watching my dad die hurts so bad u have no idea~!

Well there is a lot to say about me..................... I just don’t know were to begin.... ............. pictures say a lot!! lol..................................................... i will start by saying i love life and i lvoe to learn and thrive from it i wanna do everythign and anything i wanna learn as much as i can and never stop i cant even tell u how good my life is cuz words could not describ it its that good!! im just so greatful for my life and my wounderful freinds and family and i love my life really and honnestly...!!... the lord has truely blessed me and and i thank him everyday to the best of my abilty..8)..i love learning about everythign and nething i am every teachable and willing to change myself to become a better person and to be more of a woman of god i use to party a lot and get drunk and do things that i would not be proud of most of thos pics are now off my myspace since i had three deaths 2 human and 1 animal i have looked at life very different and i have put those days behind me and now im on fire for the lord and i lvoe it my life has gottn so much better so thats where i am at this point in my life....so enjoy readin about me and by the way one thing im not good at is spelling big woop u will get the point..and u can judge me i dont care but just to let u know i dont judge thats not my job my job is to love u and be there for u :D ......................................................... A little history about me I lived in Georgia 3 mo and loved it.. but things did not work out there so it was time for me to come home!!...I was on an adult softball team at the church... and also coached cheerleading and gymnastics ......................................................... ...I'm 19 years old I was a VHS cheerleader, and cheered for over 7-8 years and I was gymnast for over 5-6ish years I’m in choir...at School!! .....haha~! . ...i play softball now fun stuff im righcentr and right in the outfield and vollyball..still go to gymastics very rusty tho..!! do art and i love to paint!! i do kung fu and i do tie che ( n not a good speller and im ok with that i exel in other areas :D hehe) ......................................................... I don’t like the style of its all about what you have ..Most people base there whole existence on what they have not who they are... ......................................................... Personally I don’t shop at the big brand stores I try not to look like everyone eltz.... I’m very outgoing & out spoken, very down to earth.... I will speak what is on my mind no matter what it iz.... I don’t like people who are fake ..but its hard to find who you really are..trust me I’m still finding out who I am...it takes a lot to learn about who u are and personally im always growing so i keep changing ......................................................... I also think everyone should work for there stuff I did....I bought everything of mine....my car, gas cloths...even my own shampoo and conditioner...lol...... ......................................................... I have a good sence of humor sometimes.....haha..... I have blond/brown hair and light blue eyes that sometimes change from sparkly blue to a mysterious Blue .......umm....... one thing I don't like is snotty people....everyone has their bratt moments but please lets not make it an everyday thing... ya know!! ......................................................... I like people who can just be themselves no matter who there around ....which is hard very very hard but stay true and ur friends will be true... most people would say I’m not the average girl and I don’t believe I am average I always try to make myself a better person cuz no one is perfect..... ......................................................... I am not afraid of change I will always change for the better there is a lot wrong with me I have been hurt or whatever just like every other person has sometime in there life but I don’t hide because of it and I want to become a better person... ......................................................... I usually grow out of relationships because the guy does not grow with me...I evolve and change my behaviors to be the best that I can be..my best is always getting better ......................................................... I love and want to learn and thrive from it.....I want to.. your past makes u who u are ur present makes u who u will become...and I want to become a better person....... ya know... that’s it about me for now... .........................................................but I can still be a kid at heart.... but when I have to I can be adult like
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Make an online slide show at onetruemedia.com............................................ ............................................................ .........here are pictures of my Europe trip in JUNE of 2006!! WHOOT amazing!!!

Make video montages at onetruemedia.com............................................ .......................The wisdom of Larry the cable guy ............................................................ ...................................1. A day without sunshine is like ... night. ................2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. ...............3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. .....................4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. ...............5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. ............6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. ...............7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. .............8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. ....................9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. ...............10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. ..............11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. ...........12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. ......................13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. .......................14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? .............15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. .................16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. ..............17. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges? ....................18. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines ..................19. What happens if you get scared half to death, twice? ................20. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name? ...................21. Inside every older person is a younger person wondering, "What the heck happened?" ...................22. Just remember -- if the world didn't suck, we would all fall off. ......................23. Light travels faster than sound. That's why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. ......................................24. Life isn't like a box of chocolates, it's more like a jar of jalapenos. What you do today, might burn your ass tomorrow. Isn't that the truth!!!! ............................................................ ...........
You Are 36% California
You're not from California - don't try to game this quiz! How California Are You?haha yeah im from cali!!! just not the usual one haha!!!