back home... |
just breathe. in. out. just breathe. is all u have to do. u'd think it would be better being home. but with my job, i have a LOT of free time. time to think. what if... hey... i bet... u know... i sho...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 02:19:00 GMT |
rise and fall, part 2 |
so, where was i? oh yes, we were in love and nothing was wrong. or nothing other than the things i mentioned in the last blog.okay, so i shouldn't have lied. lies are cracks in the foundation of trust...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 08:42:00 GMT |
the rise and fall of an empire... |
i haven't blogged in quite some time...i hardly know where to begin...i met this woman online, and we became friends. then i started flirting with her, even though she was married. i knew it was wrong...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 20:01:00 GMT |
love is... |
Kerry... baby, if ur reading this, i love you so very fucking much! i love the feeling, when i am lying in bed, and ur right next to me. i love it when u touch my face. i love it when you blow me...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 21:23:00 GMT |
yet fucking again... |
i have tried and tried. to no avail. i give up. as many times as it has come to this, i may as well just sit tight, and embrace it. no more running, trying to get away from it. there is no rampart lef...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 20:40:00 GMT |
things in this world |
please take my eyes
please take them from me
for there's things in this world
i will never again again see
please take my mouth
leave me as a freak
for there's things in my head
i shall never again sp...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 19:23:00 GMT |
so, got my head outta my ass... |
was temporarily messed up, but now i have realized a few things, and now, back on the right track. fell so very hard and fast, that when i hit bottom, my legs broke. but thank god my arms were lrft in...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:47:00 GMT |
everything is once again as it should be.. |
FUCKED! i know not why it has to always return to this. what have i done to deserve this... why cant things go right FOR JUST FUCKING ONE TIME? all of my life i have tried to do what is right. b...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 16:27:00 GMT |
couldn’t hide for long... |
for once, yet again, they have come for me. i knew i couldn't elude them for long, but i hoped. i thought sobriety would hide me, shelter me from them. was i ever wrong. it just makes them come f...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:05:00 GMT |
so, this is what is happening in the world of I AM ME... |
things are going rather well as of late. work is going okay, although we lost the new guy tonight, but quickly replaced him. i think he is going to work out fine. my son is doing exceptionally well in...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 23:09:00 GMT |
