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Name: Anthony Cesare
Birthday: October 25, 1981...yup, I'm a Scorpio. Beware.
Birthplace: Los Angeles, CA...although I consider myself a Chicagoan since I grew up there...well, in the suburbs anyway.
Current Location: Los Angeles, CA
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: 1/2 Italian, 1/4 Filipino, 1/4 Hawaiian
The Shoes You Wore Today: White K-Swiss
Your Weakness: Love
Your Fears: Failure & losing loved 1's
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni & Jalapeno
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Hit $75K gross!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Not a big fan of IM, but prob "LOL!"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck...again?!
Your Best Physical Feature: My face
Your Bedtime: Around midnight
Your Most Missed Memory: Prom weekend!
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mickey D's!
Single or Group Dates: Single Dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither...Thai iced tea 4 me, thanx.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee:
Do you Smoke: Yup
Do you Swear: Yup
Do you Sing:
Do you Shower Daily: Yup
Have you Been in Love: Yup, twice...3rd time's a charm!
Do you want to go to College: I did...3 times...I may finish some day if I'm really bored.
Do you want to get Married: Yup...well, whenever it becomes legal anyway.
Do you belive in yourself: Most of the time.
Do you get Motion Sickness: No, but other people usually do after driving w/me :)
Do you think you are Attractive: Yup
Are you a Health Freak:
Do you get along with your Parents: Yup, although my mother still thinks I'm a baby & drives me nuts sometimes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yup
Do you play an Instrument: Skin flute
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Uh, yeah, a lot!
In the past month have you Smoked: Yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Just pot...thanx 2 my friends who smoked me out on my birfday!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yup
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Uh, no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yup, luv it!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Does a bar top count?
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Uh durr!
Ever been called a Tease: Yup
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Yup
How do you want to Die: I figure I'm gonna die by 1 of my favorite things in life...cars.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am grown up. I'm sure I'll change careers a few more times & that's fine.
What country would you most like to Visit: I can't pic just 1 so all of Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue, Green, Hazel
Favourite Hair Color: Blond or Brown
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Around my height
Weight: Proportionate to themself
Best Clothing Style: I do love my Abercrombie boys
Number of Drugs I have taken: I can count them on 2 hands.
Number of CDs I own: A couple hundred, but that's what my iPod is now 4.
Number of Piercings: 2: 1 in each ear.
Number of Tattoos: None, yet.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:&..39;
What Color Is Your Aura?
Your aura shines Red!
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You are a Slutcom 3, and are on the prowl. A hook-up each weekend isn't unusual; the distance a hook-up will go is high. Your friends talk about you behind your back, and even you're shocked you haven't broken your bed yet. You for some reason are semi-proud of your track record. After all, not many can claim they've gotten as much tail as you.
Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice .
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated
You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream
Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.
You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.
You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
You are a Black Coffee
At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable
At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty
You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it
Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?
You Are an Orange Martini
Everyone's favorite drunk, you're fun, flirty, and charming.
Unfortunately, you often spark jealousy - and unintentionally start bar fights.
You should never: Drink and dial. You'll just end up with multiple booty calls at your door!
Your ideal party: Is huge and lively. You love to work a crowd.
Your drinking soulmates: those with a Blueberry Martini personality
Your drinking rivals: those with a Dirty Martini personality What Flavor Martini Are You?
You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You?
You Belong in Los Angeles
Whether you'll admit it or not, a huge part of you likes being in the spotlight.
And you may just have enough star quality to make it big in LA!
Even if you don't become famous, you still belong in a place where you can get a year round tan. Where Does Your Inner Californian Belong?
Your Deadly Sins
Pride: 100%
Envy: 80%
Lust: 80%
Greed: 60%
Wrath: 60%
Sloth: 40%
Gluttony: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 63%
You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker. How Sinful Are You?
Your Summer Anthem is Don't Cha by The Pussycat Dolls
"Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?"
Your summer forecast: freaky and full of drama! What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?
Your Stripper Song Is
Milkshake by Kelis
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you but I have to charge"
One thing is for sure: you know how to shake it! What Song Should You Strip To?
You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra
You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
Your Driving Is is: 83% Male, 17% Female
According to studies, you drive like a typical male.
You're reckless, aggressive, and see driving as a game.
And while you like to live on the edge a little, you still know how to drive safely. Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?
Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?
Your Taste in Music:
90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence
Hip Hop: Highest Influence
Old School Hip Hop: Highest Influence
90's R&B: High Influence
R&B: High Influence How's Your Taste in Music?
Your Pimp Name Is...
Long Dong Pump What's Your Pimp Name? which is just way 2 funny cuz some high school friends used 2 call me Long Duck Dong from Sixteen Candles. LOL!
You Are 12% Shy
You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.
You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult. How Shy Are You?
You Are Smokin' Hot
You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally. Are You Hot?
You Are a Natural Flirt
Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make them crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?
You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?
You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
Your Personality Is Like Cocaine
You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.
Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.
Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
You Are 72% Vain
You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them. How Vain Are You?
Your Hidden Talent
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers. What's Your Hidden Talent?
You Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"! What Kind of Friend Are You?
You Are More Yang
Masculine
Creative
Angry
Spring
Summer
Morning
Sun
Space
Active
Wood
Chocolate Are You More Yin or Yang?
Your Element Is Earth
You excel at planning and strategizing.
You could be a champ at chess or Survivor.
Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize.
On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you.
You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through.
Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?
All American Kid
Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.
You were well rounded and well liked in high school. Who Were You In High School?
How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

My Interests

Anything design, whether it be fashion, interior, automobile, architectural.

I'd like to meet:

You Are The Emperor
You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do.
You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea.
You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone.
Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well.

Your fortune:

In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love.
This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you.
It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person.
You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father. What Tarot Card Are You?
You Have Good Karma
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.
Your caring personality really shines through.
Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.
But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?
You Are a Funny Gift Giver
Your gifts are wacky, offbeat, and even borderline naughty.
You prefer to give a gift that makes someone crack up...
Forget utility. You prefer to give something that's totally hilarious. What Kind of Gift Giver Are You?
You Are a Dalmation Puppy
Kind, bright, and very energetic.
Firemen love to pat your little head. What Breed of Puppy Are You?
Your Birthdate: October 25
You excel at anything difficult or high tech.
In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.
It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.
Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots!

Your strength: Your unfailing logic

Your weakness: Loving machines more than people

Your power color: Tan

Your power symbol: Pi

Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
You Are 25 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?
You've Experienced 44% of Life
You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s.
You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.

An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum. What's Your Thinking Style?
You Are 76% Brutally Honest
Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?
You Are Internal - Believer - Empowered
You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.
You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.
You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.
No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
Scorpio - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:

You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in

Your negative traits:

You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on

Your ideal partner:

Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.

Your dating style:

Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.

Your seduction style:

Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.

Best color to attract mate: Dark red

Best day for a date: Tuesday What's Your Love Profile?
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality TestAlways open 2 new friends, gay & straight. Of course, I would luv 2 meet a special guy around my age who is on the same wavelength as myself, who shares most of my views & interests, knows what he wants, knows what he is capable of, that can sustain a happily monogamous relationship and that can bring something 2 the table as I can. I have gr8 friends, a gr8 career & an overall gr8 life. If U think U can compliment my life & I can compliment yours, I want 2 know U.

Music:

In order of preference: Hip-hop, R&B, rap, pop, dance, trance, 80's, rock, alternative.

Movies:

There are so many I wouldn't even know where to begin. A lot of comedies & 80's movies for sure. License to Drive was my favorite movie as a kid. Clueless was my favorite in high school. Now, there are way too many. I think it's easier to say I like pretty much everything except most Sci-Fi/Fantasy.

Television:

I rarely watch TV these days...lack of time. Every now & then I'll catch Wheel of Fortune or the 10-o-clock news (wow I sound fuckin' old!). Recently became addicted 2 Grey's Anatomy. Other than that, I miss all the horrible programming on E!, MTV & Fox! Oh yeah, Trading Spaces & Overhaulin' on TLC rules! American Idol, So You Think You Can Dance, America's Next Top Model, Project Runway & King of Cars are staples for me when they are in season.

Books:

I like to read spiritual/self-help books. Just finished "The Four Agreements" & "The Mastery of Love". Currently on "The Power of Intention" & "Rich Dad, Poor Dad". My California Real Estate Exam book is also an option I may revisit.

Heroes:

I have none.

My Blog

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