (mostly) straight-edge, and a vegetarian. I'm a vegetarian because I wanted to challenge myself. And I felt it was a good idea. I don't try and push my ideals on anyone else, I very much believe everyone should think as they wish, just so long as they don't try and force opinions on others. We are all unique, and we should all show it without fear or judgment. I am sick of immaturity, drama (not that I ever let too much of it in my life, anyway), and people behaving like morons. I enjoy intellectual conversations and music. I enjoy all the small things. The meaningful things. I'm currently suffering from increasingly serious insomnia, and I'm not sure why. I work too hard and too much, along with going to school, but I care about my job (unlike most people, sadly.) I try my best to be a good person, in general. I am usually too kind and I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I've gone through a lot in life and I've learned to take things. I'm an extremely accepting and open-minded person. I'm looking for someone...but I can wait to find the right one. These things take time, for the most part. And now...I am tired of talking about myself. I'm very friendly, so feel free to message me....if you have good intentions. ^_^ My AIM name is: cedoflife

My Interests

Very random. Many artsy-craftsy type things, (although I'm not much good at any of them) such as: origami, cross-stitching, making costumes, sewing, creating interesting gifts/wrappings, calligraphy (especally with quill) and many more things. I'm a bookworm and I occasionally pick up my gameboy when I'm bored. Music is wonderful. The right music, anyway. I absolutely adore camping and nature. It makes me feel that perhaps I really do belong. Hmmmm...that's all for now.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

(in no particular order) (greatly influenced by eric) Amelie, Android Lust, April Sixth, Aquabats, Bauhaus, Bella Morte, Belle & Sebastian, Bjork, Blonde Redhead, Boa, Brendan Benson, Blur, Beatles, Blink 182, The Beautiful South, The Birthday Massacre, Carina Round, Carla Bruni, Cibo Matto, The Cure, Clinic, Cocteau Twins, Cold, Cat Power, Cat Stevens, The Cranberries, Deftones, Depeche Mode, Digable Planets, Dir en Grey, Drew, Dresden Dolls, Disney Movie Songs, Distillers, Disturbed, Enon, Evanescence, Eve 6, Exies, Elvis, Everything but the Girl, Enya, Frou Frou, Feist, Frente!, Gackt, Gorillaz, The Gentle Waves, Green Day, Human League, Hot Chip, Incubus, Imogen Help, Jillian Ann, Joy Division, Jack Johnson, Kittie, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Leona Naess, Lola Rennt, Lollipop Lust Kill, Lords of Acid, Metric, Mum, My Chemical Romance, Mono, Nightwish, NIN, Octopus Project, Orbital, Papa Roach, Portishead, The Postal Service, Paul Okenfold, P. J. Harvey, Rasputina, Ravenous, Radiohead, Shivaree, Suzanne Vega, System of a Down, Sonic Youth, Sophie B. Hawkins, Seal, Sixpence None the Richer, Simon and Garfunkel, Sarah McLachlan, Seether, Tatu, Tori Amos, Tricky, Train, Tool, Utada, Voltaire, Within Temptation, many musicals and such, and I'm sure many, many more...

Movies:

(in no particular order) Benny and Joon, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, A Clockwork Orange, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill (1&2), Dark Crystal, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Office Space, Underworld, Fame, Princess Bride, Edward Sissorhands, Phantom of the Opera, Stargate, Mulan, Spirited Away, Cats, Beauty and the Beast, King Kong, Lord of the Rings (all), Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Don Juan, Bulworth, The Breakfast Club, Chasing Amy, Clerks, Sin City, Cannibal! the Musical, Battle Royale, Amelie, Run Lola Run, Dr. Strangelove, Sleepy Hollow, Interview with the Vampire, The Queen of the Damned, Rent, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Life of Bryan, Meaning of Life, From Hell, Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Contact, Star Wars (all), October Sky, Mirrormask, James and the Giant Peach, Alice in Wonderland, Crucible, Wizards, West Side Story, Hair, Dancer in the Dark, Pirates of the Carribean, most all disney movies, and many, many more I can't think of. Will add as I remember.

Television:

(again, in no order) Gilmore Girls, Invader Zim, Ren and Stimpy, Are You Afraid of the Dark?, Lexx, The "L" Word, Stargate SG-1, Farscape. Not much of a t.v. watcher, all of these are older likes. Recently, mostly just watch some adult swim.

Books:

(no order) Hobbit, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Harry Potter (all), The God of Small Things, War and Peace, The Phantom Tollbooth, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galexy series, The Night Lives of the Gods, A Series of Unfortunate Events, Princess Bride, all by Madaline L'Engle, all by Anne Rice, most all by Steven King, all by C. S. Lewis, Lewis Carrol, Edgar Allen Poe, Poppy Z. Brite, Dan Brown, Christopher Golden, Neil Gaiman, Shakespeare (or, rather, Edward DeVere), R. A. Salvadore, Ed Greenwood, Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child, and upwards from a trillion more which I can't think of. Again, will update when I do. Believe it or not, I'm a huge bookworm, I just lose track...will forget a little after reading.

My Blog

Sometimes they’re out to get you, they’re out to do you harm.

I feel so unmotivated to do anything. It depresses me. Really. I just feel as though everything is a wasted effort. And now that I've been working every day, which might continue all the way through t...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:13:00 PST

When will the time come...?

I can't believe it's been so long since I posted a blog. So long, in fact, that I had forgotten how for a few moments. I'm writing this blog pretty much just for my benifit, because I think writing do...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 11:39:00 PST

lemons on the left side, demons on the right

Okay, I *do* realize I've made two references in a row to lemon demons, but..I love them! I've actually been able to download so much music! I've been finding lots of new stuff, which makes me so very...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 12:29:00 PST

when your evil shadow has a cup of tea

So....my insomnia is just as bad as ever. If not, worse. Ick.Not only do I have cable internet, but I just purchased an mp4 player. Of course, the screen is about an inch big, but it's something. I fi...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

smilers never lose and frowners never win.

Alright....sorry about the stupid whiney crap in my last blog. Seriously. I need to stop being like that; pouting about things. It's life, I need to deal with it. There's a lot more coming in the futu...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:56:00 PST

I feel I must interject here

I...I keep wanting to write. Badly. And there's lots to write. I just can't seem to collect it properly. I'm not sure exactly how to write it down. So...I suppose a real blog will be coming. Hopefully...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:58:00 PST

...do you miss my all-time lows?

I know it's been an extremely long time since last I posted...I just never know exactly what to write. However, today, I was talking to a friend about my weird dreams. I happened to remember my blog ...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:06:00 PST

...almost 18!

My dad got me a car!!!!!!! Now I just need to learn how to drive it, which I'm going to work on an much as I can.. ...I realized my need to write down all that I've got to do when I turn 18,...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:57:00 PST

but time is not given and time is not taken...

It just sifts through it's sift. So..I know its been quite a long time since last I wrote, but I've just been *sooo* busy. Work, school...whatnot. Busy busy. And there hasn't been all too terribly muc...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:47:00 PST

dream within a dream

...I think everyone's had one, hmm? A dream *within* a dream? Perhaps we don't remember them, but I'm sure everyone gets them... It's slipping away from me, faster and faster, but this is basically th...
Posted by pillow of kindness on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 11:49:00 PST