goodbye grandma - two deaths and a messed up me |
you know, i wonder what's wrong with me... at times, i feel more digitally emotional and "with it" than actually so in the real, physical world. the same week my grandmother dies i experience another ... Posted by on Wed, 23 Dec 2009 20:58:00 GMT |
the mindflush |
you know, that previous entry wasn't really 100% sincerely my stance on...well... the world, but it's what i felt at the time i wrote it. like the title implies, it was a bit of a mindflush. I just ha... Posted by on Wed, 18 Nov 2009 20:10:00 GMT |
romerica --- [yet another succint rant. blah.] |
we are rome.we walk the planet unharmed,our people ignore injustice,our leaders quietly controlled.our gods are many.some flicker before us,enshrined in our homes,while others take shape within.it mak... Posted by on Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:22:00 GMT |
as whomever intended |
as whomever intendedthere are no lines in a natural rainbowas with the periods in life when things changeyou might think or feel stuck in a perimeterbut really you've transitionedi wonder which color ... Posted by on Sun, 08 Nov 2009 18:29:00 GMT |
the lights are on, but |
inescapable centeryou feel so distant nowbroken pieces togetherno glue to affix them soundspinning muddy circlesconfusion and regretcyclic as the daysthe months the next...a lit vacant shellsometimes ... Posted by on Thu, 05 Nov 2009 17:45:00 GMT |
breakthrough |
breakthroughyou can read all you wantself help, spirituality, anythingbut you're the one holding yourself backboxed into my glass elevatorhigh above Wonka's factoryi feared my gravitous freedomalasi f... Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:55:00 GMT |
It's dusty in here! |
Holy cannoli, it's been a while... thanks Brian for commenting on my previous blog (i'll call you soon, man). My last post may only be a month or two ago but it feels like a long time ago. I guess you... Posted by on Sat, 15 Aug 2009 10:03:00 GMT |
the end of a personal fight, and a perspective |
So after much thought and discussion with Diane, I think I need to get some help. It takes a lot for me to admit this, but I need to check up on myself. I feel like I don't have any love for myself an... Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 07:35:00 GMT |
alarming stuff |
Hi all,I just wanted to point out how disgusting the whole global warming thing is. I believe that there is a problem at the center of it all. But then all the businessman and whores moved in and put ... Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 07:52:00 GMT |
a week-old poem left out of the package |
silence yourselfbecause words don't agreestop yourselffrom thinking logicallytrap yourselfwith strange mental lawlook at yourselfare you a macaw?where's your word?your opinion on what matters?don't yo... Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 10:20:00 GMT |