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~untitled~ by Alina Hymes 2008As I sit with my head tilted back,
I think.....Things can't get any worse than this.
My days are short and my nights are long,memories bliss.
"God, show me redemption",
Lead me,
Guide me to u.
Because I am somber and all my days seem so blue.
Tell me the truth...
I am not afraid.
But feeling so low in my life makes me not want to live another day.
Find me another way.....
I'm torn between two roads.
Should I stay, should I go?
Lord I don't know.....
Things seem to move slow.
Tell me this disaster ain't so, tell me I haven't loss control.
Confusion is my middle name.
And the only thing that keeps me sane is my heart,my pride, my joy....
NayShawn Amari Pannell, my baby boy.
Darkness has an overcasts this soul of mine.
And all I have left is this paper,this pen, and the words that I write.
PLEASE give me strenght to make me grow and learn better for my sake.
Cause I've taken all that I can take.
And my heart feels like it's gonna break.
Damn it's already broke.
My body is sluggish, tired like an attic on dope.
Where's my rope? My rope to pull me up out of this mess.
See I'm tiredof my life so these pills I put to the test....I'm gonna take em'
Then I'm no longer unhappy, I'm at peace and rest.....Ne-Yo - Closer