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if there's one women in mylife that i cud not afford to forget, ignore, it's my mother. i never knew any other women in my whole life as good, tough and perserverence as my mother. she is, undoubtedly a superwoman who always try to bright every single day of my life, and my family at large. i know i never be good enough for her, but i'll try the best as i can, still, in the end it will never be equaled to what she had done for me..i'm so touching in every way she raise the family, being the single bread winner. when she 1st held me in her arms, she felt madly in love with me... my point is that, i shall never forget my mother, for it was she who planted and nurtured the 1st seeds of good within me. she opened my heart to the impression of nature, she awakened my understanding and extended my horizon, and she percepts exerted an everlasting influence upon the course of my life.. i've already given so much trouble, which is so peculiar she can tolerate with, even with the most unacceptable one,and i cant afford to cause any pain to her heart. for every breath she ever breathed, every effort she ever made, every prayer she ever prayed, was for me. and the greatest thing i ever enjoyed in my life, is to have her as a mother.. to my mother...i tell u the truth.i have no thought, no feeling that i cant share with her..and she is like a second conscience to me, her eyes like a mirror of reflecting my own image......i'm not out to change the world, but if i can make a difference to one person, a child, or an animal, my life has not been in vain.it's not that i dont hate, but i choose not to hate.wouldnt it be tragic to be caught in that one negetive moment for the rest of my life? and i dont want all the answers.i would rather leave some thing, to the imagination..we have got to feed our dreams so that they can be real. and i dont want a miilion freinds but a few who make up the patches in my quilt.it's this quilt that comforts me, a multi-colored, multi-textured, quilt hand sewn over the years with love and patience.it's also this well-worn quilt that i will one day leave behind for others to enjoy and comfort them whenever they need it the most.. i read somewhere, when we r young we pray for time to pass faster, but when we r older, we pray for timeto slow down.now that i;m 21, i wish for time to come to a complete halt so that i can enjoy whatever youth i've left. but let's not digress into the lament of being old and have not enough time to enjoy life..angel