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About Me

Let's see... I'm 5'4", green eyes, brown facial hair... hah, just kidding... Anyway...
Right now I'm going to ITT Tech for Visual Communications, which is just a fancy way of saying graphic design. When I'm not in school, I'm usually working, but on the off chance I have a day off from both... you'll most likely find me at home, locked in my room with my headphones blaring, thus no point in knocking, cause I won't hear you!! ^_^ I'm a music FREAK. Even if I don't have my headphones on, chances are, I have some song or other playing in my head.
I try to be as random as possible, cause whatever doesn't confuse you makes you smarter... I love random facts about ALMOST anything. Seriously... if you come at me with, like, the origin of spinach or something... I'll walk away. I don't care if you're mid-sentence. I'm friggin' hilarious... I'm not just saying that, I have people who will back me up.
I love to smile, although it doesn't happen often. I love to dance, which happens VERY often. I sing when I think no one's listening... even though I usually find out that someone is. I don't sing in the shower as much as I used to, but it's cause I shower when people are sleeping.
There are times when I'm rude, just cause I feel like being so... and times when I'm super nice... for the same reason.
You'll never be able to tell if I'm making fun of you for real, or if I'm just in it for shits 'n' giggles. Only I will ever know. If I do make fun of you, don't take it to heart... no single opinion should make you change how you see yourself. I've learned that the only way possible... experience.
I love the smells of cotton candy & vanilla... but the two combined are like heaven. It's like a friggin' nose buffet. I don't like most men's cologne. I'd almost rather smell their sweat. (keyword ALMOST)
Most of the time I seem like a very outgoing person, but it really depends on the time and place. I'm not easiy offended, but I'm easily broken-hearted. I almost literally wear my heart on my sleeve. I've thought about it at times... <3 But then, why wear something that is so easily destroyed. I'll admit, I'm really self-conscious around guys I like. I've been rejected so many times my self-esteem has gone out the window.
So, to those friends who tell me I'm beautiful... Thanks, but that lie goes in one ear and out the other now.
If you've actually taken the time to read this whole thing... you now know a FRACTION of who I REALLY am.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Robert Pattinson more than any other... Jared Leto, Hugh Laurie, My father... haha... just kidding, I know him.

They say that a woman tends to look for a guy who is similar to her father. I think if that's true, I'm going to have a really hard time trying to find someone, because there is no one in the world as great as my dad was.

I'd like to meet anyone that can keep up with my sense of humor without getting offended. Someone who will keep me laughing even when all I want to do is cry; who will say just the right thing to turn a crap day into gold. Someone to give me butterflies (the good kind); to stand in the rain with, just cause we can. Someone who is a child at heart like me, but not childish.
If you like the same music as me, I'm always willing to talk. Other than that, I'd just like to meet some new friends, or just catch up with the old ones...

My Blog

This Is Me... Getting Over You.

I've come to a realization about myself. I fall way too freaking hard, way too fast, way way way too easily; that in itself is a bad thing, but to add to it I fall for people I never would have any ty...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 19:31:00 GMT

I Cry Myself to Sleep

If anyone actually reads this, I'll be surprised... but in such case, I will let you know that this particular blog is aimed at one person. You won't know who they are, because I don't plan on mention...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 03:35:00 GMT

I Can’t Find the Words to Tell You

I look so deep into your eyesAnd wonder how my life flew byNever knowingNever knowing you were there I’m buried deep inside your armsAnd wonder what could be the harmAlways wantingAlways wanting...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:31:00 GMT

Happiness Comes In Bursts

Today ended up being not so bad. Apologies were made and I don't feel so sick to my stomach anymore. I think tomorrow might be a good day. Here's hoping! ~Hasta Luego~
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 22:11:00 GMT

Total crap

I totally fucked things up beyond all recognition. No amount of apologizing will make up for the shit I have caused lately.
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 22:01:00 GMT

When I Look At You Funny, I Want to Kiss You

There are days when I just feel like giving up. Days when I feel like nothing else can go wrong; days when I feel like I’ve lost. I do my best to keep from crying and yet, my best is rarely enou...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:44:00 GMT

A Little Food for my Empty Thoughts

You arent going to be her first, her last, or her only. She’s loved before, she will love again, but if she loves you now what else matters? Shes not perfect. You arent either, and the two of yo...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:11:00 GMT

A Couple Poems, and a Song

You and I   You made me feel beautiful For just a little while And in those few moments I just had to smile You made me feel wonderful For a little bit of time And in those few moments I though...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:10:00 GMT

When You’re Gone

I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the st...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 16:16:00 GMT

Cupid Truly Bites the Curb

Ok, so I've virtually given up on EVER having someone for Valentine's Day. Today is one of those few days a year I dread, because I'm never happy. I think cupid decided to shoot me, and then forgot th...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:24:00 GMT