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I Only Feel Pain.

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I'm a profesional hip-hop-clipdance-dancer♥
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Hi, I'm Laura,15years old(not 17!!myspace issues) , Deal with it
I'm a really nice person,and will always treat you like anyone else,but people that stab a knife in my back,should be carefull, cause yeah i hit boys and girls.I realized that I live to make my friends happy, and to always give them everything they want.So Selfisch? I don't think so. Ik ben een Vlaming
You shouldn't try to change me, cause you won't succeed,I'm suborn and not even a tiny bit.I don't care what you think I am, cause I'm sure I'm NOT. I know who my real friends are and they know who they are so that's enough for me,Posers/wannabees (however you call them) don't deserve a place in my life and i won't give them my attention.Doing something just because it's 'cool' isn't something for me,because i hate people who tell me what to do.I love useless people try to talk about themselves as if they are THE most important person.I hate being rejected but i won't cry for you.I love gossips, they make me realize I'm better than the person who started them and I love also seeing hated people not getting the hint that they are being hated. Call me a Bitch, And I will call you a Whore, it's as simple as that.
I won't tell you my problems if I don't want. Writing is My life, and i spend alot of time to it. Judge me and I'll judge you. You can always follow my lead, but I will never follow yours.I don't use people and I hate being used. I love my everlasting friend Mike. I live for Elektronicore,Elektro...for the ones who already asked me, YES i have an obsession with Rabbits, I love them,I once( when i was 6 years old) had a white rabbit,but I wanted a pink one,so i dyed it pink,unfortunalty,the rabbit died...
I pretty much SUCK in playing football, I don't trust people, expect 2 of them.Myspace seems to give me alot of problems in my life
I am NOT lucky. Thank you.
What if you couldn't understand what I've been through and your eyes wouldn't see further than a face. Apples could not satisfy my hunger and my thirst would be undone.
what if I lost you in some physical way in the times that I wasn't carefull with words that held you alive...and you never saw a reason to take me back.
What if my family wouldn't recognize me with their eyes that were stabed out by my anger when I was a kid... The system shut out with all that is left is a body that has been used over many years and filthy by the sand and water that brought it here.
What if you, you would get punished for being born out of your mother and now acting like another child, crying an other time in the middle of the night...
What if I wanted you back..
May '07
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Hye there, If you read till this,Congrats. The short version of me.
I'm Laura,15 years(not17 , Myspace issues) I'm into photography,Dancing and making music.
♥Kerstin // Stef ♥
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i'm sick of those Antibiotic pils,the Dafalgan Forte/Codeïne Pils, the Sedergine Pils and the Pulmicort inhalor.

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Add this precious. You know you want to =) She will whore you. She cmmts your pics very easy. she will actually talk to you.

The funniest thing about Myspace is,that some people add me and try to be my friend,when behind my back, they're like fucking HYPOCRITS! xD

Mike
This kid is my best friend. We seem to handle the distance pretty well.
The thing I respect the most about him is the fact that he wants to stay a kid (even though he's 20).
He knows me and will always help me. One day, i'm moving to Colombia, Then we can have the time of our life.
he helps me with everything, and with everything i mean EVERYTHING!!
He's Probably coming to Belgium next year,and he's staying with me (2 weeks,only english and spanish talk xD)
Anyway,I love him much more than words can express.
Jolene
She's more than just a friend. She brings up the best in me and makes my stomach hurt when we laugh together. Her words alsways seem to chear me up and the cute face she always makes when she's dancing on Drum'n bass makes me love her more and more. I couldn't wish myself a better friend then her. she will always be my best friend because only I can deal with her Humor xD

Meet Maikel
He was my best friend and 'boyfriend' when death took him away from me.(10/27/06) He always said the right things, made jokes but most of all,
we respected eath other more than alot.
After 2 and a half years fighting to cancer,He lost his battle. His parents and little brothers are my support and that's something I really appreciate and won't forget.
He is the best kid i will ever know.
Iloveyou.

My Blog

I don’t know.

I admit to be heartbroken.I cherished my Loved ones. But Did they ever do the same for me?Did they ever respected me in every way?Like, Arno And Damian who could give me everything i was able to wish ...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:25:00 PST

jetzt

Das Leben sollte nicht eine Reise ins Grab sein mit dem Ziel wohlbehalten und in einem attraktiven und gut erhaltenen Körper anzukommen.sondern eher seitwärts hineinzuschlittern, Chardonnay in einer H...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:02:00 PST

A Day To Be Alone...

Days in front of your sight.24hours and 7 days to handle.how remarkable that some accidents ruin 1 second of such precious time..To stand nowhere alone, with a white cloud view in front of your eyes.A...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:46:00 PST

Tribute To Damian.Dior

Earth This, only thinkable round and blue in space. The sun, moon and stars, seasons, rivers rivers who flow into the sea. Nothing falls up, and everything down Nothing is finished and everything is...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:51:00 PST

A decent Explenation about 17.09

I can finally say more about my car-accident.I was on the way to school with my bike., it was raining. i didn't sleep well, because I was thinking of My 'ex' i never had. The one I still love. So...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 02:31:00 PST

My Family.

My family Got stuck.My family Died. And all I could think was ..' My mother didn't deserve this, Why did she went through all this, without even wanting it to happen.She lost a husband, a daughter, Sh...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 01:16:00 PST

Elysium.

Kahlil Gibran once wrote :  'Your reason and your passion are your rudder and sails         & nbsp;        &nbs...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:35:00 PST

Simplistic

Remember tonight , for it is the beginning of always. A promise, like a reward for persisting through life so long alone.A belief in each other and the possibility to love.A decision to ignore, simply...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:45:00 PST

Share impact.

regret comes in all shapes and sizes.Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason.Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend.Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the r...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 10:26:00 PST

You were my shadow and shelter.

I was yours and you were mine.But your taste still lingers on my lips, like I just placed them upon yours.Remembering the nights when you'd whisper  to me soft."Forever more my heart is yours" An...
Posted by April |Boss||Lapin|" on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:20:00 PST