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I am so greatful for my life today. I spent years struggling and fighting the world, as I saw it to be my enemy. After many years of "doing IT my way" I finally asked for help from others and that is when I found the freedom that had been eluding me my whole life. Today I am truely a child that has been raised by a tribe. This tribe is from all walks of life and they have each come with gifts that I can never re-pay. The miracle is that for years I wanted to be "You" whoever you were because being me meant pain and anger and a wish to no longer be. Today I love who I am with all my faults and imperfections as this is what makes me human. I have gifts of great value and worth that I freely share with others today as they were freely given to me by those who cared to share them with me. Look for the miracle today that is how I try to live my day ( not that I always manage to do that) on the days that I forget to look up I struggle and stumble. However my creator loves me so much that I never stay down to long,as another person will always show up either the right words or act to remind me of who I am today. I am loved and cherished by many people today because I walk in grace with my Creator.Layout made by Mickie

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My daughter that I released for adoption. She was born on 11/08/1980 She was loved from the day she was concieved.A man named Nicky Cruz. He wrote a book called "The cross and the switch blade" this book impacted my life deeply as a child and even though I did not embrace all that this book had to offer, I never forgot the hope it gave me.
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My Blog

Yet another Death at the hand of Heroin

So Here we are entering a new year and I am already in grief. FUCK I HATE THIS!!!!!!! He was a good man who struggled just like the rest of us. i remember when he had just a couple of years and he was...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 23:27:00 GMT

Letting go of the need to know

Letting Go of the Need to Know By Hale Dwoskin I suffer, therefore I am. Years ago, during a Sedona Method course I was teaching, ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:32:00 GMT

Emotional Alchemy

by Dr. Jodi Prinzivalli http://www.energeticpsychology.com/teach_alchemy.htm Hidden within every negative feeling is the gem of its opposite. As human beings, we ten...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:22:00 GMT

Deep thought for the day

The Art of Not Being OffendedBy Dr.Jodi Prinzivalli------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------There is an ancient and well-kept secret to happiness which the Great...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:51:00 GMT

Thought’s on God

Thought's on God But we have forgotten God. We have forgotten the gracious Hand which preserved us in peace, and multiplied and enriched and strengthened us; and we have vainly imagined, in the decei...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 10:01:00 GMT

A teaching on self-sufficiency

..>..>If you think your security depends on your own self-sufficiency, then you are sadly mistaken. No human being on earth can become really secure by becoming self-sufficient. This applies not only ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 03:07:00 GMT

my bestfriend overdosed and died on 6-26-07

My bestfriend is gone! She made choices years ago and could not find her way back. I try to tell myself that she had the right to stay loaded and die that way if she wanted but the part  struggle...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 00:36:00 GMT

Why do I complicate it, it really is that easy

Ahhhhh, let's see here,whose day shall I make? Whose week? Year? Entire life? Whose thoughts shall I endow with the power to become all things? Who will be made invincible to every challenge, and ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:30:00 GMT

I scared, OK I SAID IT I am scared

I can't seem to get my footing. It feels like everytime I take a strong step forward, the ground beneath my feet starts to eroad away and I loose my balance. I have this major fear of falling do...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:40:00 GMT

TRUST, PAUSE, LET GO

Have you ever had one of those days where you are so greatful to have it come to an end? There was some pain and fear of the unknown. Then once again my creator rode in and said "Oh no child, It's not...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 00:05:00 GMT