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ell sea

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I'm not here to impress you. I don't care what people think.

I'll listen to what someone has to say, although I may not agree& if someone tells me to do something I most likly won't do it. I usually find myself doing the complete opposite just for spite.

I need help. I just don't want it. I guess you could say that because I am pretty confident with my life the way that it is. I have great friends and they can always put a smile on my face. I have one best friend and I am the only person in the world who can tell how she is feeling by her facial expressions. haha.

I absoutly love music, it has taken over my life!!!! ha and along with that I love to dance!! If I said I love to have a good time it would be an understatement. I drive on enthuisiam. I am always up for anything&&everything. and Although I don't surf I am absoutly in love with it and I feel that the beach is my true home. & I'm the kind of girl who never regrets her past and I learn from it no matter how hard it may seem..but in reality shit happens and and life goes on knowing there is a bright side to everything. Hence, everything happens for a reason. That is why I'm never mad. I don't believe in anger. I believe in being disappointed not angry only for one reason & that is because life is to short. Anger causes you to lose your sence of reality and people tend to make themselfs appear to be a lot stupider than they truly are. & also I don't like being mad because it takes away the time you could be enjoying yourself.

I'm tiny and I kinda like it.

I'm not cocky. I'm confident. As a matter of fact I am actually quite modest.

I have recently learned a huge lesson in my life and that is to own your life. Worry about yourself, do things for you not for anyone else. You come first. && always follow your gut feeling...It is never wrong. (I'd like to thank someone for helping me learn that the hard way...so thank you hopefully you know who you are)

My perspective on life is that it is all one long adventure and the best part of it is living your own journey day by day and expexting the unexpected. Wherever you want to go...You will be there. Life is full of suprises and I sure do love them.

Im most afraid of being alone, even though I like being by myself. My core problems start with lonliness, becuase in life, i dont want to be left alone. But im working on it, because i truely am an independent person, when it comes to most things. I don't hate anyone..there are people that I may not necessicarily like but hate is a strong word and I try my hardest to keep it out of my vocabulary. There is a difference between liking someone and having respect for someone. I have respect for everyone but there are a select few who I actually do like. I'm not mean & I could never do something to intentionally hurt someone.

I laugh all the time, even when I shouldn't.

Most of all i believe in myself. I believe in fait, because I feel ive expeirienced it first hand. I also believe that one day we will some how find peace and everyone will somehow feel love. I'm a good person at heart. . And although I put up a rough exterior,I really am nice,and I have a really good heart, I promise.

I want to know what its like to feel truely infinate, just being able to put all feelings aside and love yourself in that one perfect moment of complete bliss, where nothing can touch you.

I want to change the world, or at least my world, and the peoples lives who live in it. I mostly just want to make everyone happier, I basically thrive on it- even if I forget my own happiness in the process. But I am happy.

I take mental pictures. And I sing songs in my head to go along with the moments in my life.

You may underestimate me, but im a smart girl.

I really like analyzing things. And when i grow up, i want to be able to analyze my life in one single sentence. I want to remember each and every moment, especially the ones i have now. Because now, the days are good and long, and thats how i want to remember my life. I believe that each person ive loved or cared for will somehow come back into my life in the future and change it in someway. I may not know a lot about everything. but the part of everything that i do know about is people. I know alot of poeple, but the ones i love are extra important to me because of that.

I truly believe that: -dissappointment is hypocrytical, -lemons can cure all heart breaks, -love is harder than hallmark makes it out to be && -smiling is the best thing you could do for yourself..so smile!!! ;]

Love is my religion.

&& I think that if my life were a movie, it would be my absolute favorite one.& TAYLOR SNYDER3

Music:

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Movies:

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Television:

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Books:

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Heroes:

TAYLOR SNYDER JENN CATENA!/b/

My Blog

one thing i need to say to someone but never will 2007

- write the one thins you need to say to someone but most likly never will - dont say who they are - never discuss it again 1. We've talked for hours until we've looked at the clock and...
Posted by ell sea on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 02:39:00 PST

NEWWWW! about me. updated: 3/20/07

Name:Laura Caitlin CatenaBirthdate:November 6, 1990Birthplace:Livingston, NJCurrent Location:Jack and Ellens (grandparends hahah)Eye Color:light brownHair Color:brownHeight:5' 1Weight:93Piercings:a fe...
Posted by ell sea on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 12:29:00 PST

TURN ONS/OFFS

A REALLY TALL GUY: idk i'm pretty short hhahaA SMART GUY: onA GUY WHOS NICE TO ADULTS: onA LOUD CRAZY GUY: in moderation A GHETTO GUY: dependsA GOTHIC GUY: offA PREPPY GUY: it dependsA REDNECK GUY: of...
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