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SLAVE_SCREAMS [{(tragedy_kween_o_Happy)}]

all we ever wanted was everything, all we ever got was cold

About Me


Why do i give valuable time to people that i'd much rather kick in the eye?
Oh you know who you are!
Im currently a student of film/ animation. Im into all things arty and/or dark and/or stupid. ... i heart photoshop/ imageready, macs and finalcut and aftereffects. I not so heart cinema4d and flash. I recently completed a four year course of art school (major b&w photography ). I love what you can do with computers... but i will always hold a special place in my heart for fine arts Here's my deviant address. Not much up there yet.... but hopefully soon!!! madams-of-macabre.deviantart.com
Im spending this time of my life studying so that hopefully one day I can support myself financially doing something I enjoy which is mentally aswell as creatively stimulating. Im not religious in any way.... although i do think honesty, honour, trust , respect etc are very important virtues to live by.
I do like to aknowledge and be conscious of the natural cycles and rythyms of the earth aka the moon, the seasons etc.....and the impact this bears on my life. Spirals and repetition- im all about it! Repetition of colours, of patterns, of images, in music. Im prone to playing a section of a song over and over and over till i can hear it louder in my head than out- hence the love for industrial music. Music music music........just as important and influential to me as art. From the age of 7 i was trained in classical violin (Suzuki). I like all sorts of music..... industrial, metal- of all sorts, electronica, darkwave, 80's pop.

My Interests


aaron, andrea, animation, art, anime, candles, design, dancing, diary's, disney, dolls, dressing up,
escapism, expression, film , fire twirling, hugs, insence, live bands, photography, printmaking (screen, lino, wood etc) lists, sleeping, perfume,

things (i like things - but not stuff!), smiles, reading, wolves, yoga, cg and sfx, theatrical makeup,

I'd like to meet:


Please dont bother adding me if your a band
people i want to hear from list as follows. not necessarily in this order
#people i actually know... you know like.. in "REAL" life....
%people who share common themes/ goals /interests ....
@people who think im so brilliant they want to give me a job ......
so ... unless you fall into one of these categories (or you have an exceptional excuse) please dont bother messaging me
dont waste both our times

Music:

nin, tool, a perfect circle, bauhaus, david bowie, the smiths, rammstein, manson, deftones, isis, sisters of mercy, MSI, skinny puppy, kmfdm, nin, vnv nation depeche mode, placebo, orgy, the red paintings, vast, stabbing westward, fantomas, type o negative, nin, tori amos, the tea party, joy division, pink floyd, INXS, dresden dolls, enigma, micheal jackson, talking heads, siouxsie and the bansheescurrently listening to: tapping the vein, and wumpscut

Movies:

the princess bride , velvet goldmine, blade runner, spirited away, daria, donnie darko, dogma, run lola run, animatrix, the secretary, disney classics (alice in wonderland ..

Books:

anything to do with the female experience, jungian and/or freudian physcology ...mmm.... and othhhhheeeeeerrrrr stuff neil gaiman, jhonen vasquez officially currently reading: 1984 ..... still. kind off. must pick up book and read.... unofficially reading :anything she can do, i can do better (i blame my mum)

Heroes:

some people i admire / gain inspiration from etc include.... BIll Henson, H.R. Giger, Barbera Krueger, andy warhol, Roy Lichtenstein, Niagara (pure underworld pop espec.) erwin olaf , maynard james keenan, trent reznor

My Blog

Events

Dalai Lama talk (peace through inner peace) and tribute concert - 15th June.The Domain. Free. 2-6.30pmDalai Lama talk (The Power of Compassion) -16th June. The Domain Free. 10-11.30amThe Red Paintings...
Posted by deviantTART on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 01:45:00 PST

i am awsome

i just came home to find the salt and pepper in the fridge and now im eating toast and using my diary as a plate*sigh*i need to be in some kind of "home"for mothers day i saw my mumi cried and she bou...
Posted by deviantTART on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:20:00 PST

nine inch nails

oh, yeah i saw them. wednesday night!!!!!!! fucking awsome. it made my shitty year. 'parently there coming back in september. that will make it almost a good year.fuck yeah. total fan girl moment........
Posted by deviantTART on Sun, 13 May 2007 12:59:00 PST

semi-permanent

Tiffany BozicJames JeanMethod Studioswootyeahfor i was there!!!!!
Posted by deviantTART on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:20:00 PST

somewhere else

i wanna be somewhere else by myselfnot hereand maybe not me wow, i should be a poet
Posted by deviantTART on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:26:00 PST

optimism was a BAD choice

THEY were prolly right all along.... they just wanted to save you from the hassel of failingcause no one like to see other people get dissapointedoptimism was a BAD choicethe glass was half emptywith ...
Posted by deviantTART on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:43:00 PST

grrrrrrrrrr...........

some cunt tried to tell me i cant do somethingeven though i canand that pisses me offcause nowim gonna do it to prove them wrong and not solely because i want toand that pisses me off so am i pissed o...
Posted by deviantTART on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:10:00 PST

neuwerld order

im going to live on another planetwherethere is lots of hugsand electronic musicand i get to make art all day longand nobody will ever feel sador angry or aloneor maybe we could even be just contentfi...
Posted by deviantTART on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:30:00 PST

i hate quizzzes... that dont tell me what i want to hear

i was bored last night and did a couple of quizzes online..... what type of girl am i?well apparently im Goth 100%Slut 63%Nerdy Girl 44%Loser 38%Popular Bitch 31%Hippy 25%........THEY LIE..... i am NO...
Posted by deviantTART on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 12:16:00 PST

optimism is a better choice. Melbourne. 07

I had the great fortune of spending 3 weeks in Melbourne over the 06/07 summer break with my dear friend Jeanne (the partner of my late grandfather)I managed to escape all the x-mas craziness, spend a...
Posted by deviantTART on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 04:52:00 PST