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About Me

for starters my name is Samantha... but everyone either calls me Sam or Sammy... n then the occasional interesting ones like sammy samsonite, bonquisha, n for sum reason i tend to get a lot of "dork" =]... but other than that... im 20 years old as of august 10th! [time flys by so fast wen ur standin still...] i'm a college student sumewhere in between Long Beach State and Cerritos College... just tryin to find out where it is I really wanna be... I figure if it take me a while at least it took me a while to get where I wanted rather than just a few quick years to get sumewhere i don't want to be... I really do love the whole cosmetology thing tho... love doing hair, make-up, nails...etc... all that good stuff...=] sooo we'll see what happens... besides that tryin to get my tech license for pharmacy at the moment... hey its good to have connections from all types of businesses rite ::wink::
jeez its like life story rite there huh?? =] i forgot to say all the nice things like im nice and friendly,lol, u know all that good stuff..

My Interests

people...yeah i guess more than nething jus their mindsets... n personalities... like sum folks all i can do is just wonder... dont kno if thats good or bad... but either way what can be more interesting than society itself... u got multitudes of differences that cant even be measured... maybe im just easily amazed

I'd like to meet:

if i had my choice... i wanna say jason mamoa but i think id have one of those stupid groupie moments where im jumpin up n down n crying n then i faint... so idk... i've met sum pretty interesting people so far in life... all of them to the extremes n so far i cant really complain...
tim rozon too hes gorgeous...

Music:

reggae n dancehall are my heart! =] but i do love r&b! hip-hop! umm alternative... i guess pretty much any genre just gotta be the beat or the lyrics or sumething that grabs my attention n then i'm all ears!

Heroes:

first and foremost my mom because without her i wouldnt be alive today... n even still i wouldn't be the woman im growing n learning each day to be... we all have our faults but she taught me to be stronger than most... and when all else fails she taught me that no matter where im at in life or where i'm heading that i can turn to God and know that he's always there by my side... n for that i thank Him and Her. Also my pops "Chief"[r.i.p] because he taught me how to accept people for who they are n not what they appear to be... n he showed me how to care about people and taught me what compassion was... he taught me most of all how to have a heart and how to use it to its fullest ability...

My Blog

tired of being a toy...

i'm tired of feeling like woody when buzz came around... whether u realize it or not i do have feelings too... i cry, i laugh, i smile, i love, but most of all i feel... im not just an emotionless toy...
Posted by .sam. on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:36:00 PST

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It's really refreshing to see this page... blank spots.. followed by endless thoughts... all flowing out on the page... mechanized by more than just fingers and these keys... but by the unconcious... ...
Posted by .sam. on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:52:00 PST

do u?

i was sad.but its only been two days. imagine when i dont get to see you all the time. i really wonder if u miss me too. r u thinkin of me? i hope im not just wishing that u do. i never have take...
Posted by .sam. on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 02:15:00 PST

thinkin bout u...

sometimes it feels okay... other times like a nightmare i keep reliving it everyday sometimes i go to sleep and in between my dreams you finally come to me sometimes i see you, not a night but in earl...
Posted by .sam. on Mon, 14 May 2007 01:24:00 PST

gone...just like that...

took it off cuz u couldnt stand to see it nemore... think u got it all now and its over and done wit... maybe u shoulda left it where it was and not got rid of it... maybe it woulda helped keep u stra...
Posted by .sam. on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST

bak where i started...

what can i say im bak here again
Posted by .sam. on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:52:00 PST

love...what does it matter nemore....

what does it matter if love cant change a thing it shouldnt matter when it doesnt mean a thing i feel it i just cant see it maybe thats the problem its like speakin but not doin talkin but not w...
Posted by .sam. on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:37:00 PST

lOOkiin fEr a LiL inSpirAtiOn

sometimes we just need to be inspired, inspired to act, inspired to see, n times inspired to even wanna breathe... i mean i take a step back n look at my life... wonder wut it is im doing wit it... in...
Posted by .sam. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 06:24:00 PST

..FiRsT TiMe..

First Time- COREY [dedicated to MEEH!! haha suckers! =] ] Still remember when I first saw her face it was just your average day it was May or maybe June I think I remember, I ran home and told my mom ...
Posted by .sam. on Wed, 10 May 2006 10:19:00 PST

...SAY SUMEFIN! ...

- if U got sumefin 2 say... SAY IT - TELL the "truth"... it'll get U where U really need to be in life... - DONT be soo worried about hurtin people... just say wut u gotta say... cuz "T...
Posted by .sam. on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 01:10:00 PST