Walking Past the Looking Glass |
Walking past the Looking Glass seeing your face.
Seeing wat once was. Wishing i had the chance to say
show you how i really feel inside.
Youve been gone a long wile.
Walking alone crying...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:21:00 PST |
ramblings thoughts feelings from time space that cannot be explained till you walk it with me |
To the dreams i once had crushed by the one that thinks hes all there. Im nothing but a shell of wat i once was. how can i really be more then this. How am i suppose to live with the bullshit Called M...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 09:50:00 PST |
traveld a few thousand miles |
Well im no longer in Duluth. Was really sad to go everyone but i had to for reasons i cannot explain here. ILL miss you all very much. Hugs im in oklahoma now. Im thinking at least of goi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 02:49:00 PST |
Angel of LIfe and Death |
Beyond the Perception of Normal Reality I see the crow flying. Calling me name. Beckoning me unto itself. The death of a love. The Life a demon. I become the one to walk between. Light and Dark.
Wat a...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 10:27:00 PST |
Makes me wonder Are most of them Real Friends or Simple Freinds!!!!!! |
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens yourrefrigerator and helps himself. A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 07:21:00 PST |
I stand Alone |
I walk on by you dont say my name.
Like a shaterd building you no longer see
We hardly talk
do you Hate me
IM left alone in this reality of constant nightmares
so alone in space and tim*e
Wandering th...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 27 Sep 2005 10:42:00 PST |
Pounding thrashing as it Gets stronger |
Anxiety becomes stronger
So alone
Like Huricane in my Path
Killing
I am Lonelyness
Am i alive
Im Crazy maybe
Hating to be around
Thousands of crashing waves in my heads
Confusing washes over me
I...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 06:43:00 PST |
Watching waiting Feeling and Bleeding (my new poem) |
I see Lost beyond the passage of time outside of everyone elses reality. Being Left Behind. I can do Nothing , But EmBrace the Fact of it All.
MY family will be gone. my freinds are distant i dont ge...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 05:43:00 PST |
My big emo poem (standing at the sink ready to slice) |
Standing at the Sink
Ready to Slice
Wanting the pain
To stream out the Wounds
Watching as the aching pain of my heart
Pours from me.
Will it ever go away.
The ones i truly love reject me.
Maybe i s...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 05:34:00 PST |
Come one come Alll The Big Fairy turns 24 |
Well my bday party is on sundayevenig aroudn 5 ish at bretts place. There will be some food. If any of you is interested in going loet me know also saturday night me and few others are goi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
