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About Me

When I was at my weakest, And I had given in Some had counted me out, Some rejoiced in my failures The few that believed, Gave me power and life, Gave me strength with their trust, Surrounding me with lightNo limit to what can be achieved MIND OVER ALL Power that has yet to be seen MIND OVER ALL End the instability, Stare now into gloryi have two cats that i absolutley adore, they consume most of my life.....

My Interests

Here I am Exposed in my brokenness Here I am Screaming these words It's all I ever known of serenity Here I am Telling my pain, bearing my soul to the world Here I am Venting on this page, flawed and insecure no more Here I am coming clean with myself, knowing that this time would come Here I am

I'd like to meet:

to reflect is to regret throwing it all away and apathy my one way Street it took so much from me separated by this divide I created Through my fears and in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and Tell deaf ears if we can make it through the landslide standing we'll Lift each other up to see the bliss on the horizon been looking In from the outside lately I've seen who I used to be and it's not me And we can keep healing and we can keep holding on I just want to take You where our time won't be waste anymore through the mountains on the Water we'll stay engulfed in one another and when I can wake up to see the Sunrise in your eyes and we'll finally be free I'll know I've made it home so lets go out west And bask in the overcast and walking through the rain we'll see the Beauty in life again

Music:

my taste in music is very wide... i love metal, hardcore, emo, indie, underground hip hop, drum and bass, break beats, IDM. id list all of the bands i listen to, but im sure no one really wants to read about it. if you do care, feel free to ask.My Current playlist:ligiea, deadhearts, bury your dead, carpathian, i killed the prom queen, all that remains, terror, etid, inflames, blah blah blah

Movies:

i watch alot of movies....i love silly comedies, horrors flicks (especially the cheesey ones), and bad action movies( like the ones with dolph lundgren, eric roberts, and arnold i watch very few dramas...they are too depressing. 300 WAS THE SHIT BITCH!

Television:

ummmmm...i really like heroes!

Heroes:

my mother, for those of my friends that have met her know what a kind woman she is. within the past few months i have almost lost my mother multiple times, she is still in critical condition due to her liver. she may live, she may die, but i will never forget the morals and ethics that she has taught me. if you believe in that sort of thing, pray for her. thank you.

My Blog

fresh thoughts

life is a funny thing. nothing in it ever follows a plan that you think you may have foreseen. every day is a new day, every encounter is a chance to start anew.  bad moods are just ruts we allow...
Posted by ad astra per aspera on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 04:24:00 PST

in the meantime

why is life so complex? why does it need to put you through constant trials? all i know is that there isnt any easy way out of any situation, everything is connected to a lesson of sorts..... im just ...
Posted by ad astra per aspera on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 06:11:00 PST