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About Me

Some people sing my praises while others curse the day that they met me...and they all have good reason to feel the way that they do. I've been a liar, a thief, and a cheat. I've been a slut, a saint, and a tease. I've been a drunk, a bum, and a junkie. I've been a best friend and a worst enemy. Out of all the chaos, though, came my two beautiful daughters...and she has grounded me in a way that I could've never imagined. I've found peace in being a mother, a determined provider, and a responsible creature. I've found a strange comfort in the "ordinary". I've been fortunate in that my experiences have been so varied and all-encompassing. (I never do anything half-assed.) Even though I've been to the darkest corners of the world, I am so thankful for what I've stumbled upon and into because it has all shaped the woman that I've become. I have no regrets. All of these things paved the way to my happiness.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've got the kindest most beautiful man in the world...and I intend on keeping him. So, needless to say, I'm not searching for anything remotely like a relationship. As far as meeting new people...I can't allow room for irresponsibility in any potential friendships. A sense of humor, as well as a secure sense of self and personal style, is a must. Originality goes an awfully long way with me. Focus and direction are essential character traits I look for as well. There is a time to be silly and a time to be serious. I appreciate people who can tell the difference between the two.

My Blog

when i wasn't looking

with hesitation i take a deep breath and will my eyes to open my lips are pursed from anticipation my stomach and fists clenched from memory but i find that he's a mere human when he touches me i feel...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 12:34:00 GMT

bliss

he laid beneath me spent and satisfied his body limp beneath a blanket of damp tangled hair i felt the breath as it whispered past his slightly parted lips bringing  my senses to a slow boil we r...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 12:28:00 GMT

charm

you've always had a charm since the first night, the first kiss i've seen you now in every light in every sick condition and you're always under the sun you always seem to shine and sometimes the glar...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 12:12:00 GMT

silence never allows broken hearts to heal

i believed all your lies, that my judgment was sound i guess it must've been the sex that kept me around you made me stand on weak legs though i was tired of falling down and my heart's become cold...
Posted by on Sun, 01 May 2005 14:55:00 GMT

elusive (incomplete)

she was elusive through her secrets and he guessed his way to shame how could this woman who seemed to love him cause his heart to feel such pain? now he'd rather walk on razors than walk that la...
Posted by on Sun, 01 May 2005 14:44:00 GMT

cheater (updated song version)

young and raw a slave to your touch ashes to ashes and dust to dust i'm a poet i'm inspired i'm drunk on your skin our bodies wrap together tangling with sin i can't tell where i sto...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Mar 2005 15:02:00 GMT

adam and eve...in my head

i don't even know your face but i see you in every set of eyes i gaze into no matter the colour or what they can express i feel the same hard cock with every thrust and your breath always feels ho...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Feb 2005 08:10:00 GMT

tonight i pray

have you seen the midnight sky tonight those thick clouds lazily rolling by like god doesn't have a care in the world i wonder if he sees my crystal tears i'm just one in a sea of souls down here ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:51:00 GMT

cruel world

blisters cover these handsraised and knuckles bleedingi've been pushing walls againpushing buttons and the limitsi've been craving the resistancebut the bar is set too highvelvet covered and way too f...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Oct 2004 15:39:00 GMT

erasing you

the air hangs between usheavy like a corpsedead like a corpsei have to avert my eyes to keep from throwing fistsi have to pretend that you never wereeven though the sound of your breathing distracts m...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Oct 2004 03:41:00 GMT