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a nervous smile

.. ..Let me guess, Sandworms, You hate Em' too?

About Me

Pushing the sticks right into myself I got no way to control this I need the pain more than anything I need to feel I'm alive -MnemicSo bury fear, for fate draws near And hide the signs of pain With noble acts, the bravest souls Endure the heart's remains Discard regret, that in this debt A better world is made That children of a newer day might remember And avoid our fate -The Cruxshadows <a href="http://myspace.nuclearcentury.com" style="position:absolute; z-index:9; top:0px; left:50%; margin-left:-235px; width:80px; height:15px; background-image:url

My Interests

Music, Books, Cooking, Friends, Sleeping, Digital Photography, B/W Photography, Art, and concerts/shows

I'd like to meet:


Music:

Amorphis, (HED) p.e. , Suicidal Tendencies, Tiamat, The Cruxshadows, Megadeth, Manson, Powerman 5000, Skid Row, Bauhaus, The Cure, Siousxie, Mortiis, Pitbull Daycare, sisters of Mercy, The NiN,Heaven Shall Burn, Bleeding Through, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Premonitions of War, On the Horizon, Jars of Clay, Seven Day Jesus,THE WHO, Crossbreed, DeadtoFall, undo Tommorrow,Blood for Blood, Chunsa(RIP), Ministry, Satyricon, Days of the New, Walls of Voodoo, Systematic, Kid Rock(Yea Its true), PIniata, Devil Driver,Alien Ant Farm, Murderdolls,Hatebreed, Joy Division, Echo and the Bunnymen,Coal Chamber, Dope, OLD Drowning Pool, Poison, heart, Android Lust, Lycia, Vanity Beach, Type-o-Negative, Burning Brides, birthday Massacre, The Last Dance, Six Feet Under, IParasite, OPETH,Rob Zombie, Hanoi Rocks, Ohgr, Counting Crows, Drive by Truckers, Alice In Chains, Rush, New Order,LoveSpiralsDownwards, Between the Buried and Me, Zyklonn, Kolobos, Le Meu Le Purr, Assembledge 23, Electric Hellfire Club, Thrill Kill Kult, Skinny Puppy, Collide, Bow Ever Down, My Ruin, PigFace, Attrition, Crocodile Shop, The Shroud, Ego Likeness,

Movies:

Labyrinth, Demolition Man,24 hour Party People, Go, The Attic Expiditions, Dead Poets Society, Drop Dead Fred, The Neverending Story,

Television:

Couplings, Futurama, Wondershowzen, The venture Brothers, Entourage ..

Books:

The Adventures of Conrad Stargard, The Incarnations of Immortality, The Stainless Steel Rat, The Phantom Tollbooth, Timeline, When Will Jesus Bring the Porkchops?, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Brave New World, Xanth series

Heroes:

Orpheus...Greek Mythology

My Blog

saturday nights

most depressing nights around. Nothing to do, nowhere to go. I miss home. I miss feeling welcomed I miss being able to just relax. I hate the military, I hate all of its attributes,I miss feeling need...
Posted by a nervous smile on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 01:25:00 PST

One of those days

You know those days when you feel like everything has been going your way and then...poof... it all just turns away and you don't know anymore. Thats today. Im sick of everything and Im so tired of ev...
Posted by a nervous smile on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 10:43:00 PST

I AM FROM CHICAGO-Thanks to Tobin.

I say "yeah" and "practice" totally normal.Seven million people talk just like me.I go to the original House of Blues.I know why it's called the "Windy City."Buckingham is a fountain, not a palace.I k...
Posted by a nervous smile on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 11:12:00 PST

Cyberman Tattoo

Yea, Still working on the Horror movie/sci-fi sleeve....So Far I have pinhead, Freddy, and now ive got an army of Cybermen right about my elbow pit on the front of my arm, along with the cybernetik fa...
Posted by a nervous smile on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 02:06:00 PST

10 randoms

. Im not confined to a scene, I am what I am, I dig hardcore, country, rap, Pop, Punk, Metal, Speed, Power, Thrash, you name it, I cant decide, So I show a little of everything to everyone... Everyone...
Posted by a nervous smile on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 05:19:00 PST

Black And Blue

Fading everything to black and blue You look a lot like you Shatter in the blink of an eye You keep sailing right on through Every time you say you're learning You just look a lot like me Pale under t...
Posted by a nervous smile on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:01:00 PST

Another one of those Cure moods...

yeah this is how it ends after all these yearstired of it allhopelessly helplessly broken aparthe finally fallshe doesn’t want to thinkdoesn’t want to feeldoesn’t want to know what&r...
Posted by a nervous smile on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 05:02:00 PST

i am winterborn

Well figurativly. - become a seamen recruit tomarrow and from that point I will become a brand new person. I love everyone, thank you all for everything. What better way to end this all then seeing In...
Posted by a nervous smile on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 09:37:00 PST

im leavin here.

my last weekend has arrived! I've got three days left, well two and a half I suppose. All I know is that I'm pretty hyped up and can't stop thinking about how different everything is going to be. Oh y...
Posted by a nervous smile on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 05:18:00 PST

dont want to wake up again

So you know when thigs start to go down and you can feel them, but you dont do anything, and just let it play out by ear....what usually happens,? no good. Well, Ive been playing it by ear now for a w...
Posted by a nervous smile on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:27:00 PST