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mel

my heart broke for good

About Me

if i ask for your help or your opinion, its because i value it. if i dont, you can draw your own conclusions. if i do ask and i get neutrality, its the last time i will ask. second place is not good enough for me. people who dont understand or realize that are in for unpleasant surprises. i am not who youre looking for. i am not someone to love. i am not someone who will love you. if youre fucking crazy, leave me alone. i am not into people acting normal and then poof! their crazy comes out. not cool. im sick of people being sneaky, and then complaining about my lack of trust. im really sick of the rug being pulled out from under me. i read a lot. im an english major. go figure. i dont like putting things in italics so people can understand just how emphatic i am. im sick of myspace. no one here gives me any reason not to be. yes, i realize that saying that and staying on makes me a hypocrite. its ok. just so i make this clear before hand, if youre a shitty band or some pervert with no brain, im not going to add you. i used to want to meet people off here, but i learned my lesson. more than once. if you still feel the need to talk to me, go for it. send me a message. please dont make it about what books ive read and dont make it a quiz on what else ive read by that author. also, dont quote the books and expect me to think that youre a kindred spirit. and make sure you spell things correctly and use the right forms of words, its a pet peeve.

My Interests

making myself happy

I'd like to meet:

someone worth talking to: melsalwaysmean

Books:

catch 22, ishmael, choke, invisible monsters, after youd gone, 1984, lullaby, hey nostradamus, the magus, you cant get there from here, the elephant vanishes, a rumor of war, geek love, cruddy, fortress of solitude, the second coming

Heroes:

i am my hero.