Torn...Jul 2, 2006 Its so hard for me to tell you this, because my heart is saying not to end the happiness. My hearts says to keep on trying, But my heart cant stand all the crying.Its hurting from the days spent all alone, Wondering what your doing while Im at home. I cant see you, so theres no reason to leave. No reason to make plans to do other things.So I just stay at home and do nothing but cry, Wishing I could take back all the little white lies. Wishing things were different than what they are, Waiting for nights to wish upon a star.And now Im struck and torn between two. Stay or leave? What am I suppose to do? Either way my feelings are going to be hurt. Parents who just dont understand just makes things worse!But could I hate the world for things brought upon myself? Theres no one to blame for my overall health.Mind, Body, Spirit; I will love you forever. Mind, Body, Spirit; Our times I will treasure.I love you always...and forever will! Just being with you made time stand still. I pray we get through all the mess, Get past everyone and all the stress! Theres only one thing I want in this life, Thats to be with youyour baby, your wife?